Guy Mode

Low Nuts can get to you: The Worth of Semen

2009-12-14T15:43:00.000-08:00

So we're guys, ladies who watch guys, guy power enthusiasts, whatever - basically we know what low nuts are about - it's about low nuts. Not having that sack of pure testosterone - the gift from God to his blessed creation - in good volume can plume on you all sorts off asscream behavior, not to mention asscream responses from the people around you. They'll smell sissy, sense weakness, and call you on it, and after a while, even joking about it gets old. So, as your dear old friend, I'm going to set you on the track to low nut prevention, or LNP if you get too gayzy (gay+lazy)to say it all because I know it's a mouthful (don't even touch a pun on that one at all)

1. Keep your d*** in your pants - all the way simple. Nothing extra, no special training, just keep the squirt to a minimum. Why? Because the less nut you have, the less balance you have. If you're used to having low nut, then you must consistently be working.

2. Don't f*** so often - you can ignore this if you like, but remember, if you have low nuts, your energy is going to be off balance.

3. Put the porn away - You've seen titty. You know what ass looks like. She sounds like she likes it - whatever. Its a buncha mindf***, and you can actually do better by going out and getting these things done to you. How? Learn yourself, and learn how you naturally do so. It's God given power, so learn it and use it. Women enjoy it - why do you think you're wasting your nut on a video about it?

And not all porn participants are truly happy in their positions either.

4. Realize the truth - from your body comes the power to create. You can start the path to creating a CHILD. You. The nuts you have can create a legacy. That's amazing power. Every woman on this earth wanting a child knows this, and the man who appreciates, has gratitude for this power can completely enhance the quality of his life. And that means having optimum nut. You can release some occasionally, but really waste not. It is said that a

And that's how you keep balanced, man. That's how you keep your nuts on top, on the up and up, keep your stress levels down, and keep your performance even. So until the next, you be good, and keep God First.

Have a good one,

-Julius

That Double Sided Soup, You know.

2008-09-27T01:47:00.000-07:00

One of the things people forget to do is talk with themselves. Notice I didn't say talk "to" themselves. There is a cold tinge about that, which is lame and doesn't help you at all. It's counterproductive, lazy, and inconsiderately bad. It's stupid, really. And that's just my riff so fuck it.

Just be open with yourself today, man. It's like - if you don't, it's the equivilant of taking the hardest shit imaginable and realizing all too late that there's no paper. Not no toilet paper - no paper period. You are literally shit out of luck.

To stop such atrocity from visiting your unsuspecting ass, simply - like I say in my 7-million plus-ways, BE YOURSELF. Stop crying so hard for a dream when you haven't done a damn thing to get there. Yet.

Not wanting to make a niblet out of this, I want to tell you something great about my thoughts: They exist. That's right. There's a place for them, in the ether of life. All of our thoughts are there, growing into something until they are unthought. See that happening now. I mean really, consider that shit. Don't front on your imagination, now. That's a little backspacey isn't it?

But fuck it. Whatever. You can lose, gracefully or not, or you can win. You can get that meaty, slow loaf bee-otch heart of yours ever encrusted in roasted tissue scarred uncontrollably by failure all around, or you can get that self-humbled, demigodish gigapower resting deep within you to shine diamondly. Just purely being, with the power to create and influence. Now.

So get on it.

Furthermore, you better keep going

2008-09-05T00:01:00.000-07:00

I've seen some sad ass shit go down in my time, but none quite like the shit shoved in the mouth of a quitter. They stink, reek of day old lame, and lure with them those strange ants and are attracted solely to the smell and taste of raw failure.

But this is not for you.

I've been getting back into playing video games again, sort of a rock toss at back-in-the-day life. It seems like I've spent too much time back in the day and not in the present day. Sadly, what I can do about all that is very much nothing. I can't do a damn thing about last night. It's over. That's a hard, hammer to the elbow lesson we all have to digest as early as possible. The present moment, is the future. Therefore, if you're still, you had better have a good reason to be. Flux is a way of life for most.

But then there are some who, just because of their arrangement - prevail. And that's all it takes. Funny thing is, that's all it takes for all of us. Simply to have the proper arrangement with ourselves - in our environments. But I go into shit like that in desk buddha mode, which is not this. This is Guy Mode. Let's be guys and get the fuck out of that. For right now at least.

So here's the thing - you're wack. And you better learn to say more than some pootcloud-ass shit like, "dude, what the hell?!" That type of mess gets people bitterly chewed and coiled between bicuspids. Be yourself congruently and know how to press 'Bold' with it. And italicize it too. Dammit.

That's all for now, but before we get outta here, we gotta get some of this to you:

Have a good one. God Bless.

You better Be Wise

2008-07-10T00:52:00.001-07:00

Don't be in a haste to fall on your ass. Truth is, life ain't tripping about time. We are. So therefore, you've got to go at a pace that you create. If your desire is to keep up with Team B, then so be it. But don't deny the fact that you have your own. You've got your own universe inside of you right now. You. And that's how God intended it to be, so cry not.

I wrote something a long ass time ago and I'm thinking about bringing it out, you know, for old times sake. Suprisingly enough, I think I have the perfect plan to get things started. I know myself, and how to use this equipment - so I'm going to rock out. Rhythm in everything, by the way.

That's right. No abbreviations 'round here. We break the rules in style, and not all the time neither.

Yea.

I'm going to put this out there for anytime I need to clear my head positively. Feel free:

So now I'm caught up. In the rapture of Love. I'm on some do-it-right for life this time. And if there's another stumble, my feet will not fumble - instead my faith in You will lift me. If not for myself, then for my Lord, for his mercy endureth forever, and that's a lot longer than this problem I'm having is going to last. Lord have mercy and God bless my pursuit, letting me know daily that it is your Will.

In the name of Jesus Christ I pray,

-Amen

So I'm in between thinking rationally and thinking spiritually. I've put my body through a lot of misuse, but ultimately it has been my faith in God and my desire to form that has helped me the most. I can't say it's been anything else. I'm always shedding and talking about it, so this is just another one. But - this one is special because it marks a point of direct and true understanding. A will to do better, to be more. To expand my universe. Now I'm in the lab making beats.

Talk with you later.

Have a good one,

-Julius

You better Get

2008-07-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

Fucking Tired of Struggling Blindly

2008-06-23T10:33:00.001-07:00

Who does that shit today, anyway? What? You say just about everybody? Well listen up, because this is my plan to get the fuck away from it.

See what you see and know what you like, and develop, develop, develop those connections. When you see people speaking smaller, acting smaller, doing smaller than you and your consciousness, don't pity, be contemptuous, or oppressive to them. Just ask for blessings between you both, and be on your way, mentally or otherwise. People have to know that thinking small leads to acting small, and that shit comes ultimately from feeling small.

If that's the case, get your mousy ass in the mirror about what you can do, what you're capable of. If you think you got what it takes, then take steps to make that a reality, no matter how small it's going to start.

For me, I'm not for 92% of the bullshit that's shoveled out here in these streets. People wanting so deeply to be themselves, but getting the ass trap of fitting into someone else's mold. I'm not interested in these school for safety types, nor into these free as a bird types either. There's no reason for any of that today. Grab that machete, and go for it. It's such new jungle out there, and for those of you blinded to it, trust it has been for reason. See it before they do and make the gap larger...

What am I talking about, though? Define your own path in life and see. That foundation will be underwater, so it's going to be tough putting it down. But once you have it, nothing can come between you and your destiny, whatever that may be.

Foundations begin with strong, persistent values. If you believe in something, well dammit, make sure that you rep it hard and often. Don't be bitchlike and checker count your steps. Smash the gas on your ideals and see another side of you open up. It's like a locked room you haven't gone into yet, but realize why it's important to open that dusty ass door - These may very well be our last days...do your homework and think about it.

Also, if you aren't eating up some of that sunlight, you need to stop playing. Get riches. Get wealth. Get Understanding. Get Overstanding. Get Yourself Right.

I'm a get up and go type, and it's to my detriment I've been sleep on a number of things daily - and for a while. No matter though, because I'm on a mission to get riches, and in the process, big up those on that path with me and slash up those who are not. Don't do yourself dirty and stay away. Lots of live shit going on right in your area off some powerstarter types and this God blessed blog right here. ;)

Have a good one,

-Julius

More Snarl, Gentlemen

2008-05-24T16:28:00.000-07:00

It's such a crockpot full of grade A beetlefeed that people don't like to be men. The rule for a man is simple; to thine own self be true. You know you've heard it. You know you've seen it.

I'm just saying,

So really, just try. Just put your feet in the dirt and don't give a damn about it. Give a damn about getting it done right. And getting it right sometimes is going to involve getting dirty. Handle it. Always handle it.

Easier said than done, but that doesn't mean you don't need to do it! Do the damn thing!

Learn what the future holds by planning it, and following the flexible, elastic, savvy plan. Make sure the core values of the plan - the foundation - is kept well managed at all times. That means you, because there is no plan without a proponent. Some one has to get it started. Remember,

And on the real, listen to Hammer on this song, y'all. That shit is hilarious but true. I met Hammer before, and that dude is a real ass Man. That's what's up, Hammer. Staying true and being benevolent. This man worked and handled his!

Alright, One.

A pierced mind

2008-05-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

Who says that life is without promise or premise? Those who have been pierced by those beautiful thorns - obstacles - and found a clever way to bitch about it. That's right. I'm calling out the lot of you bawling cakerake wannabees who want through strategic slackerdom what can only be had through hard work, quiet patience, and that rare burning vigor you used to see on anime magazine covers and in your girl's eyes after a few passionate thrusts of pleasure.

Now I'm not saying this is coming from nowhere straight to your face. This is coming exclusively from having been there, tasted, basked in the lameness, and an now an advocate for responsible awesomeness. If you want to be the best the world has seen, then you had better get used to feeling that way in your drawers laying vulnerable and refreshed in the bed.

Good kudos to he who asks the deep questions and gets his life in working check. In other words, it's quite awesome to push yourself to the limit and enjoy it. It's a shambling shame to do anything less, especially today. Life for many people has been a blind, twisting journey, so if you're not showing them the golden alternative through living a lavish life bereft with the spoils of labour not born of your own hand, they will probably attempt to strike you down. Nothing personal, but misery loves company - and what's new about that?

And too - I see a need. Whether it be real today or not, the seed is in my head, and getting it on canvas is the best when it's fresh. Damn and thank you for not smoking. Unless it's that good, in which case our desire to not smoke is smoldered by Devon's failing face.

-Have a good one.

Tame your Silence

2008-05-06T18:50:00.000-07:00

Speak your mind. It is yours to speak with. Feed your mind. It is yours to feed. Know your mind, it is yours to use.

That's really all I have to say right now.

Be Well

Death, and it's ceaseless marching

2008-04-24T18:51:00.000-07:00

We are all going to die. This I know and I'm sure I signed up for it at the gate. Sadly though, when we die tragically, or with pitiful atrophy, one must understand the piercing of the heart is not merely from grief, but possibly from guilt.

I'm seasoned with guilt and remorse over the death of my surrogate stepfather, Willie Webster, a man who fell early in life but came out of it, rose up, met my mother, and took me in as his son.

As a father figure, he was never a quietly good fit, we had our differences. I was a quiet, frightened child then, so timid but knowing. We didn't argue or anything, but there was a lot of tense air for a while and to this day I can still feel it when I know things aren't right. Despite this, though, he did his best to provide for us, to work and trod home, to a house endearing to his fatigue, his inner restlessness, his desire for internal solace.

He was a good man - although bereft with his own guilt and confusion - but that damn sure wasn't the end of him, and nowhere close to the majority of him. I love him and will miss him. May his soul find peace, light, and understanding.

Once I found out he died, I didn't cry. He's not suffering anymore. No tears were shed. But I felt it. I felt it deep in me. I'm not sad, not grasping for anything, but I feel it. There is no explanation of anything right now.

What is certain, however, is that you will never be forgotten. Never. I will send prayers to you daily, and prayers upon your family. I love you and appreciate all you've done for me in this life. If you're watching me, watch a powerful man grow, ever quickly, ever reaching further. The limits of understanding are within my grasp. This life is also for you too Willie. Thank you.

For anyone who lost a loved one today or any day since or before, like the Blue Oyster Cult said, "Don't fear the Reaper". We will all someday meet and fear will mean nothing then, just as it means little now. Uplift their names and do right by them. Do their spirits proud.

Rest in Peace Willie Webster,

-Julius McClendon

There will be time to rest

2008-04-18T16:17:00.000-07:00

Is what one of my uncles told me in a careful, pin and needle conversation recently. Although we danced around volatile tension, the transfer of wisdom between us is always endearingly stuffed with vies for dominance. As a young sun, it's difficult not to see the right in your every step, and it's good to know someone older and possibly wiser than you has the care in them to let you know, in whatever way, that you don't know a damn thing.

So during this, one of the things we talked about was being a man - and having the discern to see what a real man was as compared to what happens when you don't "make the grade." It seems that much of what creates a man is based on the direction of his thoughts, a root from which everything else cascades. For a man, to be good means to develop momentum of good thoughts, and then to ripple that momentum out physically - so then he's doing good things. Your intent, therefore, is your compass. The purpose then becomes to decide which way this intent will go.

In any given direction, there is potential for power, ruin, and victory. Too much of any of those will change you, in whatever slant that direction is. So if your intent is to be the most attractive male you know, then you start on a quest to develop this power.

Now once you get it - and you will - then you have to worry about abuse. Will you downplay others for your own selfishness? Will you spiritually become a bully? This direction, selfish in nature, will now crust over, giving you thick skin and feelings which are consequently hard to pierce. You become now ruined as long as you cling onto the selfishness, because you become isolated. That isolation leads you to power, but keeps you from circulating that power...because you are isolated So it implodes eventually.

But the other important factor is being able to work - to not dodge or create crafty machines to do the work for you, but to have the physical capacity to serve. There is no higher purpose today than to serve your fellow man. "There will be time to rest," he says. I believe him.

Be well,

-Julius

Surface Level Tension

2008-04-02T18:23:00.000-07:00

So I'm in that mildewed butterfly zone of toxic bubbled trouble, and it's about as ass as you can get.

I'm in debt, I see the light and want to be an entrepreneur but am starting with a cough's amount of skrilla, I have to finish school,
I've got a few courtiers that are offering wonderful but currently flimsy opportunities. And no car to twiddle with them in a timely and consistent way. So what does this billowing brain do?

Get a job. Says my uncle, the well meaning and most practical man on the planet. He's a good guy, does well and means well - he just knows a bit about what it means to fuck up in life and not be able to go back. I've got a job, but one is enough - it's a stream of income that trades my time for it's earnings, and that's a system I only halfway agree with, because you can earn far more when...you aren't attached to an office/chair/job/position and you're free to earn far more. But you've got to have strategies to earn more or else it's just you slacking because you're not sure how to use the time masterfully. So sayeth Julius.

Another thing Julius is always yapping about is subordinate modeling, a form of hierarchal preservation...but more on that when there isn't a watching baby in the post.

So here's what I'm going to do, because if I don't do something soon, crying and bitchdom will have their time, and that simply cannot be allowed.

1. Plan. 2. Act on the plan. 3. Assess the result. 4. Checkpoint Celebration. 5. Return to one.

The fleshing of these steps is a private matter for now, because I've known in the past that talk is cheap unless it carries weight. When I get to #4, we'll talk during the celebration. ;)

Not better than, different from

2008-03-31T22:45:00.000-07:00

Astonishingly enough, I've caught myself in a rut, riddled with feh flavoured moments of dismal failure and bitter confusion. I'll recover, but I've erected a poem for that moment of victory:

I see you've come a little different
now
Not so wanting any more.
Hopeful inside,
your selfishness has left you
But your willful stride has not.
I see you've shaved with calm strokes today
Where again is that stress you so taskingly display?
Are you on a whim again
Or trying harder?
Is your day longer
or your night shorter?
Who is at the reins of you?
I have kept myself in order
you have not in my eyes
But now, these eyes are lowered,
and my mouth silent.
and before them stands a man
not like the one I knew before.
He is agile and sleek in thoughts
his charm effortless
and his problems gated,
not hidden but on display.
So maybe I'll study
because perhaps I will have to know
what it means to be
different from
instead of better than
for a height unshared
is no height; but a calm prison
Sometimes.

Handle it Motivational #001

2008-03-28T12:11:00.000-07:00

"Let your talk be the clothing of your action, and let your action define who you are. Let this identity form your role in your society, and let your society form a collective perspective. Let this collective perspective optimize this society, and its existence benefit the world."

-Julius McClendon

What works today is not the same fiber of thought that will work tomorrow, at least not in the same way. New answers to ageless issues are commonplace, because the issues are recieved differently from each generation. Principles do not adhere to scale, and so learning powerful principles is prime wisdom for today's acheiver. Or at least I think so.

On that note, I haven't done a concrete thing with myself for at least 6 months. So much habitual planning and perspectives that relate to planning - it's limited today. Since everything is available in such abundance now, ideally new and fresh ways of presentation and adaptation solidify people by a collected outreach. Everyone will get the message, just not the same way. It's like a macrocosm of marketing techniques, but in a glamourously efficient way. Think about it. Feel it.

Those closer to their intuition today should be wise in their asking or depending on the outside world. Be well.

Have a good one.

Get good at what you don't know

2008-03-12T21:09:00.000-07:00

Life is a game to those who play it well, a job for those who don't quite know how to, and hell for everyone else. So I say. Even still, most of what goes for hardship in life is simply not knowing how to do certain things well. When you have something you'd like to improve on, go for it. Don't do too much thinking about all that. Just sort of fall into it. Too much thinking leads to prudence -and prudence gone stale is just a bunch of shit left undone - so handle whatever it is you've been avoiding because of your "ignorance" or whatever it is that barriered your ass from handling.

In daily news, I feel for life. I'm not feeling from a pedestal, but still I see that things are getting submerged in this sort of quasi-ultra-PC bullshit and it's got to be stopped. The only thing that will stop it is comedy. That's it. I'm going to take a shot at it, and succeed. There. It's in writing someplace in the world that I'm a hilarious comedian. I'm not interested in making you chuckle. Pounds of horseshit comedy out there to get that to you pretty nicely.

Also too - raunch is not the way to go today. Everyone is raunchy - it's a special sort of raunch, one outside of the performancy Jewish sizzle that we all have come to enjoy and tolerate over the years. It's funny, but no longer the status quo. Let the young, vibrant comedians come through and bash their lack of confidence to the ground with their mind shattering laugh techniques. To any old timer reading this, it's gotta happen. Trust. You, me, and every generation to come will enjoy the rippling of this well done.

Enough for now, though. When something else comes through, I'll let you know. Time for some pushups, situps, and some careful planning of my night and tomorrow's energetic mid term day!

Have a good one!

-Jelles

Changes to be so serious about.

2008-03-10T01:04:00.000-07:00

Here's a few after I made some work over here:

myspace.com/jadevillaine

and here

iamhiphop.com/jadevillaine

It's going down because it's all about power brands, bro. Everyone's making real estate, let's occupy. Let's become a force to be used for good. Good Force. Something simple and awesome. I think that's a good thing, this Good Force. I'm using that soon, foo.

So here we are, though not being ushered down a street of crying. In other words, it's Guy Mode, which means hell yea we're getting involved with doing the right thing, but in a hardnosed, get-to-the-point way. It's on point. Right there. Straight out. Here it is without dithering any longer:

1)Be Closer to Mom. She deserves some closeness. It's difficult, because my mother can be a cactus at times, but its a small price to pay to have your mother around. There will come times when it's truly important to have her. Her love never dulls, it's brightness cascaded only by her choosing. Peace and good will to all those Good Mothers out there. The ones who keep their children from wrong's arms, and instill organic and ever evolving discipline and respect in the core of their being. Your kids are going to save the world.

2)Be Closer to Life. You're in the sky so so often. It's beginning to get dusty down there. Clean up. Get right. Straighten your face to the place. Get Light. Get serious. Get through. (That's a song too y'all) Ardy Lightfoot all the way, man.

3)Be with God. Got is in you. And above you. And Through you. The spirits are lighter that smoke. Take that Gem and go be powerful!

4)Be Hustlemode-ish. Remember that what you do not build, will not yield any result. When you build something, you will reap the reward of it being built. Whatever love, quality, and sentiment you put into it, the result of it will radiate from and off and through the "whatever." That energy will then be absorbed by nearby energies as well. It's very important to be positive with your product, and to get it out often.

5)Be Humble. As you've learned, nobody likes a pushy newcomer. It's disgusting. It's a blurred reflection from what they remember having to endure coming up. Who wants to think that some partial ass wiping, 1 ply shitstain is going to have the moxie, strive and vision to go all out and totally win? It's unsettling. Let good thoughts be with you. Travel. One day we will have it...

Have a good one,

-Jelles

Overcome your lacking.

2008-03-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

So this is a note I wrote to myself - whatever that means today. It's like being stuck in a blender, but after all the foam from the fast slicing stopped, and you're left with this puss emulating scatter that has a lot of substance - but so withered and stressed thin that it's not going to be of a lot of use to anyone. God I miss my reason. It was so pure, and my days were so shiny. I probably should be a positive thinker from here on out. Falling is no joke, and I've sure fallen quite a ways.

But that alone is a state of mind. None of this giving up. None of this narcotic driven drabble. It's time actually to sleep, because no champion is complete without rest. And good planning. Nothing done without good planning. That's essential. Here's a good resource.

Another good resource is this little snippet from some worthy notes I'm planning to publish at some point in life. This happens to be about a new body of music I'm working on:

What will you do to promote this new release?

What release?

This new collection of instrumentals. This configuration is fucking awesome. You've got to breathe some life into all these tracks. They are definately the shit, but they've got to have some life breathed into them. That's the most important thing. If you listen to a track and don't particularly know what's being said, then you have to understand what has to be felt. Often times, words in a crowd have little meaning because you can't hear everything all the time. It's the sound of the music and the freedom to express the feelings that come with it naturally and pleasurably that makes a song useful. That's what counts. So once they know what you're talking about, that's added depth.

Habit Banks and Some other Useful Note Tangents

2008-03-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

Habit banks! Once those synaptical indentations are made, it's very hard to undo them. But you don't need to undo them. Simply change their purpose. Its like building a house on land - you don't need to destroy the house once the initial owner is gone. That is, unless you want too. Know that it's going to take good effort to build another house. It can be certainly done, but think of the effort. If the effort is not a stopping factor for you, then you have a chance at success.

So to change your habits, change the labels they associate with. If you want to wake up earlier, for example, you would discover why. In this and every major discovery in your life, it is good to have an Internal frame of reference. Many people tend to have an External frame of reference, and this is why there is much discontent in their lives. What good is having the thoughts of another person to be used for the inside of you? It's like having a key to the wrong lock. You can damage the lock to fit the key, or simply find the key that fits. That key is with the locksmith inside of you, and nowhere else.

To run with the metaphor, ask yourself also this: Do you want this locksmith to make random keys out of boredom or confusion, or do you want a precious set of master keys? The latter is going to take diligence, and a keen understanding of what you want. Ask your locksmith. Ask your heart. Ask your mind. Ask your soul. Ask Jesus. Ask God. Ask. Ask within and know the answer is available. It is. But it takes effort to change your point of reference from outside to inside. Stay with it. Giving up is silly. Get yourself together and invest in your future. Make good records. Keep good records. Document key steps daily. Do these things, and your locksmith will know what rooms to make the master keys for. And then have those keys ready for you. These master keys open the doors to the most powerful rooms. So decide what these keys open.

Have a good one,

-Jules

Finding the reason for Feh.

2008-02-29T17:40:00.001-08:00

I'll be the first to admit I'm no professional at a lot of things. I've slid into being the jack of all trades for quite some time, and it's no good. It's like moldy steak - at some point it was wonderful, but now it's like dirty and stale. Moldy shit that sucks and sucking isn't good at all. Don't suck. Just actually be good at what you're doing.

The way not to suck is fairly simple: Believe that you don't. That's right. Despite whatever splatter you've had before, today can be the new start. But no one can hold that to you. You've got to stick that in your own face. I'll have a video or something about it soon. Don't worry about what happened before. Shit happens to everyone before.

So keep yourself occupied with your success. Don't let yourself fall into a trend of rushing from one thing to the next. That's no good, and it smells awfully gross. Does any of this make sense? No? Writing from the ass again? Possibly.

Don't worry, though.

Also, if you're learning something, you might as well get some good help.

Have a good one.

Wallow Not!

2008-02-22T16:03:00.001-08:00

So it's come down to this. This instant wanting of things, this lack of motivation, and this confusion of direction and suspension of belief. But you want things to be fine all the same. You know they are, in a Zen sort of way. Perhaps a cuddly riddle. Welcome to 2008.

That's why it's time for Guy Mode. Guys need to know that when it comes to being a man, you have to navigate through a hardcore amount of that lamesauce neuterlife we call Political Correctness. Fuck that.

People who don't like opinion that stings are like the dogs who take white shits. Sick, unheavenly individuals devoid of the same souls all people share. Or just scared of something. So, for them, maybe 1% PC. Not much more. It's nothing to tell someone exactly how you feel if maybe there's a gate around it that stretches for a mile. But the 20cm gate won't cut it any longer.

Guy mode isn't about chauvinism. It's about definition. Be yourself first. Don't take shit. Be yourself. Be a guy. If you're a guy of course. But this blog isn't just for men. There are many sites like that. It's about being a certain kind of man. One who, at 22, is discovering himself and preparing to express his divinity. It's about having the skills to really make a strong difference in the world. And developing them.

And too, It's about funny ass stuff. Days will have it. This day happens not to have too much of it...a little more lax, etc.

Questions for that ass: Will you float above the masses? Will you flounder, wading in the overcrowd semi-puddle close to shore? Will you build a sick-ass yacht in the middle of the ocean and kick it for a while, until you get ready come hit shore? It's on you in 2008. And that's the good thing about it. It's on you. But you can't be wussyland anymore.

At least that's what goes through my head daily. Like I'm trying to grasp at something solid, still sloshing my hands through the liquid. It's a tricky divide, because I know I haven't had a day of hard work in a long time. I'm fairly detached from any type of labor like that. It simply doesn't appeal to me. Perhaps that's my problem.

Maybe I'm scared to take a good ass whipping. Maybe the world is stronger than I. Nah. I'd like to think I'm a powerdreamer, aiming mindlessly from this to that, pulling out all sorts of little-used tools. And I don't think I've found myself that awesome space I'm needing to find in 2008. You've got to carve a niche. So I'll tell you about my niche.

I have a niche in creative communication. I like to communicate those hard-to-pinpoint ideas, in animated form, music, whatever. I'd like to make a living from it. A compilation of practically flavoured art, stuff you can use and digest.

But this is post one. Let me get my feet wet...

Have a good one.