Of course, this doesn't mean I can't learn anything else. This also doesn't mean the people around me can't learn a thing or two either.
I don't want to be a pest anywhere. I won't be one here. The people around me around me aren't going to be pests either. This is not pest zone.
We serve The Lord here. There is no other task. Every step is for the Lord, or iit is not made. This mean, you have due diligence to uphold. Do your best, and stop f0- ing around. I don't have time to be playing with little ass kid games.
Having said that, we have Church to uphold also. All of us. You and I. The little rats, the vipers this, people will play without warning, and no regard for h---. You're going if you're messing with me. It's almost a sure ticket.
But I don't hold that against you. See, a thief will never quit. They can't. If they stand still, they will be consumed by all they have stolen. They have no regard of their own. They need you to feed from. Their only desire to seek more. They are like the roaches, theives. No worth, and scattering everywhere.
But still, The Lord is there. He helps even the theif.
So if the Lord has regard for the thief, he'll have regard for You who listen, and do not steal.
The drain was out. I put some hot water down, and emptied the bowl. I did all I could do there. The basin where the water gathers is covered with slime - leftover oil and different fragments of food. This is all a gnarliness unneeded near. I can empty that out.
Kids, there will always be people against the good. Because there's good to feed from. There may be ten critters, but they all know to feed on one flower. When that flower is done, the critters scatter to another flower, and eat that.
So how is man any different? Men act all the same in such manner. Take what is there, then depart to search for more.
But what if man looked inside of themselves? What would they find then? How many layers of cavern must you go in to find it all. You won't find it all in this lifetime.
Instead, you'll be treated to new and imroved versions of what you've already found. The people from before don't have a clue of what's going on. They are clueless. And so you help them. They have no place but to cause trouble. Trouble is where they live.
The peace that captures me comes from The Lord. God made The Lord, but The Lord you answer to. Not unlike those days in North Hollywood.
When I stayed for a month with Mr. Newman. I was allowed by my then friend Isaac Newman to stay in his house and go to school from there.
I got too happy with the stability and stayed all there off school days, I sat in the living room, hung out, used the radio. All that. What an embarrassment.
It all culminated when we worked at Siz Flags. While there, this friend left me out there with no ride home. Now, with no way back home, and no ride, no money, I was stuck. The first time, DEven came and got me.
It was an afternoon, and Devon came and got me. Mr. Mangelsen, Devon's dad, came to the rescue. I didn't give him any gas money, anything. A thank you. I never forgot that.
Thats why big titty Nikea stayed with Devon. She was stout, for me even, but not so. She and Devon had a child. I don't feel bad about that now.
In other news, the second time. Isaac left me out there, this time for some girl. I don't know why. But he did. I wanted to hang out with the bosses. They heard Mobb Deep one time and were hooked. I was the uncool black man, but I was cool because I was black. It blew their minds.
Here was this black kid, who was cool, but he wasn't cool enough to the other kids. They always kept me down and teased me. This is because of what we see now - they knew then.
So here it is, with kids. They tend toward coolness. If all the kids are cool, the kids all win. That's what you want. For the kids to all win.
You don't want somebody sucking off of you and being rude about it, like a pimp. You want someone whose not sucking at all, at least not intentional.
You want someone who is good enough at being a human to at least try to be authentic.
Down motorcycle guy gets a prop. I'll use man, not guy. Guy is a letter away from Gay. This is important, because I don't want to be directly associated with gay. I'm not against them, but you know that's wrong man. Raping another man in the butt and calling that progress? You know that's wrong man.
I don't agree with gay. But I agree with progress.
Now is the big story. My Mother came and got me. She came by, and picked up pher kid. Her son at 11pm at night. I knew then that The Mexicans had a line. You can only hang with them for so long, until it's over with.
I had a friend for almost 20 years. He tried to hang. But then he started tripping and veering away. This is because he was growing up. He had kids now, new life. He didn't want to be acknowledged by me anymore.
He took to the heart the thoughts I was having. He took to heart the various things I expressed to him. He wanted also to show he was not afraid of black people. All this because he was growing up.
It came down to the last moment, where he was supposed to give me a ride somewhere. He didn't wait for me. I don't know why he didn't wait, but he decided not to.
He said something, but it was an excuse. He drove all the way over here to leave in 5 mins? 10 mins? Impossible. He was here to tell me that he didn't approve of me anymore.
He was here to tell his Mexicanos he was done, through, with his friend. He doesn't need my friendship anymore. He doesn't value my friendship enough to waith 10 minutes.
But you know, I am not upset. I got over that, but I'm telling the story now. If you tell it out, you can see what you're missing.
I saw earlier yesterday the problem. Its a knot in my work ethic. Here is what I mean:
I was pushing buttons to get paid. Ok, I do that all day long. So when I'm doing this (while treacherous people are grinding away at my anal cavity)He decies to realize I am only pressing buttons. That's all I am doing now. So why can't I get paid to do that and just relax? Can I enjoy getting paid?
That's the thing. I can now enjoy getting paid. That's a good thing. But remember, there's more to work that joy. The main fabric of work is consistency.
If you keep it up, within weeks you'll achieve mastery. There won't be a dry eye in the house when you tell this story. It doesn't defeat anyone, it makes a simple point - everyone can't be on to. The Lord is there. Step aside.
When I got the message, that I was trying to be number one, not the Lord, I was stunned. Shocked. How could I be so cruel? How could the neighborhood, as I ride by on the bus, be so foreign when I know how to work. Why put up with other people's learning any more when I have (Yoshi) my own?
I know I have learning to do. You do, and everyone else as well. But that doesn't make sense to fight mine if you want yours. This is what I learned about people today.
The bottom line is that I care for all, and I care for me too. I'm in all, just like you and anyone else.
I don't need people trying to take my shit from me and expect to keep eating. When you start coughing up your food and seizing out, then you'll think about what's important. It's not what you're ogoing to get, but will you survive long enough to get anything else.
You don't need death and chaos to act right. You need Lord Jesus Christ. This is simple.
Mr. Alford's yard taught me this. I come to realize now he was a nice man trying to help a wayward boy. Someone who wouldn't work at a normal factory, or hold down a job. No, he was too different. It wasn't that he couldn't work. It wasn't that he was lazy. It was that he we so different a person, that only the strongest men around could relate to him. He didn't need constant attention. He didn't need supervision. He needed The Lord.
He got The Lord.
Now, for you, listener. For your diligence in listening to my meander, I'll spread a gift. The Bible Says to don't get happy for gifts. So this is a skill now. Listen:
Breath out of your nose by tipping your head slightly up. Your back must be straight. Sit in a chair.
The way I was taught, you can sit however whatever, but do it my way. What I'm telling you.
Now focus on your breath only. Any thought, take another breath. Pay attention to the breath alone. Any sound, take another breath. Any stimulus at all, take another breath.
Keep your head up. You will notice you will start to droop down. Pick your head back up.
Your head will fight. You will squirm, make peeks, follow thoughts. Come back to your breath.
What happens is, after a while your body gets in a rhythm. Then.
But I want you to get one thing before I conclude this article - how you will think about thinking now.
When you start putting your breath, you will think about little things. Then bigger. And bigger. Then FEars. That's right. Fearfulness. Where you messed up. Who can get you. What vulnerabilities you have. You will think of these things constantly at first. They will fight you! They will say, this is important, pay attention!
But take notice - without breath, you would die. Then, would those things be important? No.
So breathe only. No other focus. it's hard. But when you get good at this, you will realize how pyramids are built.
In The Name Of Lord Jesus Christ,
I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."
Amen.
In all labor there is profit.
Thursday, October 31, 2019
The spoon of Word Dump
I have many words. I regard them as scum not. There are several people who could read these words, but I don't think they will. So I elected to have a a dumping of old words to fill the spaces. I don't hink I'm going to do that, since it doesn't make much sense on paper. Or better term, on blog. I don't want bla on blog. I want fla - things you don't have to read, but are nutritious.
I had a dream. I dreamt I was tying my shoe at the old shop I used to work at. Donald was gone. I don't remember all the details, but I love you Brenda. I feel I had better shape up during the cold months.
I don't think I have long to go before fortune comes. The Pastor said to witness to people. I was thinking how to do this. I could talk to people on the train. I could have a statement I make. I could give out bibles like I had been doing. I could love my neighbor. I could eat spaghetti. Which remindds me, what would Brenda cook me to eat?
I have fish. I said I would eat it today. I has to be thawed out. If I take it out of the freezer now, I could hold it until it's time to took, later. But if I'm not going to eat it right away, I'll keep it right where it's at until it's time to consume it. I can thaw it in the sink for a while, then cook it when it's time. Fish and fries sounds good, fish and rice sounds right. Fry the fish, and put it with a fat bowl of rice. that's enough to eat there. And it'll be good.
I can get Jarrito from the store. I can get bread, and parsley also. I can't food with ramen too much, especially since I have rice now. I have the way, in case you need it. Thanks to online moms, mothers with big tits feeding all the kids, this is the way:
1. You put the rice.
2. Put the water only 1 inch above the top of the rice. The highest grain.
3. Put in the microwave for 10 mins.
4. Take out, put back in for 5 mins on half way power.
5. Take out and fluff.
Real rice Da. It works, and I ate it like 4 times already. This is sensational.
Furthermore, I want to emphasize I don't think anyone is gone from their position. Don can stay there. They help one another. But something tells methere was a plot and it failed. It was a big plot, and it didn't work out. It was one of those things where you say, "And this person did so much for you" A head hanger.
But you know, we both live. So it's good. Good enough to realize. I think if I care about somebody, then it shouldn't matter what they did before. If I really care.
I don't think if you care you ought to be mad. But onto money.
$30 ain't no money. But it's a scrap I'm willing to start with. My goal is to work at night. At night now, it gets cold. When you are cold, When I am cold, rather, I seek comfort. It's hard to work when it's cold.
So, I have a way. It's called excerise. If you do 10 pushups every 30 minutes, you'll stay warm. Also, drink plenty of water. Also eat healthy during the cold weather. If you have spaghetti materials, eat that. Grab some ready made pasta sauce. Grab some meat balls. Grab (See ya?) some spaghetti. Work is starting soon.
I work 8-8 every single day. Don't have a day off. I don't have any sort of benefit other that I can wake up and be right here. I need to make it clear, I am better than my work. I am above my work. Which reminds me, I have the yard sale.
I'll bring all the stuff down Friday night, into the kitchen. I'll slowly set each one, all the items down. Then, I'll organize them. I'll line them up. Grasdually, I'll have all the items. Then, I'll bring them out Saturday morning. When the lady gets here, we'll be ready to work. While the other church is here, they will not be disturbed while I set up.
Now, hopefully, each member of the other church will be finished by 7:45. We'll see then.
Ok. I need to get to work soon. The people are holding me down. I appreciate that. Te Aprecio.
But mainly, I Want you to know Lord Jesus Christ. This day, strive to make $100 online. Get to where this is your job. You work online. When people ask you, you work online. "I've been working online 5 years." One day you'll say. "How much do you make?"
"I make $150 dollars a day."
"That's pretty good. Doing what?"
"Working online". That's all they get.
That's all they need. Like right now. This is all you need until next time.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King,
my goal right now is "I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."
and
In all labor there is profit.
I had a dream. I dreamt I was tying my shoe at the old shop I used to work at. Donald was gone. I don't remember all the details, but I love you Brenda. I feel I had better shape up during the cold months.
I don't think I have long to go before fortune comes. The Pastor said to witness to people. I was thinking how to do this. I could talk to people on the train. I could have a statement I make. I could give out bibles like I had been doing. I could love my neighbor. I could eat spaghetti. Which remindds me, what would Brenda cook me to eat?
I have fish. I said I would eat it today. I has to be thawed out. If I take it out of the freezer now, I could hold it until it's time to took, later. But if I'm not going to eat it right away, I'll keep it right where it's at until it's time to consume it. I can thaw it in the sink for a while, then cook it when it's time. Fish and fries sounds good, fish and rice sounds right. Fry the fish, and put it with a fat bowl of rice. that's enough to eat there. And it'll be good.
I can get Jarrito from the store. I can get bread, and parsley also. I can't food with ramen too much, especially since I have rice now. I have the way, in case you need it. Thanks to online moms, mothers with big tits feeding all the kids, this is the way:
1. You put the rice.
2. Put the water only 1 inch above the top of the rice. The highest grain.
3. Put in the microwave for 10 mins.
4. Take out, put back in for 5 mins on half way power.
5. Take out and fluff.
Real rice Da. It works, and I ate it like 4 times already. This is sensational.
Furthermore, I want to emphasize I don't think anyone is gone from their position. Don can stay there. They help one another. But something tells methere was a plot and it failed. It was a big plot, and it didn't work out. It was one of those things where you say, "And this person did so much for you" A head hanger.
But you know, we both live. So it's good. Good enough to realize. I think if I care about somebody, then it shouldn't matter what they did before. If I really care.
I don't think if you care you ought to be mad. But onto money.
$30 ain't no money. But it's a scrap I'm willing to start with. My goal is to work at night. At night now, it gets cold. When you are cold, When I am cold, rather, I seek comfort. It's hard to work when it's cold.
So, I have a way. It's called excerise. If you do 10 pushups every 30 minutes, you'll stay warm. Also, drink plenty of water. Also eat healthy during the cold weather. If you have spaghetti materials, eat that. Grab some ready made pasta sauce. Grab some meat balls. Grab (See ya?) some spaghetti. Work is starting soon.
I work 8-8 every single day. Don't have a day off. I don't have any sort of benefit other that I can wake up and be right here. I need to make it clear, I am better than my work. I am above my work. Which reminds me, I have the yard sale.
I'll bring all the stuff down Friday night, into the kitchen. I'll slowly set each one, all the items down. Then, I'll organize them. I'll line them up. Grasdually, I'll have all the items. Then, I'll bring them out Saturday morning. When the lady gets here, we'll be ready to work. While the other church is here, they will not be disturbed while I set up.
Now, hopefully, each member of the other church will be finished by 7:45. We'll see then.
Ok. I need to get to work soon. The people are holding me down. I appreciate that. Te Aprecio.
But mainly, I Want you to know Lord Jesus Christ. This day, strive to make $100 online. Get to where this is your job. You work online. When people ask you, you work online. "I've been working online 5 years." One day you'll say. "How much do you make?"
"I make $150 dollars a day."
"That's pretty good. Doing what?"
"Working online". That's all they get.
That's all they need. Like right now. This is all you need until next time.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King,
my goal right now is "I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."
and
In all labor there is profit.
Wednesday, October 30, 2019
That's what you get for helping.
You get a kicki n the butt. Or a door slammed in your face. Or a shoe . Something lacking.
I was going down to Bible Study, but found this a time to take for typing.
If I get this all do in a few minutes, it'll be worth the time.
Don't fret on:
Individuals.
Heifers.
Shameless plugs.
tonratodes.
French Fries,
And Mothers calling.
The last one esprecially, because it's true. There's nothing bad about Moma calling. but she calls at 2pm, when you're working. You makie little steps, and this is fine. But bigger steps is good. Lord, 10. I ade another $10.
this is excellent. Every ten, you get:
A blog post,
A video
3 beats
3 web pages
You get a lot for $10.
And this is all free for doing what you are supposed to do. The reward stands.
I want you.
I love you.
There are others I love, but back to my mother.
Now, she calls, but it's not to help as far as I know. It's to see what I am doing. To set a trap, or to dine on intellect. I hope the latter, but I'm her son. We can't go candlelight because that's gay. And wrong. Or wrong. I don't even think my mother is a bad person.
I have to watch what I say. This is the wrong time for clutter. Chatter, or dissention. I love Brenda, but I hope I didn't lose her to masterbation. I nbut so much, it might not be there.
There were people after my birthright. It's them, not me that earned it, to them.
Now, you know that's not the case. I am the benefactor of my birthright. I made iit. It is mine, not yours. You don't get a deal on the labor of your children.
You don't say, I helped you raised you, now gimme. This is too awkward for the child. They don't understand.
You must realize you made a sacrifice that will pay one day, one way. But not your way when thwy are grown. The reason why is because you weren't there all the time. You were there until they got of age.
Brenda is mine. I know this. I know I love her, but can't verify fully. In any event, I have 1 minute until I go down for Bible Study.
I could keep wrong about the pastor. I could stemie him up to the battle axe contender.
I could make it out like Golden Axe, that good old sh-- there. I could. But alas, I teach to learn nomre to teach.
I give it all In Lord Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
I was going down to Bible Study, but found this a time to take for typing.
If I get this all do in a few minutes, it'll be worth the time.
Don't fret on:
Individuals.
Heifers.
Shameless plugs.
tonratodes.
French Fries,
And Mothers calling.
The last one esprecially, because it's true. There's nothing bad about Moma calling. but she calls at 2pm, when you're working. You makie little steps, and this is fine. But bigger steps is good. Lord, 10. I ade another $10.
this is excellent. Every ten, you get:
A blog post,
A video
3 beats
3 web pages
You get a lot for $10.
And this is all free for doing what you are supposed to do. The reward stands.
I want you.
I love you.
There are others I love, but back to my mother.
Now, she calls, but it's not to help as far as I know. It's to see what I am doing. To set a trap, or to dine on intellect. I hope the latter, but I'm her son. We can't go candlelight because that's gay. And wrong. Or wrong. I don't even think my mother is a bad person.
I have to watch what I say. This is the wrong time for clutter. Chatter, or dissention. I love Brenda, but I hope I didn't lose her to masterbation. I nbut so much, it might not be there.
There were people after my birthright. It's them, not me that earned it, to them.
Now, you know that's not the case. I am the benefactor of my birthright. I made iit. It is mine, not yours. You don't get a deal on the labor of your children.
You don't say, I helped you raised you, now gimme. This is too awkward for the child. They don't understand.
You must realize you made a sacrifice that will pay one day, one way. But not your way when thwy are grown. The reason why is because you weren't there all the time. You were there until they got of age.
Brenda is mine. I know this. I know I love her, but can't verify fully. In any event, I have 1 minute until I go down for Bible Study.
I could keep wrong about the pastor. I could stemie him up to the battle axe contender.
I could make it out like Golden Axe, that good old sh-- there. I could. But alas, I teach to learn nomre to teach.
I give it all In Lord Jesus Christ's name, Amen.
Mas Pequenos
Lord, Abraham suggests I eat at home.
Lord, foundation is vital.
Lord, every 5 years is bull.
Lord, you love naturally.
Lord, men are vertical, women are horizontal.
Lord, may my wife condition my semen.
Lord, you better be nice to the Mexicans.
Lord, the mexicans make life more real.
In all labor there is profit.
First of all. Secondly, I have declaration to make. I jack off too much.
Seriously. I could fill a gallon bucket with the amount. I think rotting semen is more real to puke at.
Don't do it.
Now, the mNow what about Bobos, and the hospital? Whatabout Brenda, Life, AlBrenda, and all the rest of the kids.
I walked outside and stood, knowing now I am adjacent to the hallway of a school where I stood. I feel blessed by The Lord.
The Lizard tongues don't know how to do that yet, so I jst will likesten attentively as I learn how to slave.
I am a slaver. I have been one csice birth. Which is why the Fear. But Fear God, not me. I am a man, but I can slave your ass out. For free.
But it's wrong. and we'll go to h----. That's not good.
Good is Ms. Prater's refridgerator. Where Brenda has touched. I am down the drain to them, it seems. I had no skills to help that day. I had a drain to unclog, a pipe to fix, and I could not.
I didn't get the concept of the game at that time. I knoew it was something, but this Germany Wilhelm shit I''m hearing. It's now or never, so I chose now, because now is in the bBible. I don't think the other word is.
Yet, right now, I'ts about money. I have $15 dollars right now. I need this 25 and 35 quick. I hneed to fire towo blasters at this goal completion. What is it now -
"I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."
Simple enough. I want some big titties to suck once I do. From Brenda.
I want to make products of our children. Each kid is specially pmarked packages. All the kids will act good. The nigarldy type getters can't match. For a while.
I assume they'll eat through this. Someday. On the way there, Leveticus 12. And 15:1-2. I read these every single day. The 15. Not the 12. Only sometimes the 12. I don't want to lie.
The best is yet to come. But it's coming. Like a headache if you don't drink water. I know you drank your water. Mr. Gilliland taught me how to type right. He taught me how to type to be feelt. And heard. I could have kept it to myself, but his teeth, and clownign, made it all worth while. Clown on these gGermans, for clowing is all they can bear. There's no way a bunch of people are going to Wilhelm out and we were slaves. Idon't care about the annals of science bidding for farewell of truth. Truth is Mystical. It does not share form of it's Remembrance.
Do this in remebrance of me. Sayeth the altar. Were it not for the Alter, there would be no vessell. With which to carry the truth out. People would come and there would be a laundry basket.
I don't have to emoney for laundry. Why not? Why can't I get the money for the laundry. More money will take care of these things. The cat?
What about a funderal? What about an income? You can't keep playing with little shit and saiying it's tight. There's no othere way to put this.
You can't keep jumping when someone elese approaches tohe churhc. I can't tell you that oune enough.
You aren't a dog. You Anubis on some things, but not all things.
You tell the truth. Just tell the truth. There's no other way to put it. Let the people clamor a bit, but tell the truth. There's no other man who secretly knows anything.
Yoiu hang out downtown, but you know where you belong at.
you can give me a reason to live, or you can be good. Do the best you can.
I thank Abraham.
I tank Egypt.
I thank Brenda, and Pastor Tate.
I thank those. You know who you are.
But alas, I thank income, for being there for me.
I'm sitting here ith dirty clothes. I need to wash. But I don't have the money. Will you earn it online? Yes. You have to work. You have to piost. Post thousands of videos. You know what to post. Find out how many chapters.
Do a chapter a video. Break it down into a schedule. Follow the schedule.
Now, it's going to be hard because, you don't know how the daysw ill turn out.
You have the yard sale, but will you put the yard sale there right? Will you put all the items back into the kitchen, and then? Yes. You put them there, and on Saturday, you turn the corner, instead of flight the stairs.
what I learned about muscles is, they need to eat, and they get tired. But the main thing is they need water and attention. Just like a human! So do you! You need love, affection and attention to do well, right? So do your extremeties! How delightful to know!
The keey this secret is - working every single day.
I told you about the squats. I told you about them, and you did them. Do them every single day Claudia. Do squats, because that's how it is. Do the squats, because you need to press up air. You need sky to be at space by noon every single day. Once you get up there once, you will never come dow.
You are to record a video. It will take 10,000 squats to get into space.
Once you are there, there will be a signal sent.
Then you will have your help. Your fortune will find you. This is a matter of importance, since they need to control the sound. You need to have a direct schedule to impace the events. There will be more to express later. You need to get working on that.
Say you give 50 sky, whihc is to say, 1 squat = one sky. Alright, so you have squats, and you have sky. They are one and the same. Once you do the squats, you end with the sky. Once you do the sky, you end with the squats.
Say you are out, then it's sky. But when you are in, it is squats. do more and more each day. Ge toto 10,000. You may approach 10,000 pushups 100.
10,000 a month is good form. Schedule it out, so you look and feel good. Do this while you are young. 34-40. Do this then, get into space. Touch the moon. Toouch mars, venus, Saturn. The planet across far. Your mind is there. You are compatible everywhere.
Mind love Brenda.
My thoughts don't mean anything x 3 - Atonement.
Sky.
Theses are attribultes of excellence.
No more sitting under trees. No more having no money, and coming home. No more sitting in shops with outer people. Watchiung them earn and you on the sidelines broke. Asking you to wipe down glass, and "make yourself useful". No more.
Only the church. You bust nuts here, vaporize, and learn. Learn to earn. Earn your fortune. Your fortune is $9000 a week for life. I'd rather that. $90000 a week for life. I'm straight with that. More money is good, but donate it to First Charity Missionary Bapptist Church. Donate to them anything over $9000 a week. That's blatant amount of money. And you can still stay down.
I marry Brenda, and live off of Bullis, eanr LaSage. That's where I live.
Really, the house next door to Vanessa. TThat's really where I want to live. Be neighbors with her, and Brenda is my wife. That would be the bomb.
Now, the only way is to be honorable.
Lord, foundation is vital.
Lord, every 5 years is bull.
Lord, you love naturally.
Lord, men are vertical, women are horizontal.
Lord, may my wife condition my semen.
Lord, you better be nice to the Mexicans.
Lord, the mexicans make life more real.
In all labor there is profit.
First of all. Secondly, I have declaration to make. I jack off too much.
Seriously. I could fill a gallon bucket with the amount. I think rotting semen is more real to puke at.
Don't do it.
Now, the mNow what about Bobos, and the hospital? Whatabout Brenda, Life, AlBrenda, and all the rest of the kids.
I walked outside and stood, knowing now I am adjacent to the hallway of a school where I stood. I feel blessed by The Lord.
The Lizard tongues don't know how to do that yet, so I jst will likesten attentively as I learn how to slave.
I am a slaver. I have been one csice birth. Which is why the Fear. But Fear God, not me. I am a man, but I can slave your ass out. For free.
But it's wrong. and we'll go to h----. That's not good.
Good is Ms. Prater's refridgerator. Where Brenda has touched. I am down the drain to them, it seems. I had no skills to help that day. I had a drain to unclog, a pipe to fix, and I could not.
I didn't get the concept of the game at that time. I knoew it was something, but this Germany Wilhelm shit I''m hearing. It's now or never, so I chose now, because now is in the bBible. I don't think the other word is.
Yet, right now, I'ts about money. I have $15 dollars right now. I need this 25 and 35 quick. I hneed to fire towo blasters at this goal completion. What is it now -
"I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."
Simple enough. I want some big titties to suck once I do. From Brenda.
I want to make products of our children. Each kid is specially pmarked packages. All the kids will act good. The nigarldy type getters can't match. For a while.
I assume they'll eat through this. Someday. On the way there, Leveticus 12. And 15:1-2. I read these every single day. The 15. Not the 12. Only sometimes the 12. I don't want to lie.
The best is yet to come. But it's coming. Like a headache if you don't drink water. I know you drank your water. Mr. Gilliland taught me how to type right. He taught me how to type to be feelt. And heard. I could have kept it to myself, but his teeth, and clownign, made it all worth while. Clown on these gGermans, for clowing is all they can bear. There's no way a bunch of people are going to Wilhelm out and we were slaves. Idon't care about the annals of science bidding for farewell of truth. Truth is Mystical. It does not share form of it's Remembrance.
Do this in remebrance of me. Sayeth the altar. Were it not for the Alter, there would be no vessell. With which to carry the truth out. People would come and there would be a laundry basket.
I don't have to emoney for laundry. Why not? Why can't I get the money for the laundry. More money will take care of these things. The cat?
What about a funderal? What about an income? You can't keep playing with little shit and saiying it's tight. There's no othere way to put this.
You can't keep jumping when someone elese approaches tohe churhc. I can't tell you that oune enough.
You aren't a dog. You Anubis on some things, but not all things.
You tell the truth. Just tell the truth. There's no other way to put it. Let the people clamor a bit, but tell the truth. There's no other man who secretly knows anything.
Yoiu hang out downtown, but you know where you belong at.
you can give me a reason to live, or you can be good. Do the best you can.
I thank Abraham.
I tank Egypt.
I thank Brenda, and Pastor Tate.
I thank those. You know who you are.
But alas, I thank income, for being there for me.
I'm sitting here ith dirty clothes. I need to wash. But I don't have the money. Will you earn it online? Yes. You have to work. You have to piost. Post thousands of videos. You know what to post. Find out how many chapters.
Do a chapter a video. Break it down into a schedule. Follow the schedule.
Now, it's going to be hard because, you don't know how the daysw ill turn out.
You have the yard sale, but will you put the yard sale there right? Will you put all the items back into the kitchen, and then? Yes. You put them there, and on Saturday, you turn the corner, instead of flight the stairs.
what I learned about muscles is, they need to eat, and they get tired. But the main thing is they need water and attention. Just like a human! So do you! You need love, affection and attention to do well, right? So do your extremeties! How delightful to know!
The keey this secret is - working every single day.
I told you about the squats. I told you about them, and you did them. Do them every single day Claudia. Do squats, because that's how it is. Do the squats, because you need to press up air. You need sky to be at space by noon every single day. Once you get up there once, you will never come dow.
You are to record a video. It will take 10,000 squats to get into space.
Once you are there, there will be a signal sent.
Then you will have your help. Your fortune will find you. This is a matter of importance, since they need to control the sound. You need to have a direct schedule to impace the events. There will be more to express later. You need to get working on that.
Say you give 50 sky, whihc is to say, 1 squat = one sky. Alright, so you have squats, and you have sky. They are one and the same. Once you do the squats, you end with the sky. Once you do the sky, you end with the squats.
Say you are out, then it's sky. But when you are in, it is squats. do more and more each day. Ge toto 10,000. You may approach 10,000 pushups 100.
10,000 a month is good form. Schedule it out, so you look and feel good. Do this while you are young. 34-40. Do this then, get into space. Touch the moon. Toouch mars, venus, Saturn. The planet across far. Your mind is there. You are compatible everywhere.
Mind love Brenda.
My thoughts don't mean anything x 3 - Atonement.
Sky.
Theses are attribultes of excellence.
No more sitting under trees. No more having no money, and coming home. No more sitting in shops with outer people. Watchiung them earn and you on the sidelines broke. Asking you to wipe down glass, and "make yourself useful". No more.
Only the church. You bust nuts here, vaporize, and learn. Learn to earn. Earn your fortune. Your fortune is $9000 a week for life. I'd rather that. $90000 a week for life. I'm straight with that. More money is good, but donate it to First Charity Missionary Bapptist Church. Donate to them anything over $9000 a week. That's blatant amount of money. And you can still stay down.
I marry Brenda, and live off of Bullis, eanr LaSage. That's where I live.
Really, the house next door to Vanessa. TThat's really where I want to live. Be neighbors with her, and Brenda is my wife. That would be the bomb.
Now, the only way is to be honorable.
Tuesday, October 29, 2019
Deeply Forgiving
Is what Sister Flint is. She is deeply forgiving. This is why I love her.
I told her once, I would have married you, had we been born together.
Brenda I have not told I would marry, but she asked me once. I expressed to her marriage as my goal later, but too later it seems.
I took a moment now. This is the end of the road for yesteryear. The way it was is no longer. It was built on lies. Now is the truth time. The truth or nothing. The Lord is The Truth.
This is my final touch above ground. I'm not talking dseath. She hasn't calle me. I'm talking Lord Life. I'm talking too much.
The beats I make, all these blogs, goinmg underground in your mind., the caverns and finally the abode. I wish Brenda was there. I cannot make her come.
I walkd once, very far. I saw the city in the great distance. I cried then, thinking of Brenda. "I would walk this far for her." I would walk much further. I think the Lord Agrees.
I feel the best approach is fear. Fear The Lord, The Bible Says. And it's right. Fear The Lord. Fear God. Fear the Almighty. But Fear God for What? What has he done you shall fear? Let me tell you - it's alot.
More than I will explain. So instead, I'll read it to you. Word for word, as he has written.
You say everyone is created of the same Lord. This is truth. You say that every breath. You tell the truth through breathing. There your words are, wanting for truth. You have the truth.
You are Truth. Your soul knows this and tethers tightly to it. There is no questiongin this. Only in rebuttal does question sprout.
There are only dogs here. The Lord surrounds the cat. Be one or the other.
Shall perish I not Lord? Yes.
Thank you.
Now carry report:
What earns? Where is 12?
Keep fragments.
Take report: MEasure progress.
Agreed.
Take talisman.
Take fornication. I cannot take this.
Good.
Take laxitive. Ok.
Take measure: You want me to love you Julius? You need to love me 4 times more than you are doing.
Very well. Is there a palace waiting?
You wish to wait, like you walked. Waiting. Your soul wandering, not knowing where but hoping. Your hope assured. The landing, you can tell who landed and who was bred. You can tell who loves you and who came from a planet. You can tell it all, but Not Before Him Lord.
Take measure: You need to learn how to talk. Now what time is it now - 5pm. You haven't checked out yet?
On one.
You need validation still? Hmm. Let me remind you:
Love is the basic source of all energy. Energy is compounded mass at its smallest size. Mass without form is kinetic. Only unpurposed mass is formless. Love is purposed mass. Love is a thing. Love is an object. Love can be attributed to an object. Love is central to all human need. Love is the central component of life. Love is on top of everybody's list. We need it. We worship it. Yet Lord Jesus Christ Alone deserves worship. He Is The Master of Unconditional love. When we seek love, we are seeking Him.
The basic form of this connection is a good feeling. A good feeling for a long time is bliss. Love is perpetual bliss. Touching this bliss is our birthright.
2Validation is a central key to well being. We are wired to belong.
3Affection is prime to life. Creation of man begins with affection.
4Appreciation is how progress gets started.
5Attention is basic focus. Upon focus we may extract.
When you encounter 4, 3, 2, or 5, you go back to 1 automatically.
The five reasons for behavior.
25:14.
Ok.
Take measure: Read the whole thing once in a while. Why don't you tell me all there is to know now, while you have my attention. You have 1 hour.
If your fantasy is not hurting, killing or stealing from anyone else, pursue it to reality.
LaVAA: The core of behavior.
Goals ought to permeate your life. Ten riddle to secrets is that God already knows them.
I make $3,400/month with Innosilicon A9.
Love
Validation
Affection
Appreciation
Attention
Don't waste the tight.
I have come to realize you are who you are.
You can only beat a dog so many times before it runs away.
And I am no dog.
Lord Fanatics
Each day you gotta write. You cant eat one meal and be straight. So how can you gather the stage with pebbles? This ain't bedrock. I havent eaten a brontosaurus burger.
I started working with the Mexicans and thought I was gon stay.
"Senor"
That's when I knew I didn't have a future there.
Hold it down for The Lord.
The Lord was good at Loving.
I stop rejecting myself.
I am fiercely negative. About stupidity. I know what people can do.
Certain things you never say onstage. You don't give addresses out up here. That's a good nose sock right there. "You sent creeps to my door. You'll pay, oh you'll pay!" You won't pay if you don't do that.
If you found some money with some cum on it would you pick it up.
I want to get to the drawls and t shirt. Reality: After the romance. From candlelight to eye crust.
Ain't nothing lower than a woman. Because she's with me. We're lowlives. We live low.
And have a good time
How y'all feel tonight? Or today, some of yall. Who woke up? "I'm here. Why?" That is why you are here. You don't know yet.
I like all this sh--. Do you like it.
...
Phase out.
I told her once, I would have married you, had we been born together.
Brenda I have not told I would marry, but she asked me once. I expressed to her marriage as my goal later, but too later it seems.
I took a moment now. This is the end of the road for yesteryear. The way it was is no longer. It was built on lies. Now is the truth time. The truth or nothing. The Lord is The Truth.
This is my final touch above ground. I'm not talking dseath. She hasn't calle me. I'm talking Lord Life. I'm talking too much.
The beats I make, all these blogs, goinmg underground in your mind., the caverns and finally the abode. I wish Brenda was there. I cannot make her come.
I walkd once, very far. I saw the city in the great distance. I cried then, thinking of Brenda. "I would walk this far for her." I would walk much further. I think the Lord Agrees.
I feel the best approach is fear. Fear The Lord, The Bible Says. And it's right. Fear The Lord. Fear God. Fear the Almighty. But Fear God for What? What has he done you shall fear? Let me tell you - it's alot.
More than I will explain. So instead, I'll read it to you. Word for word, as he has written.
You say everyone is created of the same Lord. This is truth. You say that every breath. You tell the truth through breathing. There your words are, wanting for truth. You have the truth.
You are Truth. Your soul knows this and tethers tightly to it. There is no questiongin this. Only in rebuttal does question sprout.
There are only dogs here. The Lord surrounds the cat. Be one or the other.
Shall perish I not Lord? Yes.
Thank you.
Now carry report:
What earns? Where is 12?
Keep fragments.
Take report: MEasure progress.
Agreed.
Take talisman.
Take fornication. I cannot take this.
Good.
Take laxitive. Ok.
Take measure: You want me to love you Julius? You need to love me 4 times more than you are doing.
Very well. Is there a palace waiting?
You wish to wait, like you walked. Waiting. Your soul wandering, not knowing where but hoping. Your hope assured. The landing, you can tell who landed and who was bred. You can tell who loves you and who came from a planet. You can tell it all, but Not Before Him Lord.
Take measure: You need to learn how to talk. Now what time is it now - 5pm. You haven't checked out yet?
On one.
You need validation still? Hmm. Let me remind you:
Love is the basic source of all energy. Energy is compounded mass at its smallest size. Mass without form is kinetic. Only unpurposed mass is formless. Love is purposed mass. Love is a thing. Love is an object. Love can be attributed to an object. Love is central to all human need. Love is the central component of life. Love is on top of everybody's list. We need it. We worship it. Yet Lord Jesus Christ Alone deserves worship. He Is The Master of Unconditional love. When we seek love, we are seeking Him.
The basic form of this connection is a good feeling. A good feeling for a long time is bliss. Love is perpetual bliss. Touching this bliss is our birthright.
2Validation is a central key to well being. We are wired to belong.
3Affection is prime to life. Creation of man begins with affection.
4Appreciation is how progress gets started.
5Attention is basic focus. Upon focus we may extract.
When you encounter 4, 3, 2, or 5, you go back to 1 automatically.
The five reasons for behavior.
25:14.
Ok.
Take measure: Read the whole thing once in a while. Why don't you tell me all there is to know now, while you have my attention. You have 1 hour.
If your fantasy is not hurting, killing or stealing from anyone else, pursue it to reality.
LaVAA: The core of behavior.
Goals ought to permeate your life. Ten riddle to secrets is that God already knows them.
I make $3,400/month with Innosilicon A9.
Love
Validation
Affection
Appreciation
Attention
Don't waste the tight.
I have come to realize you are who you are.
You can only beat a dog so many times before it runs away.
And I am no dog.
Lord Fanatics
Each day you gotta write. You cant eat one meal and be straight. So how can you gather the stage with pebbles? This ain't bedrock. I havent eaten a brontosaurus burger.
I started working with the Mexicans and thought I was gon stay.
"Senor"
That's when I knew I didn't have a future there.
Hold it down for The Lord.
The Lord was good at Loving.
I stop rejecting myself.
I am fiercely negative. About stupidity. I know what people can do.
Certain things you never say onstage. You don't give addresses out up here. That's a good nose sock right there. "You sent creeps to my door. You'll pay, oh you'll pay!" You won't pay if you don't do that.
If you found some money with some cum on it would you pick it up.
I want to get to the drawls and t shirt. Reality: After the romance. From candlelight to eye crust.
Ain't nothing lower than a woman. Because she's with me. We're lowlives. We live low.
And have a good time
How y'all feel tonight? Or today, some of yall. Who woke up? "I'm here. Why?" That is why you are here. You don't know yet.
I like all this sh--. Do you like it.
...
Phase out.
YOUR INTENTION.
You have an intention with every action. You intend, and they you do. There is no other way.
Instead of acting like you don't want certain things to happen, it is better to tell the dtruth. That yes, I want this or that to happen, or yes, I did mean to do that.
Lord, all the while, you are talking to God.
The Lord is everything else and you included. I'm not here to rant about courage here. Instead, I want the people to know there is a right way, and a wrong way.
You feel a certain urge to disrespect me. you better stop. There's only one way up, and it's not disrespect.
I love Brenda still, today. I want some loud music in my ears. I need to hear something tight I can vibe to and appreciate. That will come later.
The whole premise is the lady ran me over with her car, in her mind. The looked at me and accellerated Mexican to where I felt the car, the intention. She then had a look I didn't recognize, but none the less understood - there was a reason for why she was rude.
There always is. Everyone seems to love to explain how they f--- up. Don't explain anything. You make a mistake, it's clean up time. The story of why you did it, throw in the trash. The Basura for trash. Don't make excuses when you could just be forgiven for admitting.
But what if they don't forgive you? Whatif you didn't do it? What if I had corn pops? We will never know until it happens.
The bottom line here is to treat people the way you want to be treated. You want to get ran over with the car, then by all means, spread the joy.
But if you don't want to get run over by a car at morning o clock, the I suggest you stop.
My mother offered to wash my clothes. For what fee? I have no alms to give you fair Maiden. Yet, I do need them washed. I can wash them myself. It comes down to laziness over all. If you really meant well, you'd have thrown away a good deal of clothes already, including this shirt you have on. You look like a crimson taylor japanese program consultant. You're a comedian, but you need consultation on how to dress.
Which is why you didn't go. Your dreams deferred, it's because you needed to wash. You didn't do the wrong thing. But none the less, you did the clean thing.
So the cleanliness continues. Make your money and go wash your clothes Tomorrow. You don't need to wait another day to go. Go today. You need to get the money today because, when you go you'll get the money. When you go tomorrow, the service will be closed.
They don't want you to win. Because they've been playing you. All this time, n----s have been playing you and coming up. They want to disrespect you for profit. Still, they will fail, buecause they know it's wrong. They'll go to h--- if they don't fix it. So fix it.
I have clothes to wash, shoes to get, money to make. It takes money. All of it takes money.
They want you to be afraid of something. Of who? Have you ever been afraid? Of course. But what did you do about it? Pray.
Learn to pray about your mistakes. Stop blaming the life you live. Start blaming yourself for the s--- that's wrong. You'll thank me later.
When you get strong, you'll start making wise choices. Doesn't that sound good? I'd like wise choices. Those are the only ones you need to make.
Still, carry out the righteous choices. The people the kids, all the family united, one day.
Until then, keep it tight.
Now, onto finance -
The money you need to make is here. It's not going anywhere. The people around you will help! Yes, their souls will help now.
The money you earn is by rhythm. The first thing you need to do is pray. You get on your knees and say,
Lord, Please Bless this work day. In The Name of Lord Jesus Christ I pray, Amen."
That's all. Then you get to work.
The first thing to do is schedule the work task. Something like this:
1. SJ
2. Cat
3. Atta
4. SJ
5. Cat
6: Atta
7. SJ
Pause
8. Atta
9. SJ
10. Cat
Repeat 1 on.
There. That's a good focus.
You have clear the tasks. There is no wonder what to do. You have a moment to get started now. Set a timer for each number. You can thing big now. You're a little n----- thinking big. Think planet sized. You'll see.
Ok, That's enough for now. There'll be another one, for lunch or dinner. You know what it's all about today. Thaw out the chili. And rice.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
My goal: I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Instead of acting like you don't want certain things to happen, it is better to tell the dtruth. That yes, I want this or that to happen, or yes, I did mean to do that.
Lord, all the while, you are talking to God.
The Lord is everything else and you included. I'm not here to rant about courage here. Instead, I want the people to know there is a right way, and a wrong way.
You feel a certain urge to disrespect me. you better stop. There's only one way up, and it's not disrespect.
I love Brenda still, today. I want some loud music in my ears. I need to hear something tight I can vibe to and appreciate. That will come later.
The whole premise is the lady ran me over with her car, in her mind. The looked at me and accellerated Mexican to where I felt the car, the intention. She then had a look I didn't recognize, but none the less understood - there was a reason for why she was rude.
There always is. Everyone seems to love to explain how they f--- up. Don't explain anything. You make a mistake, it's clean up time. The story of why you did it, throw in the trash. The Basura for trash. Don't make excuses when you could just be forgiven for admitting.
But what if they don't forgive you? Whatif you didn't do it? What if I had corn pops? We will never know until it happens.
The bottom line here is to treat people the way you want to be treated. You want to get ran over with the car, then by all means, spread the joy.
But if you don't want to get run over by a car at morning o clock, the I suggest you stop.
My mother offered to wash my clothes. For what fee? I have no alms to give you fair Maiden. Yet, I do need them washed. I can wash them myself. It comes down to laziness over all. If you really meant well, you'd have thrown away a good deal of clothes already, including this shirt you have on. You look like a crimson taylor japanese program consultant. You're a comedian, but you need consultation on how to dress.
Which is why you didn't go. Your dreams deferred, it's because you needed to wash. You didn't do the wrong thing. But none the less, you did the clean thing.
So the cleanliness continues. Make your money and go wash your clothes Tomorrow. You don't need to wait another day to go. Go today. You need to get the money today because, when you go you'll get the money. When you go tomorrow, the service will be closed.
They don't want you to win. Because they've been playing you. All this time, n----s have been playing you and coming up. They want to disrespect you for profit. Still, they will fail, buecause they know it's wrong. They'll go to h--- if they don't fix it. So fix it.
I have clothes to wash, shoes to get, money to make. It takes money. All of it takes money.
They want you to be afraid of something. Of who? Have you ever been afraid? Of course. But what did you do about it? Pray.
Learn to pray about your mistakes. Stop blaming the life you live. Start blaming yourself for the s--- that's wrong. You'll thank me later.
When you get strong, you'll start making wise choices. Doesn't that sound good? I'd like wise choices. Those are the only ones you need to make.
Still, carry out the righteous choices. The people the kids, all the family united, one day.
Until then, keep it tight.
Now, onto finance -
The money you need to make is here. It's not going anywhere. The people around you will help! Yes, their souls will help now.
The money you earn is by rhythm. The first thing you need to do is pray. You get on your knees and say,
Lord, Please Bless this work day. In The Name of Lord Jesus Christ I pray, Amen."
That's all. Then you get to work.
The first thing to do is schedule the work task. Something like this:
1. SJ
2. Cat
3. Atta
4. SJ
5. Cat
6: Atta
7. SJ
Pause
8. Atta
9. SJ
10. Cat
Repeat 1 on.
There. That's a good focus.
You have clear the tasks. There is no wonder what to do. You have a moment to get started now. Set a timer for each number. You can thing big now. You're a little n----- thinking big. Think planet sized. You'll see.
Ok, That's enough for now. There'll be another one, for lunch or dinner. You know what it's all about today. Thaw out the chili. And rice.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
My goal: I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
