Sunday, December 1, 2019

Stop going to the White man for advice on your body.

Lord.

I saw something this morning. A big titted woman saying, well the caption, I don't like my big breasts. Way in the world? God gave you food to feed your family, and you don't like it?

Hanging out with White folks. Nothing wrong with that. But when you don't have that body or build, don't be around too long. They hate you for those tits. They'll say or do anything to defeat you. If it means you'll dislike your big voluptuous tits, then thats what happens. Don't listen to hitless women tell you about big saggy tits.

They have no idea.

Now, back to your regularly scheduled program.

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Currently earning.

One dollar later.

[ ] Appreciate the treasure you have.
[ ] All love counts.
[ ] Don't force people to take care of you. Your honor ought to summon.
[ ] The up and down
[ ] I'm going to the house
[ ] And I'm on my way out the door.
[ ] Ima get me one item
[ ] I didn't think you'd guess.
[ ] How do you enjoy your Friday night?
[ ] There is a real reason you're f ing up.
[ ] Th re e is no faint rambling
[ ] Let's discover how that works out.
[ ] I need you to come by tonight - star - but I'm not going to pay you.
[ ] If you can't pay me, don't worry about it.
[ ] Nothing melts
[ ] Working for you.
[ ] Even they
[ ] Sega hits
[ ] She Nobi Chronicles
[ ] I write whitepapers.
[ ] Lord I need to praise you and grow stronger. Lord.
[ ] Maturity is only earned.
[ ] Capitalize
[ ] The ever greater reason to worship.
[ ] "I couldn't"
[ ] I am a bad angel wannabe.
[ ] He was complaining about needing more space ever since Thursday.
[ ] My stomach needs a counselor.
[ ] Put a rule
[ ] Strong Clown
[ ] Just make sure it smells good.
[ ] Give her more.
[ ] Every case.
[ ] I rule that job
[ ] The money comes to me.
[ ] To do my best.
[ ] It causes me
[ ] The Blacks word
[ ] Youncant tell the difference.
[ ] Three words.
[ ] I speak spanish very well.
[ ] Metamusel 6
[ ] Man being honorable.
[ ] Woman obeying man
[ ] Your Offer Is Waiting
[ ] Just frighten her into childbirth
[ ] Freaky with you
[ ] Then they scare the shit out of you
[ ] All the body parts
[ ] You be like "I wanna sack her like that." What a first down that was
[ ] And pounce ooh girl I wanna get you wet up and down
[ ] Just sneak up
[ ] I love Them old 90s love ballads because They pounce on you.
[ ] Reverse R Kelly
[ ] A woman will never get tired of laying on her back.
[ ] Molecular distribution can answer.
[ ] Cali'd out
[ ] I don't want no niggaz knowing.
[ ] Negative niggaz
[ ] What you're going to get
[ ] Black Acknowledgement
[ ] Relax me
[ ] Oh you found something
[ ] Be on em
[ ] Judo Ayudo
[ ] Boss for Latinos
[ ] Causing niggaz
[ ] The Cold way
[ ] Elizabeth didn't earn all this.
[ ] Church is catnip.
[ ] Sh-- niggaz need
[ ] How do you teach niggaz without hurting them all the way?
[ ] Dont let me catch you thinking about multiple n8ggaz.
[ ] Dont let me catch you looking at multiple niggaz.
[ ] Shell Shocked
[ ] That's a requirement
[ ] "I'll never defeat my Dad!"
[V] Parents
[ ] Thats all I have is a low credit score. I rap about Litttle Credit.
[ ] Im tryna sign this rap deal under the name
[ ] Little Credit
[ ] If you're play8ng it's worth the same.
[ ] Mr. McClendon
[ ] Dr. McClendon
[ ] You earn it.
[ ] You dont just get it
[ ] Telling the truth just as fast.
[ ] You do not need control of my mind also.
[ ] We are flesh and blood Moma.
[ ] Because I
[ ] But you felt so empowered by her...charms
[ ] You know she wasn't supposed to come outside in that.
[ ] We forgot to cooperate
[ ] Have we become so self important
[ ] Naw.
[ ] For dinner
[ ] Be in the room like "are you thawing fish out"?
[ ] No
[ ] The same thing with your wife. Make sure it's clean
[ ] Make sure it's clean before you turn it on.
[ ] There you go
[ ] Treasure houses
[ ] Jewish Math
[ ] And its happening again
[ ] They're older
[ ] The moment shall unfold.
[ ] By crying.
[ ] You get your love
[ ] You got to do some whining and crying about it.
[ ] Queen of no
[ ] Coach comedy
[ ] GEM lateday
[ ] If it has made a way
[ ] Take a second off there
[ ] First of all
[ ] Little scary
[ ] At the Apollo on House VIdeo
[ ] You know I ganked that from Steve Harvey.
[ ] sure to be dry
[ ] I'm almost sure you have heard that before
[ ] Excuse me Say yea
[ ] Is it West coast world right here
[ ] Its a west coast world
[ ] How will
[ ] Because you have to like how it is.
[ ] Get on one knee if it's the good.
[ ] I know it's good but don't bow for it.
[ ] Therefore don't worship your woman.
[ ] Worship is wrong because its endless.
[ ] I feel like I'm controlling the internet.
[ ] If I want rice now I fix rice now.
[ ] Autonomy is important to me.
[ ] But I love them the same.
[ ] They were born at different times
[ ] My two twins.
[ ] Yes. Hair grease and Perm
[ ] When I have kids.
[ ] What I mean is
[ ] I'll do what I can before I can't any more.
[ ] Larelle
[ ] Larell
[ ] These women.
[ ] Tight America
[ ] I just had a dramatic moment there.
[ ] And not his own flesh.
[ ] Because he was raising me
[ ] That might want to kick my a--
[ ] He had a son
[ ] If you knew him.
[ ] Willie Webster was my Dad
[ ] Lord How can I solve this
[ ] But I earn rice money.
[ ] I need steak money
[ ] Comedy starring Julius McClendon
[ ] This too
[ ] Very Interesting
[ ] I can still make that same guarantee.
[ ] We are more than math.
[ ] Ultimate priority is tithes.
[ ] Now
[ ] All them people who told me it was over
[ ] Its over for you
[ ] LaBrenda
[ ] Strong on your job
[ ] Hearing good
[ ] You trip I sit right? Wrong.
[ ] So that's how it is
[ ] Honor before death.

I didn't accept

So I can't wonder why.

I recognized the blue, and the pale. My mother wanted to celebrate with me.

I don't know w.

Friday, November 29, 2019

Conflict is incomplete.

When you are fighting, it is because you have not completed your goal. When you are having a goal, it is because you are striving internally. To be able to strive on the inside, it is because you have been enabled to free your mind. You are not free alone, but you Through the Lord, may work out your diffences.

What is different is important because you have a comparison which to compare your efforts against. With added timing, you are able to reveal the secrtets behind your actions.

Take going to the bank, for example. Big titties awaited me. I was delighted to learn that the small money I was able to make was not enough to deter the big titted Brenda like to tell me the amount and count it out. She didn't make me feel bad. She made me feel good I was making a little money, and trying. I am not trying enough I thought. I am not doing my best. This is why the number is so low.

LEave something in the pot. If you are spending money you earned, leave $10 in. This way, if there is an emergency, you at least have $10. This can pay for a phphone call, and perhaps a small blanket in case you need it.

I remember being outside all night for Nintendo Wii with David. I didn't ever have to be in the cold, and for this reason, I was away from home, out in the freezing cold. It was indeed cold. It was colder than a frozed soda. I was cold. I was like, Lord It's cold. I'm burning all the way not. I have no burn marks, Lord. It' is cold.

I thought I wanted to be fireman after that coldstorm. No, instead I'm a visiter, not ever after six pm now. It was cold.

I cashed out at Walmart too. I cashed out there, and cashed a check. I could have cut another one, but I wanted some money in my hand. I need to cut another check by sunday. There took her down!

I think that's good. I'd take my woman down. She wore a black all black as night. I was happy she was there. I saw her, but in the Dream she said Ivanka Trump. I knew it was her, but I couldn't say anything yet. If you work real hard all day, and go to be tired, you'll see her good, your wife. I love you. Tunmininu, I love too. But that's not my wife. She will be the wife of a tall man. Yet they say. I am not sure about at all. But she will marry, be happy and fine. There is a boy too.

Someone else is having a boy, Camille. She's having a boy, almost by me. She's not my woman. I wouldn't mind. She's still a handful! Every woman is. You aren't going to get all the joy. Brenda is the one. She's the one to make you happy, and to make her happy. You make her happy, but you won't know until you reach a certain point. You have to love her 1000 times in one day. You have to reach this goal. Then, you will see the treasure to get.

I have the schedule to earn my big tits.

4 am to 8pm. That's it. Work that schedule.

When you get the end, then you'll get at least $35.

At the end of the week, you'll have $150. If you don't spend anything, you'll have a total of 600 a month from that.

Then, if you're a caregiver, then you'll get something like another 600. So you'll make a solid $1200 a month.

You may earn this amount also by finding more work online.

I have repented from blunts. I'm not saying they're bad, just beer for me. I don't drink beer so there you go. I mean, I could have a beer, but not.

Lord Thank You.

Thursday, November 28, 2019

Not just"

For you to SAY YOU INVENTED LAW? THIS IS BLASHPHEMEY. I KNOW NOT HOW best to spell this.

Now, Lord Jesus Christ Bless you.

I have given people all the things they need. They have not given me the time to express myself, sayeth the old man. I am not all that late. Now, If I tarry, I will scatter. Think of water. The ripple takes a second. The second after the second initiating the ripple, is the second most scattered. the ions have scattered. They are not in sync anymore.

I decide quickly. There are only one second increments at a time. When you give yourself the touch, then you give yourself the right to pressure. You don't desire to lose, well don't desire that at all. No oner needs to lose. Even the prisoner, the urderer. Now, you don't have to be nice to them. But wouldn't you want courtesy? I know you have killed only because I have been told you have killed. If I had not been told, would I know?

But regardless of what I know, there is honour. Lord Jesus Christ is the Ultimate hhonor.

I supposed both my parents are ashamed of me. The power does not distinguish merit. Power is Granted of The Lord. I know he is the benefactor of power. Which is why it cannot be mishandled. The brute is not yet an underconsumer.

The person who spends is not the person doing the research. They are buying. The production of buyable moments is done by you.

No one else is more focused than The Lord. So get with him.

Sunday, November 24, 2019

Newer Group

Not saying you don't matter. Not saying you are wrong. You're just new. You're a new group of poeple. You came later. Not first. You came later on.

Now, who wants to hear this? Who wants to hear, that they are "new". What does that mean? Does it mean they are flawed? Does it mean there are flaws in you? Does it mean you care? I think it means you are learning.

There is in all of us, The Lord. He Said That. "My Spirit Will Not Always Dwell With Men."

He Says That. But why do we feel we must manage what he said?

I don't know what he meant. Do You Know What he meant?

I don't know. I don't wanna know. I want to get right. With Christ. I want to Get Right With Christ.

But who am I? And why am I a follower? Well let me tell you why.

Many years ago I was in a car accident. I almost dies over a bridge. Or under a bridge. I was with my mother. We were driving home. Home from where we were, withich was the city of Compton. I was in the city of Compton visiting a friend over Ms. Carrigans house.

Ms. Carrigan had a daughter. Her name was Tenae. Tenae was a fine black woman. I was a child. I spoke to her as an adult. I still remember sitting in the seat across from her. I remembe rthe table was wooden. The chair I think was plastic. There w3as a bunk bed in the other room next to where I was sitting was the entrance. I the bed is where Tenae was playing and beating the h--- out of Festers Quest for regular nintendo.

I remember Tenae was like, from the fututure. She was so wise, what she was saying. She was like Morpheous. I think the chaacter was named after her mind. She was tight. Back in the day, da. 96.

This day, I was just playing outside. The Day looked especially gloomy. The hills which were tucked in the background seemed to match the heelm of some ship. I was on the way. But where, I thought. Where am I agoing. Am I going to die? I remember feeling, I felt this. It was slight, The way a kid would forgive. Ididn't think much of it and kept on playing outside.

My mother came to pick me up and it had started raining. It was like God Crying. I got in the car, and left. Not knowing if I was going to live. For real, as a kid. But little, though. It wasn't loud.

We drove on the freeway. I senesed my mother wasn't feeling well. She was depressed. She always was, round that time. Still is. Her attitude is down. My mother is the most down person I know. No one is downer than my mother. And bown the down way. Not the sick way.

She drove with a passion. She dorve as if abvandoning somthing. What is it, I thought. What is my mother letting go?

I see her panic. For the first time. I have never seen my mother panic. I never saw her worry. I never saw her discouraged. She was always form, and mad. But loving. She alwaysd loved her chiuld. There was nothing wrong with that. She was a fit mother. The best. She raided me with a light, plastic leaf fist. She didn't want to hurt me. She was as always calm on the road unless she was mad. This time, this second, I could she  the look on her face she lost control. Of something major. Of what, I thought. You havew me, Willie is there. You are ok, the child thinks. But wait - the car.

Suddenly, I hear a snap, like the tire. Something was wrong with the wheel. It was the wheel locking. The car spun out of control. We were spiiniung like a piunball on the overpass. We boom to the left, boom to the right. Boom, to the left again. The windows shatter out.  Blah - all the windows. Gone. I look up. I am not panicked. Then I act panicked, like in a movie. The child. I look in the mirror and see my face covered in blood. Now I scream.

Shhhh be quiet, my mother. We were supposed to die and we didn't. Now I gotta be quiet. My Mother. Moma told me to quiet and put her right hand over my body. She was willing to put her whole life for mine. But she only needed one arm. You are not all of your parents. That's what I had to realize. I amm not all of my parents. I'm only a fraction of my Dad. Only a portion of my mother. I'm not both of them entirely. I was one sperm, one egg. They had several.

I sit in the car a moment. In one minute or less, my mother motions me to get out of the car. She checks the windows. All blown out. She checks the traffic. Still coming, but quietly. Time had slowed down. It was quiet. This was the freeway. You would expect noise.

We, after looking both ways, dart across the freeway to the overpass. We walk up the hill to a phone booth. My mother was steps ahead of me and I was still minus steps. I was still from the car. I listened, but still hadn't got wow yet. Wow, we could have died. But we didn't.

So when you ask why I  am like that. When you ask why I just get back to worrk, no break. Why I don't like weaklness. It's because I almost died, man. I almost got killed on the freeway. I All these stories you hear. I could have been a story before the break. In 1996.

And people don't care. The reality.

My mother tells me " Come on". She holds my hand as we walk across the freeway. That day she learned that she really loved her son. That the past is over, and that she must start anew. I learned that it is ok to start anew. I didn't want to start over with Brenda, but she told me to. I have no choice. I still love her, but we could have died and I never met her at all. So that's not the point. The point is, I think were supposed to be together. I don't think these other people are telling the truth. They are fronting to get ahead. But playing games is not going to get it with her. She's more than a game. She's a learner, just like me. We like to learn in the mind. That is our pleasure. Enjoying the mind. That is why we are mated. I enjoy the ppleasure of learning. However, pleasure must be earned. There is no pleasure given. For pleasure is a choice. By God, who decides to tgrant you the senses to percieve.

I later was playing super mario that night, afternoon. I remember she called Willie to tell him what had happened. But because we didn't die, I hope he didn't get chewed out!

He didn't mean any harm. He just bought a car he could afford. I want to call it cheap, but that's wrong. He bought a car. He bought my mother another car, which he took back or something.

He was a good man. He was a jerk at tiomes. But I only knew that because he was good enough to take care of the bills. He paid the rent, bought food and paid the gas electric or whatever. He allowed me to go to school. He allowed me to have a life. To be a normal Kid. I thanked him, before he died.

She called him. He saw us that night. And business resumed as usual. On to being a kid, and having adventtures. You will hear more one day. Good night.

Lord.


Saturday, November 23, 2019

Videos laced

I love myvmotjer, by the way. I really love her, and Brenda. I really love them. I didn't count on comfort. I am thankful for gratitude. I ate the ice cream. I thought I did something bad. I hope I didn't.

Why do people try to get me mad? I don't need to be mad. I need to be happy. My dick getting sucked. By my wife only. She worships me. I worship Lord Jesus Christ.

We both work. I work online. I dont know what my problem is. I'm constantly getting into it with my mother. I think she wants to cause guiltvin my life. For conquest sake. What good is that? Who will win from there? Lord, what shall I do? I pray now.

"Lord, please forgive us for growing. Forgive my evil tongue, my bittervmind, and the sheer failure of my works. Please, on begalf of my mother, forgive my father. In the Name Of The Most Holy Lord Jesus Christ I Pray, Amen.