I'm see if this works. If it does, then this is where J Mornings is going to live. 

I need to finish my work. When I do, then I'll get a reward: Up to 4 puffs. 

One puff is a good hit. Two is a stellar hit. 3 is like, what are you doing? Where's the loud music? I need loud music to do a good job all the time. I have a little headphones, but I don't trust the person I got them from. They're good people, I just don't trust them. You know what I'm saying? 

You don't have to trust people. I will work. Let me see if this works...

This'll be fantastic if it works. 

I think I'm in heaven then. 

Alright, back to the tasks. 

So there are three tasks each day that must be done. 

J Mornings

Standards, 

Prayer, 

Bible reading, and Surveys. Surveys are the lifeblood for you right now, so adding more links to your website, and putting the links in interesting places, that oughta be fun. Let's see if this is going to work out good for me. Whatever many mixes you make, put all them on one post. 

Then, take the post and put it on Tightdad.com. So whichever is the newest post, navigate to the page, get the link, shorten for money, and put the short link on Tightdad.com. 

In all labour there is profit. 

Put your happiness where you can reach it.

     I was talking to my mother on the phone. She seemed to be in on something, I didn't know what, but it felt like I was the odd man out. I didn't know what the newest trend was. I was out of the loop. I didn't know the latest news. I felt slighted. Not because of her, but because it seemed like she felt to let me know I was outdated, or behind the times. I was auditioning for the role of fool somehow. 

    A lot of things happened to me. I lived through them, none but one was life threatening. Yet, the happiness I feel is only when I create something, not when I am given something, not when I have some honor or award, none of that. I think being before many people, I'd have a chance to show them Lord Jesus, but other than that, nothing people can give me will make me any happier. Even weed, I like it, but if I don't have any more, I don't trust anyone but family to go and get more from. 

I suggest putting your happiness where you can reach it. If you are happy, it is because you have accomplished your goal. If you are happy, it is because The Lord Has Touched you. If you are happy, it is because you have overcome a threshold. Maybe you set it, or someone or something else set it. Still, you reached a peak, got a reward or something you can reach and you did it. 

    When you live like that, you're not trying to ask the world for anything. In my experience, no one wants to give you anything. No one wants to help you. Don't get me wrong, they will help you. They don't want to, though. They want you to help them, free of charge. They want to get something from you, and pay nothing in return. They also offer mischief, and sorrows to who doesn't want to give them anything.

    This is the progress of Earth. Not everyone is doing that, but enough people are. One day, I think The Lord Will Have His Say, but He Is Patient. I don't see the reasons, but instead of arguing about it, or being upset anymore, I find something constructive to do with the anger. I'm not mad at them - I'm mad at myself for wasting so much time. If I hadda listened, I'd be mad at my own house. If I hadda listened, I'd have my own TV screen in my own living room to be upset in front of. If I really hadda listened, I'd have my own wife and maybe another reason to be happy. 

    I don't know how gross the world has to get before I get upset enough to act. It's like I'm a gargoyle and waiting for the people to pass. When they say the magic word, or get outta line, then I come to life, spewing all the gargoyle magic and prayers to calm the storm. I don't like foolishness, and am eager to punish, but I know it is wrong. I extend mercy because, let's face it, I've been spared a lot of times. 

    If and when the time comes for me to let loose, I want you to know dear reader that I care. I care about you. I love you. I think The World God Made Is a Beautiful place. I think the people, how they act is silly downright sometimes. I also think they need Jesus. We all do. I'm not going to worry about the little silliness of the world anymore. I'll be happy about inner things. 

One refuge is meditation. When you go inside and clean the cobwebs, new things happen. You get to see the world in a refreshed way. I recommend at least once a week meditation. People need to know that the dirty window is not how the world is. The scammer, the thief, the jealous imposter, all of them are just figments. They are characters that exist in your mind. You are the one putting the character on different people, and they may fill it, or not. 

Once you file away a character on someone, it's hard to change. They'll always look like that to you. Especially if they are doing stuff. They feel the need, they want to be rude, or take something from you. They want you to feel outnumbered, or unworthy, or below them. They want you to die, or go away. These are things that, once you assign a character to them, are hard to not see as threatening or wrong. 

    However, put yourself in their shoes. What if everytime you talked to someone, they had an attitude? Or they were fighting with you? Or tried to make a problem where there was none? They always accused you of being bad or doing something wrong and you don't even do that? What kind of person would you become over the years? Would you be a good person or a bad person? Would you have love in your heart and care, or would you be a jerk? I think over some time, you'd be a jerk. 

    I was livid when I found out Brenda had taken Markiesh. The two of them had gotten married, had kids, started a family, somewhere in my mind. I think now, years later, it's just a note to mention, not a life changing information. They pushed you out of there and started a new thing. Just one problem, you were still alive. To take what you have, and give it to another man seems to be the woman's plan. There is one central man, and this and so. There's more to it, but I'm not a woman. I get the sweats just talking about it. 

    I get angry but I think the bottom line is, I'm not alone. The Lord Is With me. He Guides me, Protects me from the evilness of the undisciplined. See, if you have discipline, you can make happiness. You can create happiness from thin air. You can be happy by yourself. In a situation like mine, you need to be able to do that. Create something, like a song or a beat, music or writing, that captures your feeling. Put the feeling where you can see it, and analyze it. Find the way where your feelings can be felt again later. 

    This will make you happy, finding your feelings. You'll feel mad or sad or lost or angry, even happy, and you put it on the song, or the video or the music. My father asked me what I was doing, and I said just Church...he wasn't thrilled about it. Still, I'm not asking him to validate my choices. I'm asking him to accept my answer. It's not up to him any more to make me happy or show me how to be happy. It's just his job to be Dad. Moma the same. It's not their job to be my heroes any more. It's no one else's job to make me happy but mine. 

    This puts the power in your hands. If you don't work on your happiness, how can you be happy? When are going to do that? The people already seem to want to defeat you night and day. What the reason is, I cannot say. It's just that way. Still, you can make yourself happy. 

Regardless of whether or not anyone else cares, you deserve to be happy. They may try hard to just put you in your place, but they are in a place themselves. They are in some mental cage, some mind trap or hole, and are unable to get out. So they either want you do fall in, or to climb over you to get out. Some kind of way, you have to pay. You are responsible for their happiness. That's not the right way. Why am I responsible for your happiness? 

   Does it take for me to be sad for you to be happy? No. I can be happy too. We can all be happy. Also, doing what you say is better than not doing anything. When you say you're going to do something do it. Don't ask for others to validate you. The Lord Is Watching. He Sees what you need to do. He Is Aware. You cannot allow others to feel they can steal from you. No one can steal from you. When something material is stolen, it is only deposited in an account from which you can collect later. Those who have stolen from me are under tribute now. I move my hand, and they move. I pray, and they respond. Each day, there is more strength to my prayer. Why be a thief and fall victim to this? 

    This is the lot of those who have put their happiness in other things. You put your happiness in your dog, your dryer. Oh, yeah, they want to say it is them. They are the magic ones. They have the power. They are frauds. Yet, they did go to school. They do work hard. Yes, frauds can work hard. In China there are lots of frauds working every single day. To bring you the hits. To show you the hottest news and clothes. To present to you what they have stolen. 

    You don't have to do this. Yet, it is done all the time, all over the world. Maybe on other planets too. The Bible tells you about this, how a thief is well dressed, and that to have your own is sacred. You cannot over do having your own substance. A mansion stolen is not even a brick house with paint rummaged from a glue gun factory. It's nothing unless you worked hard for it. Riding and railing someone else is not ownership, it's borrowing. However, if the person you're stealing from doesn't know it, you're not stealing to them. The Lord, however, Does Not Say this. The Lord Offers Salvation for believers good and bad. 

    So keeping this in mind, you can base your happiness on a few things, perhaps two - The Lord, and your creations. You make something, you can be happy from that. Your prayers TO The Lord, not what you get FROM The Lord, you can be happy praying To Him. The Lord Delights in prayers. It Is He Who Set Them Up! Give more tom to prayer than you do anything else. I recommend Prayer several times a day. People don't need to give you anything to be happy. People don't want to give you anything no way. Why don't you find out what's inside of you, and pray about that to come out to the light. 

    When you see the problems you have, you can be happy to solve them. You have the Ultimate Help. The Lord Can HELP YOU Solve all the problems you have. Each problem is a testament to God's Faith for his True believers. When you believe in The Lord, you have The Ultimate Authority With you. However, if you're just believing and not achieving, half the magic is gone. You're just doing a half a**ed job. You can do a full a**ed job.

    You want me to hold it. I'm the one whose supposed to hold it, and get nothing in return? Is that the deal? No. I'll Let The Lord Hold it. Perhaps He Will. I don't want to just be used like that. People are people, and I am a person. So I let the people know that The Lord Is Real. I am a servant, and I can extract happiness from that. 

    When people take your kindness for weakness, keep in mind why. Do they have a reason to do that? Are they getting anything for it? Have they a reason to do this? 

I don't see why they did not invite those people in. Why did they go out to them in the dark? Why didn't they just come in the church? When they come in, The Lord Can Help them. When they're out in the parking lot like that, what kind of service are they expectiing? This is not McDonalds. This is the church. We don't have to come out to your car to tend to you. If that's the case, lets get a pamplet ready to go out and preach to these folks. 

    I am also straight. I don't know who circulated the rumor around that I was gay. Whoever did, God bless you. Perhaps you're going hard for your man or whatever, but you're not going to put me through anything. I've gone through enough Lord. Haven't I endured enough? Haven't I seen enough? Haven't I helped enough people? Am I just whining? Yes, I probably am. 

    I don't think it's uncommon for someone older than you to outsmart you. Still, don't let anyone take you for a fool, as if you have disrupted their life. I'm not going to stand for that. You are a thief and you got caught, is all. All of your are thieves. Can there be one who is not, Lord? Is There one other, who is not a thief, not stealing from someone else, not taking what is not theirs? Is there one more, who Loves The Lord Jesus Christ, who will try to do what is right, and who will not forsake or sabotage their brother and sister? Is there even one Lord? 

    I hope there is. I don't know where they are, but somewhere on the earth, they are there. I don't know when they will show up, but whenever they do, I will celebrate then. Until then, I'll just deal with the shards of greatness that flake from the floor of life. I don't deserve the bottom, but it's where my feet are at. 

    Also too, work harder than frauds. Don't let the frauds work harder than you. Don't let them stay up later than you. Don't let them be up longer than you. Don't let them read more than you. Don't let them make better tasting food than you. Don't let them do more pushups than you. Don't let them be better than you. They are frauds. They stole all their power from elsewhere. They package stolen goods! You're going to let them beat you if you don't work hard yourself. Working hard means having actions to achieve a goal, one at a time, continuously, each day until you absolutely have to rest. Get the rhythm of life and in no time you'll be successful! 

    Listen - people want you to fail. That's the quickest way to win! IF you fail, then I win automatically! I am working toward your failure if I am a fraud. I'm looking for a way to cut you off.  I need to find your weakness, so I can exploit it and knock you down. I need for you to be weak, so I can take your strength and call it mine. I need for you to fail, so I can achieve greater success than you. I need for you to lose, so I can win. 

    This is the losers nature. They want to see conflict, because in the meantime, they can get to work on something else valuable! This is the nature of people who knoweth not The Lord. Come near and listen, for they number the millions. They cover all the globe, these types. They see no end to their achievement of ruin. 

    Still, The Lord IS Greater. No fear for man, but All for God. Each man is subject To The Lord. Not men. You don't have to worry about uncaring men! They're not going to care anyway! They're going to stay like that regardless! You don't need to stop for them! They're not going to start caring because of you! 

    Brenda left me a long time ago. I don't know why I still love her like she's going to come back. She told me she wasn't. As far as I know, a big dicked fellow came along and changed her life. So that's the end of that. However, what wasn't expected was for me to have the ability to go on with life anyway. You didn't make life, and like the song says, you're not the boss of me. You don't tell me when life ends and where it begins. I make myself happy, remember? I am the boss, not you! You don't tell me when I am defeated! Who do you really think you are? You believe you're better than me? You believe you have a dick in your hand and now you're talented? You believe the street pimps have a better grasp of life than I do? Or are you still ashamed of something inside, and need something to override the shame? What is your self esteem like? Is it still low or will it return high? I made great mistakes with Brenda. 

    I treated her how I was - low. I didn't have lots of money, she really just needed a friend. I took advantage of her and tried to fill in the father role for her family. I was too young, young minded, and full of substance. I didn't prepare for the encounter right.

 It's ok that people want me to fail - that's their job, to try to make it hard for me. All I need to do is work harder. Keep working. The diligence of someone doing good is going to cripple the might of someone doing bad. Do bad and see one person doing good. Watch what happens. The bad people fall under the good. It's like weeds in the garden. 

When you have weeds that are overgrown over the good ones, it looks bad. However, when you have good plants outgrowing the weeds, then you have a garden. It's just managing the weeds, is all. Get in there and clean it up. 

However, what if you're demotivated? What if you find they are happily married with kids and working on another baby? What if you find that all is well there and you were just an obstacle or a means to an end for them? What if this is how it is now? What will you do with this knowledge? Nothing. You don't need to let that get you sad any more. Carve out your own space in life. They carved theirs - with your help - now, you carve yours with The Lord's Help. 

No matter how bad people want you to fail, you stay fearless of the for The Lord. He's The One after death anyway. So why are you scared of what's before death? You already know people don't care, you already know people steal, you already know people lie, you already know people sabotage. You already know all these things. You already know people are against your progress! As long as you are failing, they are succeeding! They'll suck off you, and get on with their lives! Nevermind lifting each other up, and helping one another. Nevermind trying to find the substance within you. Nevermind trying to do what is right. 

    

 

I think it's bravado.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjwWG6kJ6io

I'm proud of him. Don't get me wrong. I am more proud of President Trump than any other President. However, I think it's bravado. 

First, you were sick and got doped up.  They gave you the super-dope. The real sh-- they keep hidden in the back. The sh-- they took is what they gave you. The doctor was not ever sick. I see the doctor walking out all fast. He didn't have that problem. 

Yet, what is the point here. What is the point where you decide you're going to keep going until...what? 

I suppose the question is, would you slow down if you didn't have to? Like if you narrowly - let me give you a real moment to consider as an analogy. 

I am driving to my uncle's house. I think on mile 76, or some movie-sounding number, I encounter a truck behind me. I wasn't driving out of line, but I think the truck was. He wasn't paying attention to the front. When I hear the horn, I see the grill in the rear view is almost eating my car. 

I did not get hit, I was able to scurry ahead, - but the fact remains, I didn't have to keep going fast after that. I drove right, still, because it's the right thing to do. Causing a shockwave on the freeway isn't always good. 

I don't think it's always good to show how far medicine can go. It's a good gesture, that you are faithful. Yet, is it honorable? This is up to question. Praise The Lord. 

Don't you believe -

 Lord. 

I love Brenda Lord.

Having a child is not McDonald's.

Hit me with some being good.

Winners and losers in games and sports. 

Not in life. Life is learning. 

It's only a matter of time 

when your decisions are based on pride.

I'd rather give it to you 

than not give it to you. 

I can be quiet about it

I know the feeling is mutual. 

Can you clean up 

I get tough. 

Keep rough

That's enough. 

I've poplar bluff

Not riding tough. 

I was scared for life. 

I thought was touched.

Please excuse my ardent rush. 

I want to make it

or catch the bus.  

Stronger hating. 

What does that have to do wit' your spirit?

Keep them nuts.

This is that nutkeeper.

I got the nuts. 

Walnuts

not testicles anymore. 

I thought of another analogy 

for sure.

Praise The Lord. 

You are here to overcome fear.

Fear The Lord only.

She can collect now.

125.375

11 pages

Cryptocurrency.

What's gon' happen.

Every time you see Joe Biden, 

- he looks like, Please let me win.

I know =

Real niggaz. 

Regular niggaz.

Stop with the expectations of other men. 

A good woman will do right for any man. 

When it is the right thing to do, she will help him. 

How more so her husband, his wife.

A man, looking for another man to come through, is wrong. Working together, you must account for one point damage. 

You must drive for yourself, and for others.

When you look both ways, it is because you are watching for other people.

So, when you are a man, when you know The Lord, because a man knows The Lord, then you don't ask men first! You ask The Lord about God. Ask Our Lord about God who made Him In Charge.

Another man, is going to give you the scraps, of what he found. Even putting his hands on it, is taking the blessing for himself.

You must first ask The Lord for Help. Only He Can Guide you right. 100% of the time. Not one time will The Lord Lead you astray. Not even one time. Believe on Him, and be saved.

I have taken the fools crown. I have worn it many days. Yet The Lord Preserves my life. Why? I knoweth not the mystery. I praise Him effortlessly because of this. 

I spoke of snakes trying to get me. Why, I don't know. I trust no man. I trust no other man but me. I love all men. I love all men including myself. Even David. Even Brenda. Even her father. Even all men. I love you. I don't like all of you. I don't think you all like me either. 

That's ok. We don't all have to agree on the same things. However, we live on the same Earth. There is no need to go beyond that fact, or try to make sense of why it's like that. The task in front of you is to love the other man, and give them the right to love you also. 

When I love you, I am for real. I love you for the character you have, for what you show, and who you are.

I don't know another person who's going to do me like that. I'll find her. And she'll be my wife. 

Brenda is one. She is more than she once was. The way it used to be it, it's not like that anymore. I remember the last days of that, and catching the bus. I now know what that means a little more. 

I wish I was the one tucking her in at night. Making every thing count. I don't want to feel left behind. 

I am happy for Leslie. As a matter of fact, I have a happiness tool to help her and me. Perhaps if I clear the air, I can pray and put the imprint there.  Then, if she sucks the air, she can find help.

Leslie taught me how to drive. She taught me how to drive by letting me use her car. 

I owe her a Thank You. I didn't want to overstep her word about comedy. She told me something and I didn't cross her words. 

I went later, but the same magic wasn't there. The season was over. 

I still have it, but another season has to come. It's like having ice cream in the winter. You can have it. Who'll eat it is another story. 

Remembering one rule will lead you to two. Each rule is as important as the stitch in fabric.  

Ask The Lord.

an hour.

You are older, it's supposed to be correct.

A soft answer turneth away wrath.

In all labour there is profit.

I have to keep going.

 You do too. Go on. Go on and don't stop now. Keep going on. Forever. Keep going on For ever. Don't stop what you are doing. Make more. Make as much as you can. Make a lot. Make another Julius Muffin. 

When you stop commanding me, I'll do it. I'll do a better job each time you stop commanding me. I have specific instructions for you. 

Love Brenda. 

Love yourself. 

Love your father. 

Love The Lord. 

The last is the first. You already know to do that. Specifically, love your mother more than you love your father. Love your father the measure you love Brenda, divided by .125. 

So when you love Brenda 14 times, one for the day of the month, you multiply 14 by .125. Whatever answer you get, do that amount more. So 14 plus 1.75.= So do 15 more. Prune the decimal points.

So there you go. It's that simple. Do the loving! You may start living. 

I don't know what the impact of this will be. I am thankful for all the people I've met - Fred Castro. All the people I've known in the past. I don't mind that people did what they did, what they had to do. Let it be so. Now, I'll do what I have to do. 

I'm not mad at anyone for what they had to do. I used to be mad, but then I realized that I wasn't working hard enough. When I'm doing my best, then my best will find me. I'll find more reasons to do better than what I was doing. What's wrong with writing a little more each day? Nothing. What, you don't have anything to say? Let's talk about Chicago. 

Now, from what I understand it, there are people getting killed over there every day. Why? For what? What are they standing to prove? Let's break it down. 

So, the first rule is self. You know The Lord. He Loves self. The Lord Loves your self. You. He Loves you. You matter to Him. The Lord Is Absolute.

I am grateful. How grateful I am. I think best to say that such thing. For the acreage is much, the laborers are few. Few are willing to go hard for The Lord. I don't know what that means, but it sounds like an infomercial to me. Let's write until we get a solid understanding. 

The first rule, and the second rule is faith. Where is your faith, in the people. The people have to have faith in themselves. When you have faith in yourself, there is no possible way you could fail. Even if all the people in the world are against you, there is prevalance for you. You shall prevail. 

The Lord Hath Spoken of this. Of such, you are to "dust" your feet from them. This means, whatever they are about, you leave it. You leave the scene. This does not mean death. This means exiting. This means finding the right way out of there. You are not wanted. This means you don't have to stay there. 

However, what if you must stay there? What if, by chance, you are born there? What then? 

Then you are to wash your feet shortly after, the best success being 24 hours or less from the point of contact. You are to pray, with any longstanding, suffering no intellect to why. 

When you are clean, then give account to The Lord. I don't see why every single day you aren't talking to The Lord. This is where. You know the hosting is there, it's not going anywhere. You know the sound is there, you have the files there, everything is there. The best thing about it is, you have a reason to put out all the cartoons you need to put out. I think if you put out the cartoons, then you'll have a better understanding of the life you are living around you. 

The people around you are ornaments. You are the reason for your success. Don't look to them to call you out of success. You are the only one who can make or break it for you. Your success is your intellect + wisdom. What you learn, and what you apply. Wisdom is knowing when. 

I now know nothing. I know nothing. I know nothing. I know, nothing. I know nothing. 

I desire every thing mine. Everything mine. I like myself. I like myself. I like myself. I can do this. I have to do this. I can get this what I need. Let's try that again, and then go into Proverbs 14. 

I like myself. I like myself. I like myself. I can do this. I can live a good life, moderate, and focused. Sure and standing, can my life be. If I just adjust the tools correctly. 

It's as if a beacon of reason has been put before my very intellect, allowing me to listen out for packages and keep them there for a long time. 

When you give your mother $100, you are blessing The Lord. You are giving love. 

Can you keep giving love like you're supposed to? I know you like to keep love. Love is good for you. I'm not going to be calling you out bad. Not anymore. I love Brenda. I love you. I love each one. However you have to treat me right. You can only treat me right. I regret one thing. 

I was in the car with another woman with Brenda also. I didn't drive at the time, and the woman, me and her kids had to get in the car. After the event, we dropped Brenda off in Long Beach. I wish I could have went with her, and been more kinder. I wish I could have. I don't know what I could have done to make it better. I don't know what my problem was or is. I don't know why I acted like that Lord. Why was I so cruel? Even stupid, and useless. What was it there that kept the way? 

Was it the people, because of Raul's game boy? Because of Raul's game boy, and Oscar's Game boy? I had one, and it was stolen by a kid named Robbie. I go figure now. Each day I learn more, but I still know nothing. There it is. Not even worth a game boy. To the people. 

However, to The Lord, you are worth everything. You have a worth to The Lord which exceeds the worth here. However, how to get to it, is the question. How do you get to The Lord's love? How do you get to The Lord's Love? 

I remember also eating a chicken quesadilla, a spicy chicken quesadilla. I remember that. I remember having the same perplex like, this is what I want to each, but can I trust. No, you cannot trust. Even still, I enjoyed my meal. That's what I'm saying. This is all the equipment you need to make $1000. You have to leverage it carefully. Put the albums together right. Where are some links at. Give me some, one quick please now: 

https://jadevillaine.bandcamp.com/music

Ok good. You're getting it. That's how you build worth. Give me the page with the right links on it. I'll come back to that page every time. 

You need to learn this for yourself. You may outrun for a while, and that's fine. Be sure to do that what you said, so you can enjoy your success too.  Too much weed is no weed at all. Think about that. The right amount is all you need. You don't need 10 grams a day. You need a few good puffs. Like 4 puffs will clear the day. Let's break it down.

24 hours/4 puffs = 6 times then. You can smoke 6 times. That's a good blunt! Six puffs a day will take you to a side of reality. Is that what you need - at a church? 

Take the time to reflect the reality you're living. 

Furthermore, suggest to me the right circumstance for you to be living in. 

God Bless you. 

Praise The Lord. 

The cure for the curse

 Can you say "Jesus Saves"? Since that's the right answer, let me move on. 

I have long since all but abandoned my desire for a family. I want a family, do I need one? Yes. I need a family after all. In the meantime, how can "Jesus Saves" be the end-all for your celebration of benefits? How can you, stop being a taker and convert to a giver, right away? 

It was like yesterday. 

I remember this. I am talking, just like I am now, and I say "Jesus Saves". Suddenly, I hear a car squeak, a little bit, clowning. I immediately thought about my guidelines. I say to myself, If "Jesus Saves" is throwing you off, then you need to check how you're living. 

I need to check

We all need to check how we are living actively. Constantly check what you are doing. Check your behavior to see the which-a-ways you go. When you have a pattern, start writing it down. The rhythm of the pattern should tell you something. When you get a rhythm, do something with it. Can it go with another beat. Try out to be sure. 

Fear of trying out. 

When you are afraid, Fear Lord Jesus Christ. Fear the wrath of The Lord for you being judged. Fear what is to come, because there is no tomorrow without Him. It is impossible to please The Lord without Faith. Faith in The Lord, Faith in reason, faith in respect. Faith in all things. Faith is working prayer. Faith is doing the right thing, the right time. Faith is Lord Jesus Christ's Blessing upon all. Thank You Lord for Faith. 

Fear is a lack of faith. Whether you die or not, The Lord Remains. He is Sovereign. There is none higher. He Has Got your back. 24 hours, /7. Fear The Lord. Praise The Lord. 

When you fear right. 

When you fear The Lord, that's fearing right. Love The Lord is good too. You may love the Lord. True love is comfortable. Measure whether comfort is secure for you, at that time. Measurable security means, you love her, and she loves you. How much, you don't know. You learn something each day, but you only know what you are giving. You are hoping she gives back. 

Why not

Why not want to give back? Why not want to help? Why have a lot to yourself and not help others? That's the point there. When you have something, help someone. Don't worry about why. Just do it. You do what you like to do. Help someone else do the same. When you do that, maybe someone will do that for you one day.

Fearing, 

When you fear The Lord First, I know this is like, a scary sight...that's how I gave it, I expect it to be given exactly like that. Don't freeze the chicken. You have to -   

 

Enough already

 I am not going to take any more bull from anyone, anywhere. The reason why is because I know life is better when people get along. There is a way to do it. I don't have to be a jerk, or get jerked. If my wife wants to jerk me, then she can. As for the rest of you mugs, I suppose you have something better to do than that. 

I remember the day it happened. I couldn't believe this happened to me. My dream queen, another man, or men got to. Like a gangbang in a porn. I was just oblivious, like the dude in the porn is. I am no dude, am not gay, and was just ignorant. I didn't know anything. I suppose she was throwing me away. 

Let it be that. I deserved that then. For me to be so careless in my love, to give away such a fantasy, for nothing at all. For a reason I cannot understand. How can this be for me? What did I do to make this come true? Am I a genius or what? 

Lord, can you tell me what to do next? Go to bed in prayer. I said bed, not meditate. I did not say meditate. Can you just break a piece off and smoke a nug? Do you have to break it up into little bits? I think if you get the thing working right you'll have a fancy looking c-pipe. 

Don't think that's what I want. Instead, I think having a real reason to smoke is better. Keep the solution to yourself, lest you tempt yourself into something ethereal, whatever that means. 

I'm not saying I don't want the man to succeed. I'm not trying to break him down. I'm trying to live. I don't want anything bad to happen to him. However, the way the people use me is just disturbing. I have to fix this. Kids need to know being nice counts. Doing the right thing is better than doing the wrong thing. 

I want you to stay on your horse. I'm here to help. Here for abuse, no not me. Here to help only. Getting paid is fine, but if I gotta step on someone's toes to get it, then no. I want you to act right. 

No demon is going to take over the church. We're in bad shape if demons come to take claim. They can hover around, but they will be met with other beings who visit the church. The more you pray the more they pay. Lemme listen to The Lord. RIP Sister Flint. Keep it 'luya.