Grip Projections to extensions.

I can say, Lord, I can make a grip. I can say I will have:

1. A grip by November
2. A house by December.
3. By January a car.

All three of these things I can exclaim.

Why? Because I have faith.

Faith in investment.

Faith in health.

Faith in ideas.

The mind is brilliantly capable of coming up with guilt-free reasons to excel. Hate doesn't apply here.

I excel for all the right reasons. I make know the value of a dollar.

this is because, I know what it means to make 1 cent. In 2019. A penny. Online, though. Not all outside where I gotta walk around.

Whoi scrounges now but the poor? Or kids.

I fond a revolutionary way to eat rice now. I microwaved it and it came out good.

Good enough to eat and enjoy a fat meal. I ate about 4 so far, and no stopping in sight. I like rice now, because I know how to have it cooked.

I like the idea of machines working for me. I could schedule bots, to task for me. I have to program them to thinkn moderately well for me. I have to make the machine have a pace similar, but fasther, than mine.

The machine has to adapt to different keystrokes, or prints on a page. I call them prints because, when you touch the screen, which is protected, you are printing your fingerprint in that area. Tuhus screen printing is born now.

I'd like my child to be born now too, from love making. I want to make love to my wife. Suck her titties. She lick my balls. We sit there and make love for about an hour. and then sleep. A nap or actual knockout.

This is a fantasy of mine.

I say this because of how hard it once was. Now. I ahve th e luxury of porn. It's wrong, so I don't do it often, but a little now and then is bad enough to mendtion. It's not cool doing bad, bu t real enough to confess.

Anyway, moving onto how I'm going to realize this fantastic events, I have goal.

I make a net worth of $9 million dollars eby 35. That's a few dollars before payday, heh? I need $30,000 to really le live now. I put the down on the house for about 5-6, and move in for 3. 3 is not bad, and it's manageable. How bad do you want to live here? 3. I can handle 3.

If I make $30,000.

It starts with a dream. You don't have to know this. You can be having a dream. And not realize. You are actually plating a seed.

You can do this with your neighbor. Say to thenm, let's "plant seeds." They'll look at you like you're crazy. Unless you have big tits. Then they'll definately plant seeds with you.

If I can suck your big, delicious looking black tits, I'll help you. And that's a promise.

To my wife.

The best think you can do is set goals. You want a house, a car, and some Christmas Presents. I can help.

Reado Psalms 56 each day until November 1st. On that day, subtract two from 4. Then, follow that caluclation by how many letters there are in your current goal. To reitorate, here's the goal:

I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.

Ok. Now you have a goal which has a wletter count of 35. Lord.

You do this many pushups, situps and squats a day at least, until November 15th.

Then subtract the amount added from your earnings by 2. So if you made $20, take out 2.

Take these two dollars and put them in the cabinet adjacent to the stove, underneath a can. Then, you'll have your fortune.

It will be made clear to you this night.


when you awaken the following day, do what you heard in the dream.

If it involves killing, cook rice.

If it involves love making, masterbate.

If it involves a female, read Psalms 123.

Pray for your Mother. Pray for Brenda. Pray for me. Say this prayer -

"May Your Soul Lord Be Magnified With Me."

Say this silently. This is borderline witchcraft.

Do your best here. Don't let the people find out you're doing things the hard way. They'll sue.

But Suelate.

In all labor there is profit.

Why I got mad at all

I forgive the kid. But the effort is clear. There was shitstarter in his steps. So I got mad. What are you doing that for? Whatever good I don't see thank you.

How would you feel? What if it was you?  That's not ok then. I don't see how this is going on. When you thought it was over, it was now beginning again. I see this isn't me alone.

How can it go bad for me If I care aboout you? This means you thought about slavery. Because that's the only way you'd come up with this. You had to have thought "Oh, this black man doesnt' matter". So there you are with that. You ran out in fromnt of a parade to explain, but really you don't care.

Let me back up.

First off, let me tell the story because, I don't want it to seem I'm picking on Mexicans. I'll not. Instead, here's what happened.

I walkied up to the gate to close it for the night, You know, the Church. I approach the gate to lock it. I grab the chains, and a young man and his woman appear. I don't say anything intentionally - it is known to me that young latinas like me sexually, but can't show it. Not the way they feel. Their men get mad. So now, am I to blame? I say yes because I know this, and don't cower, because that's wrong. Don't hide what you have. You have big tits, wear a shirt that protects them, but they're still there.

Now, they walk up, and I sense tension. Why? Because of the girl. The latina saw me, and the guy, she thought would cause the black to recoil. You'd see them and say, "Oh those kids in love" and look away. This was important.

But it didn't happen. I didn't look away. I looked at them walking by as I closed the gate. The man says something to me like "Have a good night", but not say sir. He didn't say "Sir" come to think of it.

So there it is. He saw me, said something, but did not say sir, and felt tense because of it. Now, the reason for the tesion, I do not know.

Yet, I forgive utterly. As I want to be forgiven. Will the Lord, Who is Abouve All Good, Forgive me? I hope.

Now,

The reason I got mad, it's because he didn't say sir. I felt there was a disrespect, but I didn't know what. My instinct was the girl did something. The guy was going along. All of this in a matter of seconds. I'm not asking the guy to do anything. I haven't said a word, mind you.

So here I am, mad at the fact these young people don't respect me. Why not respect me. I mean why don't you just respect Mr. McClendon standing therE?

It's not dawned on me. I am actually Mr. McClendon. That's a name for your ass too. Who is this McClendon? He sounds serious.

Not playing. Stern even. Am I polite? I try to be. You know I fail at that once ino a while. But not all the time.

Still on the story, this young man ought to be ashamed of himself  1% only - because he let a girl convince him to be rude. Which means she's already looking for - or with - another guy. She doesn't show this, but works to look innocent.

See, when a person is innocent, they don't know it. You know what I'm saying? They don't look like "Hey, I have nothing going on. Nothing to see here."

They look like they've done nothing worth knowing much about.

These two looked like cogs in a wheel. You do this, then that will happen and then. So I was played quick. I'm not made, but aware.

They do you like that now, until Lord Jesus. It takes him time because he listens.

The Lord doesn't thwart you. He doesn't throw you to the side and say Me First. The Lord Allows you to tell the truth, how it really is. You don't have to hate on that.

So these two got to feel heard in a respectful way for them, but direspectful for me.

So how, Lord, shall I feel? I don't see a reason to be happy yet. Good for them, but not for me?

I'm tired of that sh-- Lord. I want to get happy too. Is there a reason I cannot? I know I'm worthy of a smile. I better brush my teeth but I can smile! I better smile before I crack my dry lips.

You ever crack your lips smiling as a kid? You know how dry your lips have to be before you crack and bleed them? You have to not drink water for 7 hours. This only happens when you're twelve and below. Not no man would do that.

So back to the story, Lord, Brenda I love. I didn't call her on her son's birthday. I didn't give enough gift. I gave a small thing before the day. 3 small things. I hope they mean something Lord.

Giving all honesty to The Lord, I'm not mad at those kids. But I think something was up with them. They're letting me know something. The Browns are good until they don't need you. Then they'll try to eliminate you.

Now, I can eliminate. I do not eliminate becuse I haven't been eliminated.

So likewise, I show mercy.  On these kids. On what they are connected to. Someone told them this was ok. I'm not mad at them alot. They know better. That is all.

There is nothing you can see that's controlling this. No man, no Being but God.

Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.



So what th

My trip to Walmart.

Ok? Because I went there, and it was he--. A slice of it. Loike barely but still. It was there. And I has it too slice so let me goahead and just confirm what happeneed.

First off, I lied about the weather never no times, so get it straight 1998 was when I haD MY first - so anyway - the story goes I walk in and they say the stop I need is closed.

Closed, I say to myself. The MACHINE said 8. I was walking in there something 7.

So I glance again and say dang. I walk out with no money.

I don't care how many n--gas were all happy I was broke, but so what. They have time later.

Happy Birthday Marcus! I hope you turn 35!

I am going to miss you. Your mother told me "Move on", so that's what I'll have to at least pretend to do. You know I love you. I can't get over you. There is no other, your mother. That is all.

The fact remains I love her. I really do, but it's a strange love. You don't need cameo In your house tonight. Unless you like the album. Then jam on.

Take biscuit.

Now, back to Walmart man I walked out and there was this dude and his big titted woman and I looked. Then the dude spoke.

I said spoke, what do you have to say to another man like that? You are with yrtour woman. Who are you talking to walking up? Me Lord? It's me oh Lord. I guess it's me then.

So the dude says something blabla doing> Like he knows that word. A come on challenge at all.

Not happening.

I storm off. I walk around the corner. Thhen another turn to the light.

Once I'm waiting, the bus is also. There's a delay here. The kids walk up like little bangeen and I'm saything to myselkf, what have I done Lord? What possesses them to challenge life at all?

When  you challenge life you get shot or shot at. When you challenge police they shoot. Why challenge anyone but yourself?

Challenge yourself to be a better human being. Challenge yourself to know how to treat your brother. Lord Jesus Christ is The King.

I say this. Brenda, happy Birthday.

I said to myself to the kid, shot the f--- up" Now, I was wrong to think that. Those molecules didn't need that. Yet, I was mad. I get mad and I think mad then.

What do you do when you get mad? Do you turn over a new daisy leaf and cower? Do you cockatease a shower? To you spread lthin leaves by the fall?

You pleasure union. That's what.

And another thing, your mama. Has big tits. That's what I like. The big tits. My lobe. There.

Now, the moral is I don't like to hate. I don't like getting mad in the public, because they might not take it the same way as I do. They might really go out of bounds with this.

Lord Jesus Christ is the King. Let me calmm myself.

The roaches are storming the wall offa this typing. What Lord have I written? They need to go in the trash and eat. Or to bed.

They do not need to be seen by me. They have plenty of dwelling. They have a skyscraper of cans. They can do business there. Roach business. Nasty.

Still, I rise up. I rise Lord to the occassion to settle down. Oh yes, I've Lord found my medium. In all labor there is profit for hot jelly, wouldn't you say?

Or would you care to know anyway. Ha. I suppose the foreign rule would discharge your apricorn. Apricot corn. Tere's a snack.

So here's the keep off limits. First of all:

No cursing out line. This means getting carried away outside. This means death, in some parts. In your part, it Lord, means clown. We clown here, w3here I'm at. You know who is it.

Second, don't even think about getting ready. Be ready already. About readiness whatever. Don't even think about not even trying. Think trying about thoughts you measure. Don't even realize yet. Just succumber. Deliver.
I made up a word. Maybe it means succumb to a cucumber. Maybe it means burger. Maybe it means shut the front door and eat pork, is what.

Eat this little sausage and be alright. You could have had a sausage biscuit but no, have the sausage and take biscuit with it.

Bring two links out and cut them. Then, take the pieces on a tray.

Then, the bread in the freezer, bring about two pieces to a close and take thos with the links. Throw relish on there for a whole meal. Accept you can't because you didn't buy the meal. That's right Lord. You didn't buy the meal.

The white rice in the microwave, let's try that. Find that out.

What I'm saying is, you can't be free to leave if you succeed without openness. You think you can breed without war? You know nothing of cancer yet.

The rune shall be upon you, to thirst your soul. But alas Lord Jesus Christ is here.

He won't find you guilty. Won't try to take you away, won't kill you without a little homework. You may do as you please, Let's make love. My wife, I'm talking to.

She's Brenda, in my mind. We are married, and will have children. We are together forever, like the creep would say. I apologize for going to my cousin's house during the time we cound have spent together.

I was a fool, Lord. I was a bitter fool. I made stupid mistakes. I wonder if I'll ever get to correct them.

I want love, Lord. I want to suck 'em. I want my wife's tits Lord.

But once I get em, I don't want them anymore. I've had them, you see. I must make love new. Lord You have HElped me Thank You!

You have helped me fix my problems.

Praise The Lord.

The Molecules are vibrating.

This is the whole goal. One hour from now, I will continue working after I get back grom Walmart.

I k    is the fabric of reality. The strenth. of reason. The love of money.

Do your best and realize the truth - That God made you. And you realize.

There is no abode God does not know about. There is no dwelling place so secret, not even gnomes can find out.

There are talents tumultuopus. There are many things, my frinend.

Yet, The Lord is there. He takes the glint of hope you once realizesd and puts it into sweat. Becaus eyou gave your effor t to the lLord, He can make efoort out of your spaghetti.

Typos aside, I love you. Threason I love you, is because Brenda. Happy Birthday Marccus.

You want to know why -

I didn't want trouble. Periods. End result - no trouble thus far. I know what day it is Lord. I just didn't want trouble.

I was thewre twice and neither time worked out. So I think three is flee. Or get dropped.

I thik most people agree - no means no.

There's no way to get past hat man.

I casn't go beyond what was said. That's retarded.

I think the bad retard way, the reson  we made fun - applies here. This is because you know wheen a person says, they mean.
I don't think you disagree.

So, I'm not going to diagree. There's no reasdon why. Can you delight yourself in this understanding? Select yes.

I lkove Brenda. There's no doubt about this. Yet, she told you to move on. You can't surpass that word. Move on was told. So, "move on."

You have it hard. I get that. You have donuts from Target. But it's free. What do I eat? The Lord, that's whay you eat. The Lord Jesus Christ.  Eat the namma from heaven.

Get to work also, The cat. You know those surveys.

All this crying about money. You know who wants to take it. The people of Walmart. They want their threee dolllars.

Whichis where I'm goin If I can go and get back. You give the poepoel love, and they try to gip you all hard. Why, Lord? Can I just not get gyped? Nope. Alright then./ Ill gyp mysellf. That way no muthat f---- can gyp.

Now - I'ma end this post now, like the typewriter can fondle grades.

What about fondling 4th graders? With big tits, imagine. She' s in 4th grade and hass the tits of a mother. Would you f--- her? No.

I just wanted to know. Recaptcha on that ass.

You need to think today. No all this crying and then. You h ave to set goals. What'yos your current one:

I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."

Ok. That's the goal right now.

So clear. Go forth, take your money, and return. I lokok forard to doing buisness with you. now a little about work because I live it. I literally work and sleep in the same room. I am grateful, but it will not last.

The onliy Thing That Will Last is Christ.

This is because Christ Has made a sure example out of ready men.

The key is to be ready.

Therefore oyou have measure. That's exactly what the parable means.

You know the goal of honor is strenth. There is no goal u 1

Get a permanent Job.

My mother says. She's right. So what is a permanent job?

1. A stable, reliable income. 
2. Benefits, including health and dental.
3. 3. Taxable income, so there are returns. 

This means I have to legitimize online. 

What I do permanently now is work online. I work exclusively on the internet. 

I sell. That's what I do online. I sell. 

I could have told this to the reverend, today. I could have been in sales. I could have told him "Yes, I sell. I sell what though? 

That's private. 

I work online is enough. You know I work, and you know where I work. Everywhere. Anywhere. Wherever there is a car charger, a wall plug, an charer, MY phonoe, I am working. I am not working ni a building per se - unless you could where I am privildeged to rest. I don't htink anyone else would have a reason to doubt me when I say this is a good living. 

It's not enough, some say. They are right. It isn't enough forever. But it's a start. It's the bveginning . Of habving money. Of being independent. Is that so important? Lord, I sdon'[t want to just "be free". Froee of what? Bullsh-. But I create it. I f I were more humble, it wouldnnt be so hard. However, abuse and humilty are similar, but not related. 

Abuse is not doing right and continuing. 

Humility is doing right despite who knows. Otheers whoulnd't always know your step next. 

Don't forgert also you are human. 

The others, they are human. 

You focus on you first, not them. 

The Lord says consider your brother. He says. 

So I will. First.  First Charity Millionsary Babptist Church. First, beceecause I love you. 

Thenk, there's the weed. You can't be serious to think vaping a little wasnt happening. I think this is needed in this digital world. 

But it's not. That's a habit the kids will break. 

If I ever have any. 

Is there a reason, A way? Is there someone out there fire me, Brenda?AM i decieving myself ever . No. I love her, that's ewnough for me. 

The freedomo to be that. 

I dont like that word freedom. It sounds too much like irresponsible. 

I don't like to not give account for the next step. I like always to know what step two three and four are. 

So here I am. 

I love You Lord. 

I have to get a permanent job. What does that mean? It has to mean those three things. 

This means, I get up, go somewhere else, and come back later at night. 

Whatif I can stay put and make a little less, but be at home all day. 

I have to vbe disciplined, good, able and poweerrful., 

The problem is thwe woman likes the break. 

That's right. The woman likes the break during hthe day. To miss you, to want you around. To need you. To wish you were there. 

And to f000 somebody else. 

I'd rather be at home. Right there on the computer. Right there. Right in the way. Right in fromnt of all the people there. That's where I like to be 

Is that right? No.  thini yoiu need to go out, like your mother says. Go get a permanent job. 

That means you can't be smoking. 

I dont know any other way. 

I have to work online. 

So here's the first step - you go out sometime during ther day. You leave for say 4 hours, ands come back that evening. 

That's stupid if you arent't working. 

So working online isn't really work. Yet. 

It'll be work. It'sll somehone tranform into work. From the diligence I put in. 

I don't disobey my mother. I cannot do that. She says get a opermanent job. I work online. 

Praise The Lord.   

I earn a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.

I think its a modest goal.

I expound here. I feel led to, because I then can see why I need so much of money.

The first reason is money Lord. In all labor there is profit. Lots of profit, lots of progress. If I am making profit, then I can help others. If I break the millions down, then I can get an idea on where the money is spent.

I learned this from water, and from experience.

The water is such that, if you pour it out, it will fill in everywhere it can. There is no form water cannot adopt as its own. Water does not contend with much else but fire. Even then, it evaporates into vapor, another form.

The work experience taught me that I can earn more quickly if I have a goal. If I fear The Lord with a goal, I can get much accomplished faster than if I did not have one. I tended to make more money faster than when I had no reason to.

One such instance is today. I earn $40 total, to which this afternoon came another $12. I earned that $12 in a few hours.

I would have taken a day or even more to earn $12 online, simply because my sexperience is low. However, with higher experience, I'm certain to earn at the very least $12 and more.

I have a goal, because this allows me to work faster. How? Because there is a rhythm. If you have beat, you can add more to it. But you are alway looking for the beat Lord. You are always searching for a beat until you've found one. Then you add more to it.

That's how it is working. You have a goal of $10. Then, every second is closer to $10. Then, you have minutes, and hours until you have your $10. I suppose if there was another way, say phone calling, and I gave you aa hundred numbers, you'd have $10 dollars in no time. You'd call a bunch, and someone would chip in.

You'd tell them how much you have so far, say $3.50, and they'd say, oh, well here's another $4, or "Here's a quarter. Let's make it $4 from $3.50." This is of course assuming youu or they have a means of getting you the money.

But even if you didn't, you could still ask until you got the money mailed, sent by foot, emailed, or even gift carded. This is assuming also you have no morals.

You have morals by working online. If you find a way to take your experience in life and channell it online, somewhere it would find a mark. Someone would find interest in what you know.

I suggest comedy. That's a good form for you. You wear pants. I think those work wll. I once took a sign down naked. This was of course widely, largely unseen by the public. My pubic hair was indeed before The Lord. I apologize, Lord.

So, back to the money - where is the money going? Where in your mind will you put the $9 million dollars you are scheduled to earn? Lets discover together, because the answer is near.

The first thing you need to do is pray.

"Lord, please give me this money, Amen."

Now, if I were in 4th grade, I know this would work. However, The Lord knows I have a better tongue than that by now. So here goes:

"Lord, with all due respect, please grant me the award of $9 million USD by July 26th, 2020."

This is short and to the point. More pizzazz is tigher, but I think I need to get down th page now. It is awfully late.

$1 million goes to school. I give one million to schooling. Either my kids or my own. I can take a class and eat well, since I am a millionaire. I'd like the power of the degree, not so much the better job.

$1 million goes to my mother. She deserves it, and since the lesson in life is not to work for money, she will get to see what it's all about then. And not askw me if I had the money for the phone bill again.

$1 million goes to Church. First Charity Missionary Baptist Church would get a cool million. For free.  They have done enough.

You could count the time spent here, and and the lessons learned as pay enough.

$1 million goes to Brenda. If I can find her ass, I'd give her a million because she too deserves it. She deserves to sit around and get fat and eat and glut and lay around. Those big titties ought to go in my mouth.

$1 million would go into stocks. Learn the market and earn more. Get in there on this robotics. I need to get enough to touch that investment. I start from here aand get in a company as they rise. In 10 years, that $1 million will be 3 , 5, 7, or 20.

$1 million goes to St. Francis medical Center, where I was born. They'll get even more, but if they can use the little million, they can have it.

$1 million goes to my house. I buy a house in Lynwood, near Bullis St. A nice house, I own and live in forever. I'll haunnt the house when I'm dead.

$1 million goes in the bank. I live off the interest checks and teach others stocks, religion and comedy.

I put out comedy tapes.

I put out albums.

I put out books about success from my neighborhood.

"LA Success" can be one. From Lynwood Good" another title. I'll have to think there.

So where's the money going? There you have it.

Praise The Lord.

Learn more Earn more.

As of right now, I work online.

I will be working online indefinately.

I don't have much to offer. Yet. I work mainly to support myself, and my group. I give tithes to the church. I think this is appropriate since they are helping me in every regard. The way I think o f all this is simple. I fi I can get the most money from my situation, I can be the most blessing. Does this make sense?

This has to make since in order to win.

I have no need to be mad about anythin since I made this situation myself.

I worked with others and they turned out to be in the game. I am not, si this is hard for me. I realize now I need to travel this frontier.

Online, I don't have anyone who can stop me. I'm not trying to destroy lives, so I don't think I need to be stopped. However, I live in a world where others don't seem to feel the same way, and, like pacman, they come to seek me out. I need the high score, not game over.

I said I wasn't in the game.

Still, I don't think $40 is bad for a smartphone. That's what I have in the bank this week so far. If I continue to do this surveying method, I'll be the laughing stock of Walmart, where I cash out.

Still, I rise. I don't know a reason not to. I love you Brenda. I love my mother too. Although she didn't get the weed. I wanted her to get me a level, but she wanted me to spend the money on the phone bill. Now, the phone is how I earn, so yeah. She's right. However, I'm still mad. I wanted the money for myslef, mo weed. I have to be doing better than this.

There's got to be a way form me to earn $100 a day online. I know there's a way. I can put articles up, but the purpose i to help you and for me to vent. Can both happen? They sure can. I can help you and vent at the same time. Think that's the best way.

Can I talk a little smack and you come back? Probably. If I do it right, right? I'ma try to do it right, because I want you to come back.

The reason is because I love Lord Jesus Christ. HE's the reason I write at all.

Lord, Thank You.
For all my life, here you've been. You've helped me through everything. Through  it all. The reach, the teach, the lesson, the mhamburger, the nerd, the wallet, all that. There aren't very many thinkgs you cannot do. The only think g you cannt do Lord is Be God. God is Above You. I am not even worthy of a dust speck a mile away from you.

Still, I worship Thee.