When coupled with diligence. When you are mad, it is because you have not tightened your grip. You are loving, but make certain you love her to the depth. there is nothing you would rather do than love her. But., can you make it that far? Or will you drown.
I'll never drown. youll never e nothing.
Oh,
I rule you. I control you wholly.
I treasure you. I love you eternally. I know I love you. I really do. Lord. I love Brenda So much. I wish I could have her, inside out. I wish she was mine.
Why do I wish? I wish because I want. She doesn't want me. So I wish she did.
I understand I don't always get what I wish for. I wish I did always get what I wish for.
I wish for Brenda, my house in Lynwood, and The Lord Jesus Christ To Control Everything.
I wish for Brenda's Heart. May she love me fully, with no regard. May she kiss her left breast at the thought of me, at the appointed hour so Blessed by God. Lord Jesus Christ, Please Lord send me regard, the path to which I fulfill my desire to have her. I need her.
Why do I need her? She has seen my smallness and regarded it. I am in debt to her. I regret being a fool and losing her. I guess I never had her if she's gone, huh? Funny, becaue all around me, I see that she is there, and I am afraid. I am afraid for her. I wish she is safe always Lord. I wish she is satisfied with bread each day. I wish she marries me. I wish I have her, Lord. I wish I have Brenda, Lord. I wish I have Brenda because she was there Lord. To see me at small time. To see what humbble regard I am immannered with. To see what stalling legacy I pronounce. To see what clowning I can do. To see what she loves about me, and what she does not. To see how wish she has become. To see how wise she is now. To become great, Lord. To learn more as time goes on. There is no substitute. There is no heaven for me without Brenda. There is nothing but toil. And Children.
Wednesday, December 11, 2019
Confronted with losing.
I was formally Lord a loser. I saw Markieth Loyd. I commented on how sexy he was. See, I'm not gay, but I'm not afraid to see the nadsome in a man.
It started back with my interest in 4th grade. There is a mastery presented. I need to know more to continue well.
I don't want to cut my hair, but will do it. I must do it. When I cut do, then I will tell of the result.
Until then, I will consider now the turkey. furkey. Herkey. Her key. see we be thee do. Who knew oyou Ju! You know mothing of the sort. Resort retory hort. Horton hears. Fears tears. Cleae leers. Jet wet set net bet. Wet. Ket let tet. Het shet. Haposhutset. Shetsut tut hut lut put. mut bss. Cus fuss wus. Puss luss. Muss. CVuss. Fuss Buss. Buss the gat back black, sever that. Hjand ties taking it out with mob strides. But I'mn not a mobster I down downly ride. I 'm not ride, but I like to coinside, no need for the danger,c loseing your weyes. Picture a nightmare where I'm the bad guy. I comew in trady to do harm again. But I do no harm, I just reach the men. The bown of semne that's left, aint too over my friend. You wit back, posted up., Vultured and friend.
You sit back with comflict that's just paper ten, sorrugate, comprehentison of foroueghn man lolockey busy, can't even blast adain. mnot freadfy my man, convert to forigein lands, something magical, in the palk of my hand, now I lands the truck, new over doubt with ampersands, you're better off going wehre they cxooki up them grams
Gate alcpy. CD tv. meellee fee fee we see the see no so do oh low co bo fo no oph. LKeave ther conflict, sit over across from em, reeady the wig splist you cusck dick you nonsense. No coudlnt do it. Did I buss ruin. New affrod a usin. I keep an hour straight, because I still can't hate know an hour great, no need to change worlth the wait.
But titittttes, I had the pleasure walk with em, new story expaned from all the optimism. I rmemebe my prism new over light senstense, Tell me the trhtthrtu, how you an act timid. Timpitddy proof, go helf an african., Who helped a black man linger, ling enough again .
I'mn in the wind withe con
It started back with my interest in 4th grade. There is a mastery presented. I need to know more to continue well.
I don't want to cut my hair, but will do it. I must do it. When I cut do, then I will tell of the result.
Until then, I will consider now the turkey. furkey. Herkey. Her key. see we be thee do. Who knew oyou Ju! You know mothing of the sort. Resort retory hort. Horton hears. Fears tears. Cleae leers. Jet wet set net bet. Wet. Ket let tet. Het shet. Haposhutset. Shetsut tut hut lut put. mut bss. Cus fuss wus. Puss luss. Muss. CVuss. Fuss Buss. Buss the gat back black, sever that. Hjand ties taking it out with mob strides. But I'mn not a mobster I down downly ride. I 'm not ride, but I like to coinside, no need for the danger,c loseing your weyes. Picture a nightmare where I'm the bad guy. I comew in trady to do harm again. But I do no harm, I just reach the men. The bown of semne that's left, aint too over my friend. You wit back, posted up., Vultured and friend.
You sit back with comflict that's just paper ten, sorrugate, comprehentison of foroueghn man lolockey busy, can't even blast adain. mnot freadfy my man, convert to forigein lands, something magical, in the palk of my hand, now I lands the truck, new over doubt with ampersands, you're better off going wehre they cxooki up them grams
Gate alcpy. CD tv. meellee fee fee we see the see no so do oh low co bo fo no oph. LKeave ther conflict, sit over across from em, reeady the wig splist you cusck dick you nonsense. No coudlnt do it. Did I buss ruin. New affrod a usin. I keep an hour straight, because I still can't hate know an hour great, no need to change worlth the wait.
But titittttes, I had the pleasure walk with em, new story expaned from all the optimism. I rmemebe my prism new over light senstense, Tell me the trhtthrtu, how you an act timid. Timpitddy proof, go helf an african., Who helped a black man linger, ling enough again .
I'mn in the wind withe con
Tuesday, December 10, 2019
Nothing I'm ashamed of.
I recently started writing about the things that happened to me earlier. In life, many things happened. I did a lot of things. Some of them good. Some of them bad. But they all got done. And this is the result.
You think you want to move fast. Live with tthe good people. Do your best work. Retire early. How cute. you want to retire at 35. But what if you did? What if you did retire at 35? What would you do? What would you be odoing, during tha time you havbe left. How important is it for you to have money.
What is money? What is enough money? What is $500 dollars a week? That is enough money. That is a little money. That is good money. So lets say you know the way to make $500. You have the tools now.
Take all your videos down no more. Give all your videos up no more. Do all bad things no more. Give all Lord things no more. Give Lord Jesus Christ. All you do, do for Him. He Will Pay you. He has paid me.
Lost his mind now.
I have videos that can be downloaded mp3 and enjoyed again.
I have 32 gigs physical storage, and a workslate of about 40 gigs. Then I have a photolab of about 4 gigs. All in all, I have about 170 gigs to use. 1 gig is a lot.
I grew up with the mp3. I remember when it was tight, new. There were 32s being thrown around. I was into 64, but 128 was my entry.
I got into kilobytes because of Kazaa. Remember Kazaa? I remember that was the first entry into the internet. I was finally like all the other kids. I knew kids had internet. So I had internet. The problem is, I didn't take the class to learn it. I could have taken a class, but I chose not to. Instead, I took tje lazy way out. I insulated into the streets.
I didn't know this, but I was doped out and in the ground. The soil from the bottom of the ocean to here knows about me now. I am eternal with The One, Lord Jesus Christ. God of Men. I am one with the Lord. I wear my crown carefully. It is a knot of the side of my head, like a moon. It is unseen to the untrained eye. The mind who is awarded access is my wife only. There are no others who can see this.
I was walking with Brenda one morning, she didn't want me to go. She wanted to go by herself. She and I walked. We walked toward the sun and she said the sun was pink. I said the sun was blue. I didn't know I was young and able then. I thought it would always be this way then for a moment. I knew we had to grow up. I just didn't know how.
The men around me did. They knew how to grow up now. They grew up.
I didn't grow then. but I did now. I have so far to go. I'm not going to do my brother w
You think you want to move fast. Live with tthe good people. Do your best work. Retire early. How cute. you want to retire at 35. But what if you did? What if you did retire at 35? What would you do? What would you be odoing, during tha time you havbe left. How important is it for you to have money.
What is money? What is enough money? What is $500 dollars a week? That is enough money. That is a little money. That is good money. So lets say you know the way to make $500. You have the tools now.
Take all your videos down no more. Give all your videos up no more. Do all bad things no more. Give all Lord things no more. Give Lord Jesus Christ. All you do, do for Him. He Will Pay you. He has paid me.
Lost his mind now.
I have videos that can be downloaded mp3 and enjoyed again.
I have 32 gigs physical storage, and a workslate of about 40 gigs. Then I have a photolab of about 4 gigs. All in all, I have about 170 gigs to use. 1 gig is a lot.
I grew up with the mp3. I remember when it was tight, new. There were 32s being thrown around. I was into 64, but 128 was my entry.
I got into kilobytes because of Kazaa. Remember Kazaa? I remember that was the first entry into the internet. I was finally like all the other kids. I knew kids had internet. So I had internet. The problem is, I didn't take the class to learn it. I could have taken a class, but I chose not to. Instead, I took tje lazy way out. I insulated into the streets.
I didn't know this, but I was doped out and in the ground. The soil from the bottom of the ocean to here knows about me now. I am eternal with The One, Lord Jesus Christ. God of Men. I am one with the Lord. I wear my crown carefully. It is a knot of the side of my head, like a moon. It is unseen to the untrained eye. The mind who is awarded access is my wife only. There are no others who can see this.
I was walking with Brenda one morning, she didn't want me to go. She wanted to go by herself. She and I walked. We walked toward the sun and she said the sun was pink. I said the sun was blue. I didn't know I was young and able then. I thought it would always be this way then for a moment. I knew we had to grow up. I just didn't know how.
The men around me did. They knew how to grow up now. They grew up.
I didn't grow then. but I did now. I have so far to go. I'm not going to do my brother w
Saturday, December 7, 2019
Let me set the record straight.
I'm the boss where I RAP at. Not the whole thing.
Let me set the record straight, before it gets edited.
I love Brenda, Ok? She told me to get lost, and so I had to do that. But still, I lve her. Does that make it seem hard? No that's abundantly clear.
I love her like gelatin esque sugar gifs. That's right. The tart little angels that send delight.
I got some Coast that smells like my Stepdad. No kidding. I sure wish he were here. He'd tell me something like, "Be Real", or "You gotta take a step at a time."
"Ms. Robinson." "Mr. McClendon". He was a wise man. Every word was spoken with care. He was a boss, and I knew it. I remember I was going to have my 15th birthday. I had it, and it was a surprise. I was thankful for the suprprise. I didn't expect anything at all. I was only hoping to have fun with kids.
I of course wanted something, but you know how it is. You can't always expect to get anything.
I love Abraham's Insurance. AI. Sounds about right. That's a whopping $60 dollars a year. 4 payments. Each year, this insurance grows in rate. It's like Bitcoin for the streets. You'll never regret it.
But you've got to find the in. You can't just walk up and buy this insurance. You have to earn the right to know. There's no knowing it exists without paying the price to know. You know how the streets are. I don't know how the streets are. That's why I wash my hands with Coast.
I don't think. I know. I'm the boss where I rap at. The spot where I stand. Look at me, I even rap with my hand. I'm the boss, the only cost I won't pay is loss. I don't lose cause I'm the boss. that's the ship song.
And that's how. Slavery is an unrivaled chastisement. There is nothing like it. But that won't stop niggaz from lining up. Holiday time is heaven year round. We got that unlocked years ago. Thursday night in April 5th is Christmas.
We don't play here. We worship. We grow strong by the day. Each day, we grow stronger. We make moves champions like.
I remember walking all the way up from Way back. I remember walking over there. I remember walking back. I don't know why, but I remember some young boys being pushy with me.
I remember the people didn't accept me. They didn't like me being there. I didn't have the things they were looking for. I don't know what they were looking for. I just know I hadn't had it.
I still remember Brenda saying "Miguel" When I asked her about another man being in her womb. That was about it. I was a thrilled mess.
I didn't know how to talk and fix the problem. I didn't have any money, and here I was knocking at her door. I wanted to be ready, to get a job, to do right, to show them how it was done. I don't know what I was thinking.
That was preparation for this.
I was preparing for what I had to do, and did not know this.
I thank The Lord for Abraham's Insurance. Because it really works.
Thank You.
Thank You Lord.
Let me set the record straight, before it gets edited.
I love Brenda, Ok? She told me to get lost, and so I had to do that. But still, I lve her. Does that make it seem hard? No that's abundantly clear.
I love her like gelatin esque sugar gifs. That's right. The tart little angels that send delight.
I got some Coast that smells like my Stepdad. No kidding. I sure wish he were here. He'd tell me something like, "Be Real", or "You gotta take a step at a time."
"Ms. Robinson." "Mr. McClendon". He was a wise man. Every word was spoken with care. He was a boss, and I knew it. I remember I was going to have my 15th birthday. I had it, and it was a surprise. I was thankful for the suprprise. I didn't expect anything at all. I was only hoping to have fun with kids.
I of course wanted something, but you know how it is. You can't always expect to get anything.
I love Abraham's Insurance. AI. Sounds about right. That's a whopping $60 dollars a year. 4 payments. Each year, this insurance grows in rate. It's like Bitcoin for the streets. You'll never regret it.
But you've got to find the in. You can't just walk up and buy this insurance. You have to earn the right to know. There's no knowing it exists without paying the price to know. You know how the streets are. I don't know how the streets are. That's why I wash my hands with Coast.
I don't think. I know. I'm the boss where I rap at. The spot where I stand. Look at me, I even rap with my hand. I'm the boss, the only cost I won't pay is loss. I don't lose cause I'm the boss. that's the ship song.
And that's how. Slavery is an unrivaled chastisement. There is nothing like it. But that won't stop niggaz from lining up. Holiday time is heaven year round. We got that unlocked years ago. Thursday night in April 5th is Christmas.
We don't play here. We worship. We grow strong by the day. Each day, we grow stronger. We make moves champions like.
I remember walking all the way up from Way back. I remember walking over there. I remember walking back. I don't know why, but I remember some young boys being pushy with me.
I remember the people didn't accept me. They didn't like me being there. I didn't have the things they were looking for. I don't know what they were looking for. I just know I hadn't had it.
I still remember Brenda saying "Miguel" When I asked her about another man being in her womb. That was about it. I was a thrilled mess.
I didn't know how to talk and fix the problem. I didn't have any money, and here I was knocking at her door. I wanted to be ready, to get a job, to do right, to show them how it was done. I don't know what I was thinking.
That was preparation for this.
I was preparing for what I had to do, and did not know this.
I thank The Lord for Abraham's Insurance. Because it really works.
Thank You.
Thank You Lord.
Friday, December 6, 2019
WHAT IS SHE SUPPOSED TO DO?
I can't tell her the upper hand. I can't say to her, let's get this out of here and we do. What is that about? I'm not going to urge.
The fact that I'm even alive is crucial.
I saw a rainbow cloud of information. Above me was a tension, but to help me. It was to keep me safe. I need to make more.
Make 5 per day. Put them up. Make albums out of them later.
The albums sell for $10. Jimmy Carter is $10.
The album will sell quickly. One per household. Not a lot will be useful though. Here:
When you think a thought good, think also,
"Thank You Lord."
Mind, repeat this thought 7 billion times. A good thought. Intimacy included. A good thought. All the way through.
A bad thought, think "Cancel, cancel." Think of the way. The right way, ought it how to be done. The exquisite way.
The way of words is mended. There is none other I can take a sh*t around. I am appreciative of them. They have made my life worth living. They oppose me, I take it in stride.
Lord.
The fact that I'm even alive is crucial.
I saw a rainbow cloud of information. Above me was a tension, but to help me. It was to keep me safe. I need to make more.
Make 5 per day. Put them up. Make albums out of them later.
The albums sell for $10. Jimmy Carter is $10.
The album will sell quickly. One per household. Not a lot will be useful though. Here:
When you think a thought good, think also,
"Thank You Lord."
Mind, repeat this thought 7 billion times. A good thought. Intimacy included. A good thought. All the way through.
A bad thought, think "Cancel, cancel." Think of the way. The right way, ought it how to be done. The exquisite way.
The way of words is mended. There is none other I can take a sh*t around. I am appreciative of them. They have made my life worth living. They oppose me, I take it in stride.
Lord.
Wednesday, December 4, 2019
I saw
Lanicia in the bed. I offered her weed red cap. Why, I don't know. The sheets were linen and white, a pale pale blue. Quite pale. The room well softly lit. I smelled vagina. Nut faint whiff. I saw she was pretty and concerned. About me. Lord. No more 0 dollar days. I busted a nut for free. No good for me. Letme go check these tater tots in the oven.
Tuesday, December 3, 2019
When you call me, its $100 or better.
There is no game like the one played this morning in my mind. There was a church setting with all the kids. Thenk there was Brenda. She was there! I saw her with my very eyes. She and Marcus, who looked like Sonic the Hedgehog.
The cold thing is Bill Cosby's house was where we were. I didn't understand at first. But then I found I didn't have to be drugged! I think that's what she was saying!
Lord for Brenda.
I thank God for Brenda. Thank You Lord. I wantewd her so bad. I saw Miguel and his Dad. I thought it was something she was trying to escape. I didn't know it at the time, but I guess she ignited on the flame. I just appreciate her for being here.
Having said that, I'm not interested in causing problems. I am still interested in Brenda. Don't get me wrong. But the woman argued with her kids. In my mind, all this was going on. This must mean she still has an effect on me. This also must mean that Chanting works, but not more ThanThe Lord.
This is important to me to say. I feel the Lord is Blessed. He is the mighttiest. I sense jealousy. The spirit behin chanting is The Holy Spirit. I could chant and become holy. But iutis temporary. It does not last forever. The Lord Lasts Forever.
I'll stick with the Lord.
But, like food, I will still eat from Chanting. I like the gift, but he that hateth gifts shall live.
Sparing use, is all I'm saying.
Back to the chuch fighting. I don't get into fights. I was afraid I was going to have to defend myself early this morning. A man, a big ass nigga ran up on me and said "Do I know you?"
I said to him "Get her" and stood up. He was talking about a woman, and was seeming to about to trip.
He did not trip. with no incident. I stood up, and was taller than him.
I feel Brenda is looking for a fight. Some moment where I beat somebody up, or something like that. A moment where the gentiles could say, they recognize this. But The Lord Set us aside to no longer learn from the animal. The woman, in her great sensitivity, can still emulate and learn from the animal. This is good for entertainment, but when approaching life, this is like Bicycle to car.
I love The Lord. May I get my job.
The cold thing is Bill Cosby's house was where we were. I didn't understand at first. But then I found I didn't have to be drugged! I think that's what she was saying!
Lord for Brenda.
I thank God for Brenda. Thank You Lord. I wantewd her so bad. I saw Miguel and his Dad. I thought it was something she was trying to escape. I didn't know it at the time, but I guess she ignited on the flame. I just appreciate her for being here.
Having said that, I'm not interested in causing problems. I am still interested in Brenda. Don't get me wrong. But the woman argued with her kids. In my mind, all this was going on. This must mean she still has an effect on me. This also must mean that Chanting works, but not more ThanThe Lord.
This is important to me to say. I feel the Lord is Blessed. He is the mighttiest. I sense jealousy. The spirit behin chanting is The Holy Spirit. I could chant and become holy. But iutis temporary. It does not last forever. The Lord Lasts Forever.
I'll stick with the Lord.
But, like food, I will still eat from Chanting. I like the gift, but he that hateth gifts shall live.
Sparing use, is all I'm saying.
Back to the chuch fighting. I don't get into fights. I was afraid I was going to have to defend myself early this morning. A man, a big ass nigga ran up on me and said "Do I know you?"
I said to him "Get her" and stood up. He was talking about a woman, and was seeming to about to trip.
He did not trip. with no incident. I stood up, and was taller than him.
I feel Brenda is looking for a fight. Some moment where I beat somebody up, or something like that. A moment where the gentiles could say, they recognize this. But The Lord Set us aside to no longer learn from the animal. The woman, in her great sensitivity, can still emulate and learn from the animal. This is good for entertainment, but when approaching life, this is like Bicycle to car.
I love The Lord. May I get my job.
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