Nana in a dream

Nana was fussing at my mother. The house had many cats. My mother is trying to force something on me. She's just a follower. But she gave birth to a leader. So I will lead. I don't care about overbearing parents. They need to quit trifling matters.

I love in LA. I'm not moving from here. No one is going to force me out.

No one is going to force their will. No one going to make me suffer. No one is going to be slick.

I am going to get my job. Not your job. Not what you want. What I know is right. Have websites that earn money. I'm on 118 now. I found peanut labs gives 2 cents. I'll struggle with that to make the 8.60 I need to cash out.

Then I'll cash out on gl as well. I'll not be defeated. I am so close. I can't give up. I have water. I have food.

I ride with Brenda.

A quarter fell in the trash. She mentioned Miguel's birthday. $he was driving. When the quarter fell in the trash, she leaned in to pick it up! I stuck my hand out and gave her another twenty five cents. Like dont dig in the trash.

Willie Webster

I wish that man was alive now. He taught me so much about life. I wish by some miracle Brenda would come back. I;d love her higher than gold. Finer than silk. I'd start with the pocketbook. I'd pull out the two quarters I have and give it to HER.

I miss her. I miss seeing those pretty almond eyes, always learning, trying to understand. I didn't know what was happening then. Now, I know. I know she loved me enough to spare me the knowledge. She walked out the house while swiping my spirt. She walked out of her house and into the street. I was there, a man in the home. She left the man inside for a man outside. I suppose he had a bigger dick. I could care less now. I'd shoot dicks off if I have to. Bleed to death and die. Then we'll see how big you are.

I didn't want Brenda to leave my life. I just had to realize that I'd been ousted by faggots. I'm not sure where I got the notion to be so cruel. Perhaps it's the way I've been treated.

Order my steps i a good Christian song. But the songs I bought from Amazon are gone. It's like they took all the good uplifting music off there. They don't want you to be motivated. They want to control you.

I have a sense there is a great biodome above the earth, and we are being controlled. There is a great legion of other beings who we made an agrement with, a pact. We decided that for a generation of men, they would give us access to riches untold. That's just what they are - untold. No one knows the amount of weath to be gathered from this union yet.

But Russia does. This is why they did away with their government. Not for war, but to protect themselves from outside. The biodome is an experiment to see if men could be controlled by unnatural means. Would we be able to control a man's decisions, buy offering him a safe, comfortable living situation, all simulated to convince him he is living a great good life. He has kids and a family, and no longer as the time to worry and wonder about anything going on out here.

He then is treated to chemical arrangements in food. He is no longer going to use certain parts of his mind. He will think in a certain predictable pattern. He then is easier to conform, control, and be bred. He's being made to be feasted on. Russia did not make this pact. We did.

We have a Space Force now. This is a front, not to say it's unreal, but to say it is the tail end of work already done. I don't know what has happened, but it has something to do with Russia. So they showed that people could mobilize together, come to gether and stand united for whatever cause, even if it means risking government. Of course, this does not mean the best is built for last. This means the people are willing to see the end result without the effort.

I cannot imagine life without Brenda. But I guess I'll have to see. I'll have to learn to asccept reality.

Like getting this phone b ill. Thesesurveys are just sad. It's like using one sheet of toilet paper. I'm trying so hard to get $25 dollars, it's like each survey rejects me. But some do not. I have to keep sifting until; I find a hit. The pity points dpm
 don''t work on the Zap. I'm at 16 dollars now. I need 25 to cash out. I can get it., but I have to hit surveys again and again and again. I think if I keep at it, I'll hit all the ones I need and cash out. It's hard, but there's nothing hard about pressing buttons. What's hard is staying up to do that late at night.

I'm old. I'm 34 about to be 35. I'm old for me. I can't speak for you. Don't get excited . I'm not saying you being 85 is old. It's 85 for you, whatever that means. You could feel like Methuselah. He was several more years than 85. And yet he lived that long.

There were magical men here. Holy men here. Men whose nuts were filled with honor. I want honorable nuts.

Lord.

Words and plus

Here, there are Niggaz on my nuts.
Don't make no episode about this, but Exhaust the whole thing first.
They are the same thing happiness and sad. The saddest is happy. The happiest is sad.
You deserve a reward for your time. Here is your reward: knowledge.
Breathe out all the way. You might not know how long it will take, but Do it anyway.
Goals are strength.
So she will have something to comeback to.
Activate your woman this way.
Drink water when you can't sleep. Yoy are dehydrated. You body needs water to rest.
Clean your hands in butter and massage your woman's clitoris. This is Saturday night.
Get a nice check Julius...
Only a fool would be against his brother.

Bbq tacos. They taste good. But you going to the bathroom for dessert. There will not be an interlude. There is no pause.
Then after we eat, what, we make love. Food don't even settle ,we just jump in.
Our foreplay is farting. Especially if we had tacos.
Don't waste a day.

If it's ever nothing up, reset the machine.
You don't have to worry avout time, and you don't have to worry about distance when it comes to the spirit.
The Lord provided you this.
Faith is a very mysterious quality.
Their heart is lazy.
Do not be lazy hearted.
There are no lazy hearts in heaven.
Only I know what is Best for me.
The Lord Is Best for me.
The angst is an anchor.
Truth or pun?
The machine will assist you.
I enjoy the sentiment of things.
Are you defeated for learning? No.
Don't put the world between your family.
You are softer than metal.
Breathe out with your hands clasped. In prayer. Lord please let me.
Designed for me.
Life is a great exam.
There is no punishment in recovery.
The game is slavery.

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You don't have to worry about time, and you don't have to worry about distance when it comes to the spirit.
The Lord provided you this.
Faith is a very mysterious quality.
Their heart is lazy.
Do not be lazy hearted.
There are no lazy hearts in heaven.
Only I know what is Best for me.
The Lord Is Best for me.

I live that Love no Limit life.

Oh Lord, that Willie Webster life. I live it now. Lord please, Thank You.
Please Lord let me have that. In The Name of Lord Jesus I pray, Amen.

I had a dream with Phaedra.

Phaedra is wearing a dress, and I was coming out of tripping out. I was wearing something burgundy. I remember thinking I was making a mistake. Phaedra was atop the pulpit. Paedra had acne, but she was still pretty. As she came down from the pulpit, the whole church seemed to light up. It was as if a celebration had taken place. Or was about to. My mother was there. Sister Toye was there. I remember it was daylight outside. The old blinds were still there.

I remember heading to the bathroom in the dream and hearing a woman sing "No."  The woman sounded so beautiful. I remember even thinking that in the dream. The Spanish church was there. It was as if Heaven spoke. I awoke seconds later.

Minister Brown likes Michael Franks. This means we are compatible. I can actually get along with these folks. Reverend Brown gave a sad clown face to fish. That was funny. It's kind of funny to think about.

The worst food truck I've ever seen is "Kike's tacos". What the f* are they talking about? I'm sure they taste like trash. You have to know that is a derogatory term. I think that might be why they put it.

I have $90 more to go by Saturday. My goal is $120 by Monday. I figure (I love you Brenda)I work on GL, Cat and fill in with Zap. I was told Zap would be the riding of today's lesson. Even small pennies can add up. I hit one yesterday, the first time.

If you take your time on each one, not rushing until you really feel it, you'll probably hit more often. Brenda, I think she bet on the people around her. The neighborhood. She bet on the neighborhood. But that's ok. I don't blame her for that. I ain't mad at her for that at all.

I want to buy songs on Amazon but them niggaz is crazy. They want me to pay again for some sh I bought already. Talking about "join" unlimited. I have to join another pay service to get the remaining 100 I already paid you at least $100 for? How much do you want from people? You're trying to get money for this Space Commerce.  100 years from now it'll be like McDonald's. There will even be space food.

They find some kind of goop you can eat up there. They bring it down and see if you can eat it. It's good, and it tastes great. Like Butter cream, sweet, and delicious. It's also full of essential vitamins. They mine asteroids and find diamonds. The Jewelery business goes out of control. Suddenly, people with regular jobs can mine asteroids, for a fee.

I think The Lord Is The Ultimate Now. I have heard and seen miracles. I think Jack is gay. But he was probably molested. He was probably in need of love and someone took advantage of him. Or possibly a Largossi movement. I'm not sure. But regardless, I'm grateful for him. He helped hold the church down.

Timothy Mackey, here's a shout out to you. You kept the neighborhood safe. You held us down. You made sure when things got thick, you didn't stunt or front. You're a good man. That big titted White woman could have been yours.

The Yoruba man who helped me fron utter disaster, Lord Thank You for him. He has my eternal blessing.

I may never see my old family again. But the wages of sin is death. I can't burn for no coochie. I love it, but the fire is too rough.

I'd like to kiss Brenda, but she wore a black hoodie and quickly dashed through the house. She didn't say bye I don't think. She said "don't touch me" or something like that. I made a song with the same name. I guess she thought I was a player. No, The Lord gave me the prophet's tongue.

I'm a priest. I don't know what I am, To The Lord, what He Calls me.  Perhaps just my name. Julius.

Lord.