Is what Sister Flint is. She is deeply forgiving. This is why I love her.
I told her once, I would have married you, had we been born together.
Brenda I have not told I would marry, but she asked me once. I expressed to her marriage as my goal later, but too later it seems.
I took a moment now. This is the end of the road for yesteryear. The way it was is no longer. It was built on lies. Now is the truth time. The truth or nothing. The Lord is The Truth.
This is my final touch above ground. I'm not talking dseath. She hasn't calle me. I'm talking Lord Life. I'm talking too much.
The beats I make, all these blogs, goinmg underground in your mind., the caverns and finally the abode. I wish Brenda was there. I cannot make her come.
I walkd once, very far. I saw the city in the great distance. I cried then, thinking of Brenda. "I would walk this far for her." I would walk much further. I think the Lord Agrees.
I feel the best approach is fear. Fear The Lord, The Bible Says. And it's right. Fear The Lord. Fear God. Fear the Almighty. But Fear God for What? What has he done you shall fear? Let me tell you - it's alot.
More than I will explain. So instead, I'll read it to you. Word for word, as he has written.
You say everyone is created of the same Lord. This is truth. You say that every breath. You tell the truth through breathing. There your words are, wanting for truth. You have the truth.
You are Truth. Your soul knows this and tethers tightly to it. There is no questiongin this. Only in rebuttal does question sprout.
There are only dogs here. The Lord surrounds the cat. Be one or the other.
Shall perish I not Lord? Yes.
Thank you.
Now carry report:
What earns? Where is 12?
Keep fragments.
Take report: MEasure progress.
Agreed.
Take talisman.
Take fornication. I cannot take this.
Good.
Take laxitive. Ok.
Take measure: You want me to love you Julius? You need to love me 4 times more than you are doing.
Very well. Is there a palace waiting?
You wish to wait, like you walked. Waiting. Your soul wandering, not knowing where but hoping. Your hope assured. The landing, you can tell who landed and who was bred. You can tell who loves you and who came from a planet. You can tell it all, but Not Before Him Lord.
Take measure: You need to learn how to talk. Now what time is it now - 5pm. You haven't checked out yet?
On one.
You need validation still? Hmm. Let me remind you:
Love is the basic source of all energy. Energy is compounded mass at its smallest size. Mass without form is kinetic. Only unpurposed mass is formless. Love is purposed mass. Love is a thing. Love is an object. Love can be attributed to an object. Love is central to all human need. Love is the central component of life. Love is on top of everybody's list. We need it. We worship it. Yet Lord Jesus Christ Alone deserves worship. He Is The Master of Unconditional love. When we seek love, we are seeking Him.
The basic form of this connection is a good feeling. A good feeling for a long time is bliss. Love is perpetual bliss. Touching this bliss is our birthright.
2Validation is a central key to well being. We are wired to belong.
3Affection is prime to life. Creation of man begins with affection.
4Appreciation is how progress gets started.
5Attention is basic focus. Upon focus we may extract.
When you encounter 4, 3, 2, or 5, you go back to 1 automatically.
The five reasons for behavior.
25:14.
Ok.
Take measure: Read the whole thing once in a while. Why don't you tell me all there is to know now, while you have my attention. You have 1 hour.
If your fantasy is not hurting, killing or stealing from anyone else, pursue it to reality.
LaVAA: The core of behavior.
Goals ought to permeate your life. Ten riddle to secrets is that God already knows them.
I make $3,400/month with Innosilicon A9.
Love
Validation
Affection
Appreciation
Attention
Don't waste the tight.
I have come to realize you are who you are.
You can only beat a dog so many times before it runs away.
And I am no dog.
Lord Fanatics
Each day you gotta write. You cant eat one meal and be straight. So how can you gather the stage with pebbles? This ain't bedrock. I havent eaten a brontosaurus burger.
I started working with the Mexicans and thought I was gon stay.
"Senor"
That's when I knew I didn't have a future there.
Hold it down for The Lord.
The Lord was good at Loving.
I stop rejecting myself.
I am fiercely negative. About stupidity. I know what people can do.
Certain things you never say onstage. You don't give addresses out up here. That's a good nose sock right there. "You sent creeps to my door. You'll pay, oh you'll pay!" You won't pay if you don't do that.
If you found some money with some cum on it would you pick it up.
I want to get to the drawls and t shirt. Reality: After the romance. From candlelight to eye crust.
Ain't nothing lower than a woman. Because she's with me. We're lowlives. We live low.
And have a good time
How y'all feel tonight? Or today, some of yall. Who woke up? "I'm here. Why?" That is why you are here. You don't know yet.
I like all this sh--. Do you like it.
...
Phase out.
Tuesday, October 29, 2019
YOUR INTENTION.
You have an intention with every action. You intend, and they you do. There is no other way.
Instead of acting like you don't want certain things to happen, it is better to tell the dtruth. That yes, I want this or that to happen, or yes, I did mean to do that.
Lord, all the while, you are talking to God.
The Lord is everything else and you included. I'm not here to rant about courage here. Instead, I want the people to know there is a right way, and a wrong way.
You feel a certain urge to disrespect me. you better stop. There's only one way up, and it's not disrespect.
I love Brenda still, today. I want some loud music in my ears. I need to hear something tight I can vibe to and appreciate. That will come later.
The whole premise is the lady ran me over with her car, in her mind. The looked at me and accellerated Mexican to where I felt the car, the intention. She then had a look I didn't recognize, but none the less understood - there was a reason for why she was rude.
There always is. Everyone seems to love to explain how they f--- up. Don't explain anything. You make a mistake, it's clean up time. The story of why you did it, throw in the trash. The Basura for trash. Don't make excuses when you could just be forgiven for admitting.
But what if they don't forgive you? Whatif you didn't do it? What if I had corn pops? We will never know until it happens.
The bottom line here is to treat people the way you want to be treated. You want to get ran over with the car, then by all means, spread the joy.
But if you don't want to get run over by a car at morning o clock, the I suggest you stop.
My mother offered to wash my clothes. For what fee? I have no alms to give you fair Maiden. Yet, I do need them washed. I can wash them myself. It comes down to laziness over all. If you really meant well, you'd have thrown away a good deal of clothes already, including this shirt you have on. You look like a crimson taylor japanese program consultant. You're a comedian, but you need consultation on how to dress.
Which is why you didn't go. Your dreams deferred, it's because you needed to wash. You didn't do the wrong thing. But none the less, you did the clean thing.
So the cleanliness continues. Make your money and go wash your clothes Tomorrow. You don't need to wait another day to go. Go today. You need to get the money today because, when you go you'll get the money. When you go tomorrow, the service will be closed.
They don't want you to win. Because they've been playing you. All this time, n----s have been playing you and coming up. They want to disrespect you for profit. Still, they will fail, buecause they know it's wrong. They'll go to h--- if they don't fix it. So fix it.
I have clothes to wash, shoes to get, money to make. It takes money. All of it takes money.
They want you to be afraid of something. Of who? Have you ever been afraid? Of course. But what did you do about it? Pray.
Learn to pray about your mistakes. Stop blaming the life you live. Start blaming yourself for the s--- that's wrong. You'll thank me later.
When you get strong, you'll start making wise choices. Doesn't that sound good? I'd like wise choices. Those are the only ones you need to make.
Still, carry out the righteous choices. The people the kids, all the family united, one day.
Until then, keep it tight.
Now, onto finance -
The money you need to make is here. It's not going anywhere. The people around you will help! Yes, their souls will help now.
The money you earn is by rhythm. The first thing you need to do is pray. You get on your knees and say,
Lord, Please Bless this work day. In The Name of Lord Jesus Christ I pray, Amen."
That's all. Then you get to work.
The first thing to do is schedule the work task. Something like this:
1. SJ
2. Cat
3. Atta
4. SJ
5. Cat
6: Atta
7. SJ
Pause
8. Atta
9. SJ
10. Cat
Repeat 1 on.
There. That's a good focus.
You have clear the tasks. There is no wonder what to do. You have a moment to get started now. Set a timer for each number. You can thing big now. You're a little n----- thinking big. Think planet sized. You'll see.
Ok, That's enough for now. There'll be another one, for lunch or dinner. You know what it's all about today. Thaw out the chili. And rice.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
My goal: I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Instead of acting like you don't want certain things to happen, it is better to tell the dtruth. That yes, I want this or that to happen, or yes, I did mean to do that.
Lord, all the while, you are talking to God.
The Lord is everything else and you included. I'm not here to rant about courage here. Instead, I want the people to know there is a right way, and a wrong way.
You feel a certain urge to disrespect me. you better stop. There's only one way up, and it's not disrespect.
I love Brenda still, today. I want some loud music in my ears. I need to hear something tight I can vibe to and appreciate. That will come later.
The whole premise is the lady ran me over with her car, in her mind. The looked at me and accellerated Mexican to where I felt the car, the intention. She then had a look I didn't recognize, but none the less understood - there was a reason for why she was rude.
There always is. Everyone seems to love to explain how they f--- up. Don't explain anything. You make a mistake, it's clean up time. The story of why you did it, throw in the trash. The Basura for trash. Don't make excuses when you could just be forgiven for admitting.
But what if they don't forgive you? Whatif you didn't do it? What if I had corn pops? We will never know until it happens.
The bottom line here is to treat people the way you want to be treated. You want to get ran over with the car, then by all means, spread the joy.
But if you don't want to get run over by a car at morning o clock, the I suggest you stop.
My mother offered to wash my clothes. For what fee? I have no alms to give you fair Maiden. Yet, I do need them washed. I can wash them myself. It comes down to laziness over all. If you really meant well, you'd have thrown away a good deal of clothes already, including this shirt you have on. You look like a crimson taylor japanese program consultant. You're a comedian, but you need consultation on how to dress.
Which is why you didn't go. Your dreams deferred, it's because you needed to wash. You didn't do the wrong thing. But none the less, you did the clean thing.
So the cleanliness continues. Make your money and go wash your clothes Tomorrow. You don't need to wait another day to go. Go today. You need to get the money today because, when you go you'll get the money. When you go tomorrow, the service will be closed.
They don't want you to win. Because they've been playing you. All this time, n----s have been playing you and coming up. They want to disrespect you for profit. Still, they will fail, buecause they know it's wrong. They'll go to h--- if they don't fix it. So fix it.
I have clothes to wash, shoes to get, money to make. It takes money. All of it takes money.
They want you to be afraid of something. Of who? Have you ever been afraid? Of course. But what did you do about it? Pray.
Learn to pray about your mistakes. Stop blaming the life you live. Start blaming yourself for the s--- that's wrong. You'll thank me later.
When you get strong, you'll start making wise choices. Doesn't that sound good? I'd like wise choices. Those are the only ones you need to make.
Still, carry out the righteous choices. The people the kids, all the family united, one day.
Until then, keep it tight.
Now, onto finance -
The money you need to make is here. It's not going anywhere. The people around you will help! Yes, their souls will help now.
The money you earn is by rhythm. The first thing you need to do is pray. You get on your knees and say,
Lord, Please Bless this work day. In The Name of Lord Jesus Christ I pray, Amen."
That's all. Then you get to work.
The first thing to do is schedule the work task. Something like this:
1. SJ
2. Cat
3. Atta
4. SJ
5. Cat
6: Atta
7. SJ
Pause
8. Atta
9. SJ
10. Cat
Repeat 1 on.
There. That's a good focus.
You have clear the tasks. There is no wonder what to do. You have a moment to get started now. Set a timer for each number. You can thing big now. You're a little n----- thinking big. Think planet sized. You'll see.
Ok, That's enough for now. There'll be another one, for lunch or dinner. You know what it's all about today. Thaw out the chili. And rice.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
My goal: I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Monday, October 28, 2019
How to Gross $2866% in 6 weeks
This means you have to net in.
Net in savings.
Net in prescription drugs (Levels included.)
Net in food expense:
1. Rice
2. Spaghetti
3. Black beans
4. Cheese
5. Oil
Net in bread:
1. Naan
2. Telera
3. Wheat
Netting in all, the left balance is yours.
I sit here writing. I could be earning. Is ther a way to get the two together?
I had to wash my clothes.
there was no way to go outside like that.
Now, imagine if you will, a hungry man. He has eaten. Yet, he is hungry again. So he cooks fish. He dcecides on which pincecs to cook. The whole pack, or one. He goes with one. He's done witht at one decision.
He now goes onto cook the rice, but he already ate it. Now riceless, he must waith for the fish. As the fish cooks, he recognizes one thing - he had to wash his clothes, and wash his a--.
That's right, ladies and gentleman. There's only room for one lady. And her name is Brenda, ina perfect world. But here, you can't go onstagew with dirty ass clothes. There's no way. Even a year later, when you say, I am here now. I made this much money. I made $20. I made $20 one dollar bills doing comedy. I was somewhere in Switzerland. in the Swiss Alps. I was nowhere. I was here, in my mind. Of Switzerlad. In my mind of Switzerlad, Lord, I did comedy for $20.
I could have gone out like that!
I didn't want to go out like that. I wanted to go out where I know I have a show and I have my clothes clean. I'm not going to do my Moma like that. The guilt of a nation is beyond me. I told youit wasn't going to go your way, Moma. I said it was going my way.
My way is The Lord's Way. His Way is The Only Way.
I knoew that. I learned that. I can create a far better realm with you than Against You, Moma. That's silly to disobey your mother.
But what if she was right? Your mother cannot be wrong. She made you. That's enough for her.
The same with your father. They cannont do any wrong. They made you.
Now, they can't just rule you, though. You have to have enough self within to say, enough from people. I have had enough. I know you are sick and tired of getting mad. I'ma hit you with the real sh--. But right now, let me complete the lesson.
The first thing is to think about in mind the outrage of the outlook. This means you have to consider the impact of your surroundings. Lord Jesus Christ Is The King. Besides, I don't know any motion pictures with me in them yet.
They're come a day. There's one now. With your Name on it. But it's not about your name, Julius. It's about The Lord. Remember - IT's The Lord. There's no gadget without Lord Jesus Christ.
Lord, I love you. I need to go check on this fish. I need to know the translation. Llet me consider what is important. Having the files, or being heard? Which one is it? I think having the files is tight. There's only so much room though. I
think if you put the whole folder up, a little at a time, you'll do good like that. Don't make it a standard official yet. Take example where you sure can. Don't go against who you are. Julius. You are.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The Ultimate. Consider - how many lives haver you saved? 12. Twelve lives. Huh. Twelve is good. But 50 billion is better. The Lord has saved 50 billion lives. Every life made after his death is alive because of the Lord. I am thankful for the defeat of the enemies within to the Reason of Truth.
Lord Jesus Christ, Sojourner is coming out soon. She's coming out. To be gay? No, I don't think so. Coming out to redeem. Lord. I think to hold honor is wise. Can you consider it. Conceive, My Love. Brenda concieve your child. If it is not with me, then it is not well. Yet, I am not your benefactor. I simply eat burnt fish.
Don't you see? I Love You.
I can't get you out. You don't belong out. You belong in. I belong in you.
Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You.
Net in savings.
Net in prescription drugs (Levels included.)
Net in food expense:
1. Rice
2. Spaghetti
3. Black beans
4. Cheese
5. Oil
Net in bread:
1. Naan
2. Telera
3. Wheat
Netting in all, the left balance is yours.
I sit here writing. I could be earning. Is ther a way to get the two together?
I had to wash my clothes.
there was no way to go outside like that.
Now, imagine if you will, a hungry man. He has eaten. Yet, he is hungry again. So he cooks fish. He dcecides on which pincecs to cook. The whole pack, or one. He goes with one. He's done witht at one decision.
He now goes onto cook the rice, but he already ate it. Now riceless, he must waith for the fish. As the fish cooks, he recognizes one thing - he had to wash his clothes, and wash his a--.
That's right, ladies and gentleman. There's only room for one lady. And her name is Brenda, ina perfect world. But here, you can't go onstagew with dirty ass clothes. There's no way. Even a year later, when you say, I am here now. I made this much money. I made $20. I made $20 one dollar bills doing comedy. I was somewhere in Switzerland. in the Swiss Alps. I was nowhere. I was here, in my mind. Of Switzerlad. In my mind of Switzerlad, Lord, I did comedy for $20.
I could have gone out like that!
I didn't want to go out like that. I wanted to go out where I know I have a show and I have my clothes clean. I'm not going to do my Moma like that. The guilt of a nation is beyond me. I told youit wasn't going to go your way, Moma. I said it was going my way.
My way is The Lord's Way. His Way is The Only Way.
I knoew that. I learned that. I can create a far better realm with you than Against You, Moma. That's silly to disobey your mother.
But what if she was right? Your mother cannot be wrong. She made you. That's enough for her.
The same with your father. They cannont do any wrong. They made you.
Now, they can't just rule you, though. You have to have enough self within to say, enough from people. I have had enough. I know you are sick and tired of getting mad. I'ma hit you with the real sh--. But right now, let me complete the lesson.
The first thing is to think about in mind the outrage of the outlook. This means you have to consider the impact of your surroundings. Lord Jesus Christ Is The King. Besides, I don't know any motion pictures with me in them yet.
They're come a day. There's one now. With your Name on it. But it's not about your name, Julius. It's about The Lord. Remember - IT's The Lord. There's no gadget without Lord Jesus Christ.
Lord, I love you. I need to go check on this fish. I need to know the translation. Llet me consider what is important. Having the files, or being heard? Which one is it? I think having the files is tight. There's only so much room though. I
think if you put the whole folder up, a little at a time, you'll do good like that. Don't make it a standard official yet. Take example where you sure can. Don't go against who you are. Julius. You are.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The Ultimate. Consider - how many lives haver you saved? 12. Twelve lives. Huh. Twelve is good. But 50 billion is better. The Lord has saved 50 billion lives. Every life made after his death is alive because of the Lord. I am thankful for the defeat of the enemies within to the Reason of Truth.
Lord Jesus Christ, Sojourner is coming out soon. She's coming out. To be gay? No, I don't think so. Coming out to redeem. Lord. I think to hold honor is wise. Can you consider it. Conceive, My Love. Brenda concieve your child. If it is not with me, then it is not well. Yet, I am not your benefactor. I simply eat burnt fish.
Don't you see? I Love You.
I can't get you out. You don't belong out. You belong in. I belong in you.
Lord Jesus Christ, Thank You.
Grip Projections to extensions.
I can say, Lord, I can make a grip. I can say I will have:
1. A grip by November
2. A house by December.
3. By January a car.
All three of these things I can exclaim.
Why? Because I have faith.
Faith in investment.
Faith in health.
Faith in ideas.
The mind is brilliantly capable of coming up with guilt-free reasons to excel. Hate doesn't apply here.
I excel for all the right reasons. I make know the value of a dollar.
this is because, I know what it means to make 1 cent. In 2019. A penny. Online, though. Not all outside where I gotta walk around.
Whoi scrounges now but the poor? Or kids.
I fond a revolutionary way to eat rice now. I microwaved it and it came out good.
Good enough to eat and enjoy a fat meal. I ate about 4 so far, and no stopping in sight. I like rice now, because I know how to have it cooked.
I like the idea of machines working for me. I could schedule bots, to task for me. I have to program them to thinkn moderately well for me. I have to make the machine have a pace similar, but fasther, than mine.
The machine has to adapt to different keystrokes, or prints on a page. I call them prints because, when you touch the screen, which is protected, you are printing your fingerprint in that area. Tuhus screen printing is born now.
I'd like my child to be born now too, from love making. I want to make love to my wife. Suck her titties. She lick my balls. We sit there and make love for about an hour. and then sleep. A nap or actual knockout.
This is a fantasy of mine.
I say this because of how hard it once was. Now. I ahve th e luxury of porn. It's wrong, so I don't do it often, but a little now and then is bad enough to mendtion. It's not cool doing bad, bu t real enough to confess.
Anyway, moving onto how I'm going to realize this fantastic events, I have goal.
I make a net worth of $9 million dollars eby 35. That's a few dollars before payday, heh? I need $30,000 to really le live now. I put the down on the house for about 5-6, and move in for 3. 3 is not bad, and it's manageable. How bad do you want to live here? 3. I can handle 3.
If I make $30,000.
It starts with a dream. You don't have to know this. You can be having a dream. And not realize. You are actually plating a seed.
You can do this with your neighbor. Say to thenm, let's "plant seeds." They'll look at you like you're crazy. Unless you have big tits. Then they'll definately plant seeds with you.
If I can suck your big, delicious looking black tits, I'll help you. And that's a promise.
To my wife.
The best think you can do is set goals. You want a house, a car, and some Christmas Presents. I can help.
Reado Psalms 56 each day until November 1st. On that day, subtract two from 4. Then, follow that caluclation by how many letters there are in your current goal. To reitorate, here's the goal:
I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Ok. Now you have a goal which has a wletter count of 35. Lord.
You do this many pushups, situps and squats a day at least, until November 15th.
Then subtract the amount added from your earnings by 2. So if you made $20, take out 2.
Take these two dollars and put them in the cabinet adjacent to the stove, underneath a can. Then, you'll have your fortune.
It will be made clear to you this night.
when you awaken the following day, do what you heard in the dream.
If it involves killing, cook rice.
If it involves love making, masterbate.
If it involves a female, read Psalms 123.
Pray for your Mother. Pray for Brenda. Pray for me. Say this prayer -
"May Your Soul Lord Be Magnified With Me."
Say this silently. This is borderline witchcraft.
Do your best here. Don't let the people find out you're doing things the hard way. They'll sue.
But Suelate.
In all labor there is profit.
1. A grip by November
2. A house by December.
3. By January a car.
All three of these things I can exclaim.
Why? Because I have faith.
Faith in investment.
Faith in health.
Faith in ideas.
The mind is brilliantly capable of coming up with guilt-free reasons to excel. Hate doesn't apply here.
I excel for all the right reasons. I make know the value of a dollar.
this is because, I know what it means to make 1 cent. In 2019. A penny. Online, though. Not all outside where I gotta walk around.
Whoi scrounges now but the poor? Or kids.
I fond a revolutionary way to eat rice now. I microwaved it and it came out good.
Good enough to eat and enjoy a fat meal. I ate about 4 so far, and no stopping in sight. I like rice now, because I know how to have it cooked.
I like the idea of machines working for me. I could schedule bots, to task for me. I have to program them to thinkn moderately well for me. I have to make the machine have a pace similar, but fasther, than mine.
The machine has to adapt to different keystrokes, or prints on a page. I call them prints because, when you touch the screen, which is protected, you are printing your fingerprint in that area. Tuhus screen printing is born now.
I'd like my child to be born now too, from love making. I want to make love to my wife. Suck her titties. She lick my balls. We sit there and make love for about an hour. and then sleep. A nap or actual knockout.
This is a fantasy of mine.
I say this because of how hard it once was. Now. I ahve th e luxury of porn. It's wrong, so I don't do it often, but a little now and then is bad enough to mendtion. It's not cool doing bad, bu t real enough to confess.
Anyway, moving onto how I'm going to realize this fantastic events, I have goal.
I make a net worth of $9 million dollars eby 35. That's a few dollars before payday, heh? I need $30,000 to really le live now. I put the down on the house for about 5-6, and move in for 3. 3 is not bad, and it's manageable. How bad do you want to live here? 3. I can handle 3.
If I make $30,000.
It starts with a dream. You don't have to know this. You can be having a dream. And not realize. You are actually plating a seed.
You can do this with your neighbor. Say to thenm, let's "plant seeds." They'll look at you like you're crazy. Unless you have big tits. Then they'll definately plant seeds with you.
If I can suck your big, delicious looking black tits, I'll help you. And that's a promise.
To my wife.
The best think you can do is set goals. You want a house, a car, and some Christmas Presents. I can help.
Reado Psalms 56 each day until November 1st. On that day, subtract two from 4. Then, follow that caluclation by how many letters there are in your current goal. To reitorate, here's the goal:
I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.
Ok. Now you have a goal which has a wletter count of 35. Lord.
You do this many pushups, situps and squats a day at least, until November 15th.
Then subtract the amount added from your earnings by 2. So if you made $20, take out 2.
Take these two dollars and put them in the cabinet adjacent to the stove, underneath a can. Then, you'll have your fortune.
It will be made clear to you this night.
when you awaken the following day, do what you heard in the dream.
If it involves killing, cook rice.
If it involves love making, masterbate.
If it involves a female, read Psalms 123.
Pray for your Mother. Pray for Brenda. Pray for me. Say this prayer -
"May Your Soul Lord Be Magnified With Me."
Say this silently. This is borderline witchcraft.
Do your best here. Don't let the people find out you're doing things the hard way. They'll sue.
But Suelate.
In all labor there is profit.
Sunday, October 27, 2019
Why I got mad at all
I forgive the kid. But the effort is clear. There was shitstarter in his steps. So I got mad. What are you doing that for? Whatever good I don't see thank you.
How would you feel? What if it was you? That's not ok then. I don't see how this is going on. When you thought it was over, it was now beginning again. I see this isn't me alone.
How can it go bad for me If I care aboout you? This means you thought about slavery. Because that's the only way you'd come up with this. You had to have thought "Oh, this black man doesnt' matter". So there you are with that. You ran out in fromnt of a parade to explain, but really you don't care.
Let me back up.
First off, let me tell the story because, I don't want it to seem I'm picking on Mexicans. I'll not. Instead, here's what happened.
I walkied up to the gate to close it for the night, You know, the Church. I approach the gate to lock it. I grab the chains, and a young man and his woman appear. I don't say anything intentionally - it is known to me that young latinas like me sexually, but can't show it. Not the way they feel. Their men get mad. So now, am I to blame? I say yes because I know this, and don't cower, because that's wrong. Don't hide what you have. You have big tits, wear a shirt that protects them, but they're still there.
Now, they walk up, and I sense tension. Why? Because of the girl. The latina saw me, and the guy, she thought would cause the black to recoil. You'd see them and say, "Oh those kids in love" and look away. This was important.
But it didn't happen. I didn't look away. I looked at them walking by as I closed the gate. The man says something to me like "Have a good night", but not say sir. He didn't say "Sir" come to think of it.
So there it is. He saw me, said something, but did not say sir, and felt tense because of it. Now, the reason for the tesion, I do not know.
Yet, I forgive utterly. As I want to be forgiven. Will the Lord, Who is Abouve All Good, Forgive me? I hope.
Now,
The reason I got mad, it's because he didn't say sir. I felt there was a disrespect, but I didn't know what. My instinct was the girl did something. The guy was going along. All of this in a matter of seconds. I'm not asking the guy to do anything. I haven't said a word, mind you.
So here I am, mad at the fact these young people don't respect me. Why not respect me. I mean why don't you just respect Mr. McClendon standing therE?
It's not dawned on me. I am actually Mr. McClendon. That's a name for your ass too. Who is this McClendon? He sounds serious.
Not playing. Stern even. Am I polite? I try to be. You know I fail at that once ino a while. But not all the time.
Still on the story, this young man ought to be ashamed of himself 1% only - because he let a girl convince him to be rude. Which means she's already looking for - or with - another guy. She doesn't show this, but works to look innocent.
See, when a person is innocent, they don't know it. You know what I'm saying? They don't look like "Hey, I have nothing going on. Nothing to see here."
They look like they've done nothing worth knowing much about.
These two looked like cogs in a wheel. You do this, then that will happen and then. So I was played quick. I'm not made, but aware.
They do you like that now, until Lord Jesus. It takes him time because he listens.
The Lord doesn't thwart you. He doesn't throw you to the side and say Me First. The Lord Allows you to tell the truth, how it really is. You don't have to hate on that.
So these two got to feel heard in a respectful way for them, but direspectful for me.
So how, Lord, shall I feel? I don't see a reason to be happy yet. Good for them, but not for me?
I'm tired of that sh-- Lord. I want to get happy too. Is there a reason I cannot? I know I'm worthy of a smile. I better brush my teeth but I can smile! I better smile before I crack my dry lips.
You ever crack your lips smiling as a kid? You know how dry your lips have to be before you crack and bleed them? You have to not drink water for 7 hours. This only happens when you're twelve and below. Not no man would do that.
So back to the story, Lord, Brenda I love. I didn't call her on her son's birthday. I didn't give enough gift. I gave a small thing before the day. 3 small things. I hope they mean something Lord.
Giving all honesty to The Lord, I'm not mad at those kids. But I think something was up with them. They're letting me know something. The Browns are good until they don't need you. Then they'll try to eliminate you.
Now, I can eliminate. I do not eliminate becuse I haven't been eliminated.
So likewise, I show mercy. On these kids. On what they are connected to. Someone told them this was ok. I'm not mad at them alot. They know better. That is all.
There is nothing you can see that's controlling this. No man, no Being but God.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
So what th
How would you feel? What if it was you? That's not ok then. I don't see how this is going on. When you thought it was over, it was now beginning again. I see this isn't me alone.
How can it go bad for me If I care aboout you? This means you thought about slavery. Because that's the only way you'd come up with this. You had to have thought "Oh, this black man doesnt' matter". So there you are with that. You ran out in fromnt of a parade to explain, but really you don't care.
Let me back up.
First off, let me tell the story because, I don't want it to seem I'm picking on Mexicans. I'll not. Instead, here's what happened.
I walkied up to the gate to close it for the night, You know, the Church. I approach the gate to lock it. I grab the chains, and a young man and his woman appear. I don't say anything intentionally - it is known to me that young latinas like me sexually, but can't show it. Not the way they feel. Their men get mad. So now, am I to blame? I say yes because I know this, and don't cower, because that's wrong. Don't hide what you have. You have big tits, wear a shirt that protects them, but they're still there.
Now, they walk up, and I sense tension. Why? Because of the girl. The latina saw me, and the guy, she thought would cause the black to recoil. You'd see them and say, "Oh those kids in love" and look away. This was important.
But it didn't happen. I didn't look away. I looked at them walking by as I closed the gate. The man says something to me like "Have a good night", but not say sir. He didn't say "Sir" come to think of it.
So there it is. He saw me, said something, but did not say sir, and felt tense because of it. Now, the reason for the tesion, I do not know.
Yet, I forgive utterly. As I want to be forgiven. Will the Lord, Who is Abouve All Good, Forgive me? I hope.
Now,
The reason I got mad, it's because he didn't say sir. I felt there was a disrespect, but I didn't know what. My instinct was the girl did something. The guy was going along. All of this in a matter of seconds. I'm not asking the guy to do anything. I haven't said a word, mind you.
So here I am, mad at the fact these young people don't respect me. Why not respect me. I mean why don't you just respect Mr. McClendon standing therE?
It's not dawned on me. I am actually Mr. McClendon. That's a name for your ass too. Who is this McClendon? He sounds serious.
Not playing. Stern even. Am I polite? I try to be. You know I fail at that once ino a while. But not all the time.
Still on the story, this young man ought to be ashamed of himself 1% only - because he let a girl convince him to be rude. Which means she's already looking for - or with - another guy. She doesn't show this, but works to look innocent.
See, when a person is innocent, they don't know it. You know what I'm saying? They don't look like "Hey, I have nothing going on. Nothing to see here."
They look like they've done nothing worth knowing much about.
These two looked like cogs in a wheel. You do this, then that will happen and then. So I was played quick. I'm not made, but aware.
They do you like that now, until Lord Jesus. It takes him time because he listens.
The Lord doesn't thwart you. He doesn't throw you to the side and say Me First. The Lord Allows you to tell the truth, how it really is. You don't have to hate on that.
So these two got to feel heard in a respectful way for them, but direspectful for me.
So how, Lord, shall I feel? I don't see a reason to be happy yet. Good for them, but not for me?
I'm tired of that sh-- Lord. I want to get happy too. Is there a reason I cannot? I know I'm worthy of a smile. I better brush my teeth but I can smile! I better smile before I crack my dry lips.
You ever crack your lips smiling as a kid? You know how dry your lips have to be before you crack and bleed them? You have to not drink water for 7 hours. This only happens when you're twelve and below. Not no man would do that.
So back to the story, Lord, Brenda I love. I didn't call her on her son's birthday. I didn't give enough gift. I gave a small thing before the day. 3 small things. I hope they mean something Lord.
Giving all honesty to The Lord, I'm not mad at those kids. But I think something was up with them. They're letting me know something. The Browns are good until they don't need you. Then they'll try to eliminate you.
Now, I can eliminate. I do not eliminate becuse I haven't been eliminated.
So likewise, I show mercy. On these kids. On what they are connected to. Someone told them this was ok. I'm not mad at them alot. They know better. That is all.
There is nothing you can see that's controlling this. No man, no Being but God.
Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.
So what th
Saturday, October 26, 2019
My trip to Walmart.
Ok? Because I went there, and it was he--. A slice of it. Loike barely but still. It was there. And I has it too slice so let me goahead and just confirm what happeneed.
First off, I lied about the weather never no times, so get it straight 1998 was when I haD MY first - so anyway - the story goes I walk in and they say the stop I need is closed.
Closed, I say to myself. The MACHINE said 8. I was walking in there something 7.
So I glance again and say dang. I walk out with no money.
I don't care how many n--gas were all happy I was broke, but so what. They have time later.
Happy Birthday Marcus! I hope you turn 35!
I am going to miss you. Your mother told me "Move on", so that's what I'll have to at least pretend to do. You know I love you. I can't get over you. There is no other, your mother. That is all.
The fact remains I love her. I really do, but it's a strange love. You don't need cameo In your house tonight. Unless you like the album. Then jam on.
Take biscuit.
Now, back to Walmart man I walked out and there was this dude and his big titted woman and I looked. Then the dude spoke.
I said spoke, what do you have to say to another man like that? You are with yrtour woman. Who are you talking to walking up? Me Lord? It's me oh Lord. I guess it's me then.
So the dude says something blabla doing> Like he knows that word. A come on challenge at all.
Not happening.
I storm off. I walk around the corner. Thhen another turn to the light.
Once I'm waiting, the bus is also. There's a delay here. The kids walk up like little bangeen and I'm saything to myselkf, what have I done Lord? What possesses them to challenge life at all?
When you challenge life you get shot or shot at. When you challenge police they shoot. Why challenge anyone but yourself?
Challenge yourself to be a better human being. Challenge yourself to know how to treat your brother. Lord Jesus Christ is The King.
I say this. Brenda, happy Birthday.
I said to myself to the kid, shot the f--- up" Now, I was wrong to think that. Those molecules didn't need that. Yet, I was mad. I get mad and I think mad then.
What do you do when you get mad? Do you turn over a new daisy leaf and cower? Do you cockatease a shower? To you spread lthin leaves by the fall?
You pleasure union. That's what.
And another thing, your mama. Has big tits. That's what I like. The big tits. My lobe. There.
Now, the moral is I don't like to hate. I don't like getting mad in the public, because they might not take it the same way as I do. They might really go out of bounds with this.
Lord Jesus Christ is the King. Let me calmm myself.
The roaches are storming the wall offa this typing. What Lord have I written? They need to go in the trash and eat. Or to bed.
They do not need to be seen by me. They have plenty of dwelling. They have a skyscraper of cans. They can do business there. Roach business. Nasty.
Still, I rise up. I rise Lord to the occassion to settle down. Oh yes, I've Lord found my medium. In all labor there is profit for hot jelly, wouldn't you say?
Or would you care to know anyway. Ha. I suppose the foreign rule would discharge your apricorn. Apricot corn. Tere's a snack.
So here's the keep off limits. First of all:
No cursing out line. This means getting carried away outside. This means death, in some parts. In your part, it Lord, means clown. We clown here, w3here I'm at. You know who is it.
Second, don't even think about getting ready. Be ready already. About readiness whatever. Don't even think about not even trying. Think trying about thoughts you measure. Don't even realize yet. Just succumber. Deliver.
I made up a word. Maybe it means succumb to a cucumber. Maybe it means burger. Maybe it means shut the front door and eat pork, is what.
Eat this little sausage and be alright. You could have had a sausage biscuit but no, have the sausage and take biscuit with it.
Bring two links out and cut them. Then, take the pieces on a tray.
Then, the bread in the freezer, bring about two pieces to a close and take thos with the links. Throw relish on there for a whole meal. Accept you can't because you didn't buy the meal. That's right Lord. You didn't buy the meal.
The white rice in the microwave, let's try that. Find that out.
What I'm saying is, you can't be free to leave if you succeed without openness. You think you can breed without war? You know nothing of cancer yet.
The rune shall be upon you, to thirst your soul. But alas Lord Jesus Christ is here.
He won't find you guilty. Won't try to take you away, won't kill you without a little homework. You may do as you please, Let's make love. My wife, I'm talking to.
She's Brenda, in my mind. We are married, and will have children. We are together forever, like the creep would say. I apologize for going to my cousin's house during the time we cound have spent together.
I was a fool, Lord. I was a bitter fool. I made stupid mistakes. I wonder if I'll ever get to correct them.
I want love, Lord. I want to suck 'em. I want my wife's tits Lord.
But once I get em, I don't want them anymore. I've had them, you see. I must make love new. Lord You have HElped me Thank You!
You have helped me fix my problems.
Praise The Lord.
First off, I lied about the weather never no times, so get it straight 1998 was when I haD MY first - so anyway - the story goes I walk in and they say the stop I need is closed.
Closed, I say to myself. The MACHINE said 8. I was walking in there something 7.
So I glance again and say dang. I walk out with no money.
I don't care how many n--gas were all happy I was broke, but so what. They have time later.
Happy Birthday Marcus! I hope you turn 35!
I am going to miss you. Your mother told me "Move on", so that's what I'll have to at least pretend to do. You know I love you. I can't get over you. There is no other, your mother. That is all.
The fact remains I love her. I really do, but it's a strange love. You don't need cameo In your house tonight. Unless you like the album. Then jam on.
Take biscuit.
Now, back to Walmart man I walked out and there was this dude and his big titted woman and I looked. Then the dude spoke.
I said spoke, what do you have to say to another man like that? You are with yrtour woman. Who are you talking to walking up? Me Lord? It's me oh Lord. I guess it's me then.
So the dude says something blabla doing> Like he knows that word. A come on challenge at all.
Not happening.
I storm off. I walk around the corner. Thhen another turn to the light.
Once I'm waiting, the bus is also. There's a delay here. The kids walk up like little bangeen and I'm saything to myselkf, what have I done Lord? What possesses them to challenge life at all?
When you challenge life you get shot or shot at. When you challenge police they shoot. Why challenge anyone but yourself?
Challenge yourself to be a better human being. Challenge yourself to know how to treat your brother. Lord Jesus Christ is The King.
I say this. Brenda, happy Birthday.
I said to myself to the kid, shot the f--- up" Now, I was wrong to think that. Those molecules didn't need that. Yet, I was mad. I get mad and I think mad then.
What do you do when you get mad? Do you turn over a new daisy leaf and cower? Do you cockatease a shower? To you spread lthin leaves by the fall?
You pleasure union. That's what.
And another thing, your mama. Has big tits. That's what I like. The big tits. My lobe. There.
Now, the moral is I don't like to hate. I don't like getting mad in the public, because they might not take it the same way as I do. They might really go out of bounds with this.
Lord Jesus Christ is the King. Let me calmm myself.
The roaches are storming the wall offa this typing. What Lord have I written? They need to go in the trash and eat. Or to bed.
They do not need to be seen by me. They have plenty of dwelling. They have a skyscraper of cans. They can do business there. Roach business. Nasty.
Still, I rise up. I rise Lord to the occassion to settle down. Oh yes, I've Lord found my medium. In all labor there is profit for hot jelly, wouldn't you say?
Or would you care to know anyway. Ha. I suppose the foreign rule would discharge your apricorn. Apricot corn. Tere's a snack.
So here's the keep off limits. First of all:
No cursing out line. This means getting carried away outside. This means death, in some parts. In your part, it Lord, means clown. We clown here, w3here I'm at. You know who is it.
Second, don't even think about getting ready. Be ready already. About readiness whatever. Don't even think about not even trying. Think trying about thoughts you measure. Don't even realize yet. Just succumber. Deliver.
I made up a word. Maybe it means succumb to a cucumber. Maybe it means burger. Maybe it means shut the front door and eat pork, is what.
Eat this little sausage and be alright. You could have had a sausage biscuit but no, have the sausage and take biscuit with it.
Bring two links out and cut them. Then, take the pieces on a tray.
Then, the bread in the freezer, bring about two pieces to a close and take thos with the links. Throw relish on there for a whole meal. Accept you can't because you didn't buy the meal. That's right Lord. You didn't buy the meal.
The white rice in the microwave, let's try that. Find that out.
What I'm saying is, you can't be free to leave if you succeed without openness. You think you can breed without war? You know nothing of cancer yet.
The rune shall be upon you, to thirst your soul. But alas Lord Jesus Christ is here.
He won't find you guilty. Won't try to take you away, won't kill you without a little homework. You may do as you please, Let's make love. My wife, I'm talking to.
She's Brenda, in my mind. We are married, and will have children. We are together forever, like the creep would say. I apologize for going to my cousin's house during the time we cound have spent together.
I was a fool, Lord. I was a bitter fool. I made stupid mistakes. I wonder if I'll ever get to correct them.
I want love, Lord. I want to suck 'em. I want my wife's tits Lord.
But once I get em, I don't want them anymore. I've had them, you see. I must make love new. Lord You have HElped me Thank You!
You have helped me fix my problems.
Praise The Lord.
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