I ride with Brenda.

A quarter fell in the trash. She mentioned Miguel's birthday. $he was driving. When the quarter fell in the trash, she leaned in to pick it up! I stuck my hand out and gave her another twenty five cents. Like dont dig in the trash.

Willie Webster

I wish that man was alive now. He taught me so much about life. I wish by some miracle Brenda would come back. I;d love her higher than gold. Finer than silk. I'd start with the pocketbook. I'd pull out the two quarters I have and give it to HER.

I miss her. I miss seeing those pretty almond eyes, always learning, trying to understand. I didn't know what was happening then. Now, I know. I know she loved me enough to spare me the knowledge. She walked out the house while swiping my spirt. She walked out of her house and into the street. I was there, a man in the home. She left the man inside for a man outside. I suppose he had a bigger dick. I could care less now. I'd shoot dicks off if I have to. Bleed to death and die. Then we'll see how big you are.

I didn't want Brenda to leave my life. I just had to realize that I'd been ousted by faggots. I'm not sure where I got the notion to be so cruel. Perhaps it's the way I've been treated.

Order my steps i a good Christian song. But the songs I bought from Amazon are gone. It's like they took all the good uplifting music off there. They don't want you to be motivated. They want to control you.

I have a sense there is a great biodome above the earth, and we are being controlled. There is a great legion of other beings who we made an agrement with, a pact. We decided that for a generation of men, they would give us access to riches untold. That's just what they are - untold. No one knows the amount of weath to be gathered from this union yet.

But Russia does. This is why they did away with their government. Not for war, but to protect themselves from outside. The biodome is an experiment to see if men could be controlled by unnatural means. Would we be able to control a man's decisions, buy offering him a safe, comfortable living situation, all simulated to convince him he is living a great good life. He has kids and a family, and no longer as the time to worry and wonder about anything going on out here.

He then is treated to chemical arrangements in food. He is no longer going to use certain parts of his mind. He will think in a certain predictable pattern. He then is easier to conform, control, and be bred. He's being made to be feasted on. Russia did not make this pact. We did.

We have a Space Force now. This is a front, not to say it's unreal, but to say it is the tail end of work already done. I don't know what has happened, but it has something to do with Russia. So they showed that people could mobilize together, come to gether and stand united for whatever cause, even if it means risking government. Of course, this does not mean the best is built for last. This means the people are willing to see the end result without the effort.

I cannot imagine life without Brenda. But I guess I'll have to see. I'll have to learn to asccept reality.

Like getting this phone b ill. Thesesurveys are just sad. It's like using one sheet of toilet paper. I'm trying so hard to get $25 dollars, it's like each survey rejects me. But some do not. I have to keep sifting until; I find a hit. The pity points dpm
 don''t work on the Zap. I'm at 16 dollars now. I need 25 to cash out. I can get it., but I have to hit surveys again and again and again. I think if I keep at it, I'll hit all the ones I need and cash out. It's hard, but there's nothing hard about pressing buttons. What's hard is staying up to do that late at night.

I'm old. I'm 34 about to be 35. I'm old for me. I can't speak for you. Don't get excited . I'm not saying you being 85 is old. It's 85 for you, whatever that means. You could feel like Methuselah. He was several more years than 85. And yet he lived that long.

There were magical men here. Holy men here. Men whose nuts were filled with honor. I want honorable nuts.

Lord.

Words and plus

Here, there are Niggaz on my nuts.
Don't make no episode about this, but Exhaust the whole thing first.
They are the same thing happiness and sad. The saddest is happy. The happiest is sad.
You deserve a reward for your time. Here is your reward: knowledge.
Breathe out all the way. You might not know how long it will take, but Do it anyway.
Goals are strength.
So she will have something to comeback to.
Activate your woman this way.
Drink water when you can't sleep. Yoy are dehydrated. You body needs water to rest.
Clean your hands in butter and massage your woman's clitoris. This is Saturday night.
Get a nice check Julius...
Only a fool would be against his brother.

Bbq tacos. They taste good. But you going to the bathroom for dessert. There will not be an interlude. There is no pause.
Then after we eat, what, we make love. Food don't even settle ,we just jump in.
Our foreplay is farting. Especially if we had tacos.
Don't waste a day.

If it's ever nothing up, reset the machine.
You don't have to worry avout time, and you don't have to worry about distance when it comes to the spirit.
The Lord provided you this.
Faith is a very mysterious quality.
Their heart is lazy.
Do not be lazy hearted.
There are no lazy hearts in heaven.
Only I know what is Best for me.
The Lord Is Best for me.
The angst is an anchor.
Truth or pun?
The machine will assist you.
I enjoy the sentiment of things.
Are you defeated for learning? No.
Don't put the world between your family.
You are softer than metal.
Breathe out with your hands clasped. In prayer. Lord please let me.
Designed for me.
Life is a great exam.
There is no punishment in recovery.
The game is slavery.

Learn here

You don't have to worry about time, and you don't have to worry about distance when it comes to the spirit.
The Lord provided you this.
Faith is a very mysterious quality.
Their heart is lazy.
Do not be lazy hearted.
There are no lazy hearts in heaven.
Only I know what is Best for me.
The Lord Is Best for me.

I live that Love no Limit life.

Oh Lord, that Willie Webster life. I live it now. Lord please, Thank You.
Please Lord let me have that. In The Name of Lord Jesus I pray, Amen.

I had a dream with Phaedra.

Phaedra is wearing a dress, and I was coming out of tripping out. I was wearing something burgundy. I remember thinking I was making a mistake. Phaedra was atop the pulpit. Paedra had acne, but she was still pretty. As she came down from the pulpit, the whole church seemed to light up. It was as if a celebration had taken place. Or was about to. My mother was there. Sister Toye was there. I remember it was daylight outside. The old blinds were still there.

I remember heading to the bathroom in the dream and hearing a woman sing "No."  The woman sounded so beautiful. I remember even thinking that in the dream. The Spanish church was there. It was as if Heaven spoke. I awoke seconds later.

Minister Brown likes Michael Franks. This means we are compatible. I can actually get along with these folks. Reverend Brown gave a sad clown face to fish. That was funny. It's kind of funny to think about.

The worst food truck I've ever seen is "Kike's tacos". What the f* are they talking about? I'm sure they taste like trash. You have to know that is a derogatory term. I think that might be why they put it.

I have $90 more to go by Saturday. My goal is $120 by Monday. I figure (I love you Brenda)I work on GL, Cat and fill in with Zap. I was told Zap would be the riding of today's lesson. Even small pennies can add up. I hit one yesterday, the first time.

If you take your time on each one, not rushing until you really feel it, you'll probably hit more often. Brenda, I think she bet on the people around her. The neighborhood. She bet on the neighborhood. But that's ok. I don't blame her for that. I ain't mad at her for that at all.

I want to buy songs on Amazon but them niggaz is crazy. They want me to pay again for some sh I bought already. Talking about "join" unlimited. I have to join another pay service to get the remaining 100 I already paid you at least $100 for? How much do you want from people? You're trying to get money for this Space Commerce.  100 years from now it'll be like McDonald's. There will even be space food.

They find some kind of goop you can eat up there. They bring it down and see if you can eat it. It's good, and it tastes great. Like Butter cream, sweet, and delicious. It's also full of essential vitamins. They mine asteroids and find diamonds. The Jewelery business goes out of control. Suddenly, people with regular jobs can mine asteroids, for a fee.

I think The Lord Is The Ultimate Now. I have heard and seen miracles. I think Jack is gay. But he was probably molested. He was probably in need of love and someone took advantage of him. Or possibly a Largossi movement. I'm not sure. But regardless, I'm grateful for him. He helped hold the church down.

Timothy Mackey, here's a shout out to you. You kept the neighborhood safe. You held us down. You made sure when things got thick, you didn't stunt or front. You're a good man. That big titted White woman could have been yours.

The Yoruba man who helped me fron utter disaster, Lord Thank You for him. He has my eternal blessing.

I may never see my old family again. But the wages of sin is death. I can't burn for no coochie. I love it, but the fire is too rough.

I'd like to kiss Brenda, but she wore a black hoodie and quickly dashed through the house. She didn't say bye I don't think. She said "don't touch me" or something like that. I made a song with the same name. I guess she thought I was a player. No, The Lord gave me the prophet's tongue.

I'm a priest. I don't know what I am, To The Lord, what He Calls me.  Perhaps just my name. Julius.

Lord.

A ten hour decision pressing one button.

It's called a timer. Don't front.

I asked myself if it was wrong to chant the lotus sutra in the church. I'm pretty sure it's not. There's no such thing as restriction on speech in service.

Big ass titties. I like them.

I hope Blacc Sam is Ok. Not Black Sambo. We were slaves da. I know you didn't go there. Every person matters, no matter who you are. God Loves You. You are a star to Him.

If you get up in time, you can do a lot. The early bird gets the worm. If you get ups at 5 am, then I'm sure whatever you're trying to get done, you will do. I am glad for this ralph's bag lampshade.

I thing havin the capacity to earn while learning is exciting. Unitl I get back to work at Bon Appetit, I will work here. I am grateful for the power to do so. I am not looking forward to being on trial each day, and let me tell you why Bon Appetit again.

I mean it's a fantasy. To have a job that's a bus away, and I can walk a mile. I get the brisk crisp refreshment of walking each morning, and I get the cold hard cash at thend of the week. What's more rewarding than coming to pick up your check, or taking a break and getting your check right there? I was doing that.

I was also dropping trays. I made mistakes on the job too. I was not the perfect employee. But I had fun learning. I was learning the people, and getting paid. There's nothing more rewarding.

I wish to do that again. This, online working, is working out. I surmounted a test mountain. I got to the top and collected the money. I cashed out with the cat, and I got a bonus surprise from both of my phone apps. The each paid me.

I hope Reverend Brown massaged his wife's clitoris like I suggested he do. I didn't walk up to him of course, but I did hope in a nonverbal way he would listen. If he did, then this year will be good for him.

I think my mother is a good woman who deserves success in her shows. I do shows too. She better not be jealous of my success. It's little, but she feels threatened in some way. I don't know why, seeing I came from her. I don't see why she felt threatened by me, the child she made. Please Lord, tell her to cut it out.

You see in the sky all the stars? There's room for all of us. We are from Earth.

Rod Lamar is a chump. He deleted my two videos the first day I put them up. Then I saw other niggaz holding guitars in their pictures and sh. Sucker. He was funny because I was there. Good father, online chump.

I feel better.

I hope Deacon Tate is not offended by me telling him not to screw Reverend Brown's wife.

I fornicated and got into an accident on the freeway. There are no coincidence s. Everything matters. Even thoughts have weight.

I think all those people around Brenda taught her I was a loser so they could get more sucking done. They borrow from me every Sunday and every other day. All these Suckers Lord, because of You.

And how ungrateful. You spend hours a year cackling about the misfortune of others, but cannot yourself take a comment. Let alone a joke. I'm not coming after anyone in my own article. I'm just saying stop being gay. Buttrape is wrong. Let me just put it out there.

And if you tried it one time, and put it aside, don't promote it. Stop telling people you are promoting them and then delete their posts. You didnt specify how to delicer the introductions. You reacted to my greatness. Is all.

I am great. Thw Lord Made me great. Its His Doing, not fault. Only men create faults. The Lord Creates Life. Anyone against me is gay, is all I'm saying.

And the Russian better not try to minimize me again. He didn't do my rape lie i paid for. Then he didn't even apologize for it. What a loser. I asked him to comp me a dinner. Also, let me record on my own device. I dont understand what the power struggle is. Do you want mw to blow up or not? We got Black Satan's coming out to see me. Let's go. Let's get it started Russian. Daa.

Vladimir Putin got offended because I wrote 2020. What kind of sh. What are you planning. I love you man. I love the whole earth.

Yadira and Mr. Carillo better keep sriving along. I know they don't think thwy control the streets. Hold it down, Largossi or not. Relax. I love you too. I love the whole earth. Wgat a pretty name, Yadira. That's why she has two kids.

Peace to Mayra. How gay to say, "peace". I love your little ass. But you vant chirp on my dick. She's the only little Latina surprise that doesn't chirp. She's so down and I love her. I get a good feeling when I realize. But I have to listen to Nana. She said marry black. So we love from afar. Those petty lips get to suck anither dick.

Brenda was at hwr house when Rayvon showed up. This nigga sat in the xouch like Cosby show. She sat next to him like The Wife. I got the f*ck out of there. Why I still love this woman, well there are reasons. One is I was at her house.

I was living luke a kid. I didnt work. I was sitting aroynd trying to work online. With no internet. I don't know how I thought we were in love.

She stood next to me in her kitchen and put her right hand way up. It's like she wanted affection, love. But didn't. She was conflicted then. Thats why. She was helping a friend.

Lanicia kicked me out. She blew up over a tortilla. She said some grease touched her foot. Eli came and gave me a ride out of there. Thanks Eli.

That man is an angel for real. Will I make love to my wife? Will I suck the big tits? Will we have children? Will I live in Lynwood? These questions and more, next on Life: One day at a time. Starring Lord Jesus Christ. Featuring Julius.

I have to make $120 dollars by Monday. That's 5 days, so that's like $25 dollars a day. This is the ultimate test. This is the examen. Exam in Spanish.

English is Dad's tongue.

Spanish is Mom's tongue.

In this land, we speak paternal, Dad's tongue more. But the spanish comes out, Amen. It's no secret. And it's not wrong. We can look at the history books, but we find that in 2020, the history is continuing to be written.

For the diligent, there is a postmark. There is some angel writing all the things you do. I think also their comments on your life are blessings. When you do good, they listen. They talkabout you to other angels. And this in turn is a blessing for you.

Lord Jesus Christ is not second here. First You Are Always, Lord. I apologize for my chanting. I enjoy it. I also enjoy smmoking weed. I have to wait a whole year to smoke weed againi.

I ate some of the weed out the cartridge. Man, that's some sour sh. I can't believe the puffing and the tasting are not the same experience.

In all labor there is profit.

Lord.