I think it's bravado.

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rjwWG6kJ6io

I'm proud of him. Don't get me wrong. I am more proud of President Trump than any other President. However, I think it's bravado. 

First, you were sick and got doped up.  They gave you the super-dope. The real sh-- they keep hidden in the back. The sh-- they took is what they gave you. The doctor was not ever sick. I see the doctor walking out all fast. He didn't have that problem. 

Yet, what is the point here. What is the point where you decide you're going to keep going until...what? 

I suppose the question is, would you slow down if you didn't have to? Like if you narrowly - let me give you a real moment to consider as an analogy. 

I am driving to my uncle's house. I think on mile 76, or some movie-sounding number, I encounter a truck behind me. I wasn't driving out of line, but I think the truck was. He wasn't paying attention to the front. When I hear the horn, I see the grill in the rear view is almost eating my car. 

I did not get hit, I was able to scurry ahead, - but the fact remains, I didn't have to keep going fast after that. I drove right, still, because it's the right thing to do. Causing a shockwave on the freeway isn't always good. 

I don't think it's always good to show how far medicine can go. It's a good gesture, that you are faithful. Yet, is it honorable? This is up to question. Praise The Lord. 

Don't you believe -

 Lord. 

I love Brenda Lord.

Having a child is not McDonald's.

Hit me with some being good.

Winners and losers in games and sports. 

Not in life. Life is learning. 

It's only a matter of time 

when your decisions are based on pride.

I'd rather give it to you 

than not give it to you. 

I can be quiet about it

I know the feeling is mutual. 

Can you clean up 

I get tough. 

Keep rough

That's enough. 

I've poplar bluff

Not riding tough. 

I was scared for life. 

I thought was touched.

Please excuse my ardent rush. 

I want to make it

or catch the bus.  

Stronger hating. 

What does that have to do wit' your spirit?

Keep them nuts.

This is that nutkeeper.

I got the nuts. 

Walnuts

not testicles anymore. 

I thought of another analogy 

for sure.

Praise The Lord. 

You are here to overcome fear.

Fear The Lord only.

She can collect now.

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Cryptocurrency.

What's gon' happen.

Every time you see Joe Biden, 

- he looks like, Please let me win.

I know =

Real niggaz. 

Regular niggaz.

Stop with the expectations of other men. 

A good woman will do right for any man. 

When it is the right thing to do, she will help him. 

How more so her husband, his wife.

A man, looking for another man to come through, is wrong. Working together, you must account for one point damage. 

You must drive for yourself, and for others.

When you look both ways, it is because you are watching for other people.

So, when you are a man, when you know The Lord, because a man knows The Lord, then you don't ask men first! You ask The Lord about God. Ask Our Lord about God who made Him In Charge.

Another man, is going to give you the scraps, of what he found. Even putting his hands on it, is taking the blessing for himself.

You must first ask The Lord for Help. Only He Can Guide you right. 100% of the time. Not one time will The Lord Lead you astray. Not even one time. Believe on Him, and be saved.

I have taken the fools crown. I have worn it many days. Yet The Lord Preserves my life. Why? I knoweth not the mystery. I praise Him effortlessly because of this. 

I spoke of snakes trying to get me. Why, I don't know. I trust no man. I trust no other man but me. I love all men. I love all men including myself. Even David. Even Brenda. Even her father. Even all men. I love you. I don't like all of you. I don't think you all like me either. 

That's ok. We don't all have to agree on the same things. However, we live on the same Earth. There is no need to go beyond that fact, or try to make sense of why it's like that. The task in front of you is to love the other man, and give them the right to love you also. 

When I love you, I am for real. I love you for the character you have, for what you show, and who you are.

I don't know another person who's going to do me like that. I'll find her. And she'll be my wife. 

Brenda is one. She is more than she once was. The way it used to be it, it's not like that anymore. I remember the last days of that, and catching the bus. I now know what that means a little more. 

I wish I was the one tucking her in at night. Making every thing count. I don't want to feel left behind. 

I am happy for Leslie. As a matter of fact, I have a happiness tool to help her and me. Perhaps if I clear the air, I can pray and put the imprint there.  Then, if she sucks the air, she can find help.

Leslie taught me how to drive. She taught me how to drive by letting me use her car. 

I owe her a Thank You. I didn't want to overstep her word about comedy. She told me something and I didn't cross her words. 

I went later, but the same magic wasn't there. The season was over. 

I still have it, but another season has to come. It's like having ice cream in the winter. You can have it. Who'll eat it is another story. 

Remembering one rule will lead you to two. Each rule is as important as the stitch in fabric.  

Ask The Lord.

an hour.

You are older, it's supposed to be correct.

A soft answer turneth away wrath.

In all labour there is profit.

I have to keep going.

 You do too. Go on. Go on and don't stop now. Keep going on. Forever. Keep going on For ever. Don't stop what you are doing. Make more. Make as much as you can. Make a lot. Make another Julius Muffin. 

When you stop commanding me, I'll do it. I'll do a better job each time you stop commanding me. I have specific instructions for you. 

Love Brenda. 

Love yourself. 

Love your father. 

Love The Lord. 

The last is the first. You already know to do that. Specifically, love your mother more than you love your father. Love your father the measure you love Brenda, divided by .125. 

So when you love Brenda 14 times, one for the day of the month, you multiply 14 by .125. Whatever answer you get, do that amount more. So 14 plus 1.75.= So do 15 more. Prune the decimal points.

So there you go. It's that simple. Do the loving! You may start living. 

I don't know what the impact of this will be. I am thankful for all the people I've met - Fred Castro. All the people I've known in the past. I don't mind that people did what they did, what they had to do. Let it be so. Now, I'll do what I have to do. 

I'm not mad at anyone for what they had to do. I used to be mad, but then I realized that I wasn't working hard enough. When I'm doing my best, then my best will find me. I'll find more reasons to do better than what I was doing. What's wrong with writing a little more each day? Nothing. What, you don't have anything to say? Let's talk about Chicago. 

Now, from what I understand it, there are people getting killed over there every day. Why? For what? What are they standing to prove? Let's break it down. 

So, the first rule is self. You know The Lord. He Loves self. The Lord Loves your self. You. He Loves you. You matter to Him. The Lord Is Absolute.

I am grateful. How grateful I am. I think best to say that such thing. For the acreage is much, the laborers are few. Few are willing to go hard for The Lord. I don't know what that means, but it sounds like an infomercial to me. Let's write until we get a solid understanding. 

The first rule, and the second rule is faith. Where is your faith, in the people. The people have to have faith in themselves. When you have faith in yourself, there is no possible way you could fail. Even if all the people in the world are against you, there is prevalance for you. You shall prevail. 

The Lord Hath Spoken of this. Of such, you are to "dust" your feet from them. This means, whatever they are about, you leave it. You leave the scene. This does not mean death. This means exiting. This means finding the right way out of there. You are not wanted. This means you don't have to stay there. 

However, what if you must stay there? What if, by chance, you are born there? What then? 

Then you are to wash your feet shortly after, the best success being 24 hours or less from the point of contact. You are to pray, with any longstanding, suffering no intellect to why. 

When you are clean, then give account to The Lord. I don't see why every single day you aren't talking to The Lord. This is where. You know the hosting is there, it's not going anywhere. You know the sound is there, you have the files there, everything is there. The best thing about it is, you have a reason to put out all the cartoons you need to put out. I think if you put out the cartoons, then you'll have a better understanding of the life you are living around you. 

The people around you are ornaments. You are the reason for your success. Don't look to them to call you out of success. You are the only one who can make or break it for you. Your success is your intellect + wisdom. What you learn, and what you apply. Wisdom is knowing when. 

I now know nothing. I know nothing. I know nothing. I know, nothing. I know nothing. 

I desire every thing mine. Everything mine. I like myself. I like myself. I like myself. I can do this. I have to do this. I can get this what I need. Let's try that again, and then go into Proverbs 14. 

I like myself. I like myself. I like myself. I can do this. I can live a good life, moderate, and focused. Sure and standing, can my life be. If I just adjust the tools correctly. 

It's as if a beacon of reason has been put before my very intellect, allowing me to listen out for packages and keep them there for a long time. 

When you give your mother $100, you are blessing The Lord. You are giving love. 

Can you keep giving love like you're supposed to? I know you like to keep love. Love is good for you. I'm not going to be calling you out bad. Not anymore. I love Brenda. I love you. I love each one. However you have to treat me right. You can only treat me right. I regret one thing. 

I was in the car with another woman with Brenda also. I didn't drive at the time, and the woman, me and her kids had to get in the car. After the event, we dropped Brenda off in Long Beach. I wish I could have went with her, and been more kinder. I wish I could have. I don't know what I could have done to make it better. I don't know what my problem was or is. I don't know why I acted like that Lord. Why was I so cruel? Even stupid, and useless. What was it there that kept the way? 

Was it the people, because of Raul's game boy? Because of Raul's game boy, and Oscar's Game boy? I had one, and it was stolen by a kid named Robbie. I go figure now. Each day I learn more, but I still know nothing. There it is. Not even worth a game boy. To the people. 

However, to The Lord, you are worth everything. You have a worth to The Lord which exceeds the worth here. However, how to get to it, is the question. How do you get to The Lord's love? How do you get to The Lord's Love? 

I remember also eating a chicken quesadilla, a spicy chicken quesadilla. I remember that. I remember having the same perplex like, this is what I want to each, but can I trust. No, you cannot trust. Even still, I enjoyed my meal. That's what I'm saying. This is all the equipment you need to make $1000. You have to leverage it carefully. Put the albums together right. Where are some links at. Give me some, one quick please now: 

https://jadevillaine.bandcamp.com/music

Ok good. You're getting it. That's how you build worth. Give me the page with the right links on it. I'll come back to that page every time. 

You need to learn this for yourself. You may outrun for a while, and that's fine. Be sure to do that what you said, so you can enjoy your success too.  Too much weed is no weed at all. Think about that. The right amount is all you need. You don't need 10 grams a day. You need a few good puffs. Like 4 puffs will clear the day. Let's break it down.

24 hours/4 puffs = 6 times then. You can smoke 6 times. That's a good blunt! Six puffs a day will take you to a side of reality. Is that what you need - at a church? 

Take the time to reflect the reality you're living. 

Furthermore, suggest to me the right circumstance for you to be living in. 

God Bless you. 

Praise The Lord. 

The cure for the curse

 Can you say "Jesus Saves"? Since that's the right answer, let me move on. 

I have long since all but abandoned my desire for a family. I want a family, do I need one? Yes. I need a family after all. In the meantime, how can "Jesus Saves" be the end-all for your celebration of benefits? How can you, stop being a taker and convert to a giver, right away? 

It was like yesterday. 

I remember this. I am talking, just like I am now, and I say "Jesus Saves". Suddenly, I hear a car squeak, a little bit, clowning. I immediately thought about my guidelines. I say to myself, If "Jesus Saves" is throwing you off, then you need to check how you're living. 

I need to check

We all need to check how we are living actively. Constantly check what you are doing. Check your behavior to see the which-a-ways you go. When you have a pattern, start writing it down. The rhythm of the pattern should tell you something. When you get a rhythm, do something with it. Can it go with another beat. Try out to be sure. 

Fear of trying out. 

When you are afraid, Fear Lord Jesus Christ. Fear the wrath of The Lord for you being judged. Fear what is to come, because there is no tomorrow without Him. It is impossible to please The Lord without Faith. Faith in The Lord, Faith in reason, faith in respect. Faith in all things. Faith is working prayer. Faith is doing the right thing, the right time. Faith is Lord Jesus Christ's Blessing upon all. Thank You Lord for Faith. 

Fear is a lack of faith. Whether you die or not, The Lord Remains. He is Sovereign. There is none higher. He Has Got your back. 24 hours, /7. Fear The Lord. Praise The Lord. 

When you fear right. 

When you fear The Lord, that's fearing right. Love The Lord is good too. You may love the Lord. True love is comfortable. Measure whether comfort is secure for you, at that time. Measurable security means, you love her, and she loves you. How much, you don't know. You learn something each day, but you only know what you are giving. You are hoping she gives back. 

Why not

Why not want to give back? Why not want to help? Why have a lot to yourself and not help others? That's the point there. When you have something, help someone. Don't worry about why. Just do it. You do what you like to do. Help someone else do the same. When you do that, maybe someone will do that for you one day.

Fearing, 

When you fear The Lord First, I know this is like, a scary sight...that's how I gave it, I expect it to be given exactly like that. Don't freeze the chicken. You have to -   

 

Enough already

 I am not going to take any more bull from anyone, anywhere. The reason why is because I know life is better when people get along. There is a way to do it. I don't have to be a jerk, or get jerked. If my wife wants to jerk me, then she can. As for the rest of you mugs, I suppose you have something better to do than that. 

I remember the day it happened. I couldn't believe this happened to me. My dream queen, another man, or men got to. Like a gangbang in a porn. I was just oblivious, like the dude in the porn is. I am no dude, am not gay, and was just ignorant. I didn't know anything. I suppose she was throwing me away. 

Let it be that. I deserved that then. For me to be so careless in my love, to give away such a fantasy, for nothing at all. For a reason I cannot understand. How can this be for me? What did I do to make this come true? Am I a genius or what? 

Lord, can you tell me what to do next? Go to bed in prayer. I said bed, not meditate. I did not say meditate. Can you just break a piece off and smoke a nug? Do you have to break it up into little bits? I think if you get the thing working right you'll have a fancy looking c-pipe. 

Don't think that's what I want. Instead, I think having a real reason to smoke is better. Keep the solution to yourself, lest you tempt yourself into something ethereal, whatever that means. 

I'm not saying I don't want the man to succeed. I'm not trying to break him down. I'm trying to live. I don't want anything bad to happen to him. However, the way the people use me is just disturbing. I have to fix this. Kids need to know being nice counts. Doing the right thing is better than doing the wrong thing. 

I want you to stay on your horse. I'm here to help. Here for abuse, no not me. Here to help only. Getting paid is fine, but if I gotta step on someone's toes to get it, then no. I want you to act right. 

No demon is going to take over the church. We're in bad shape if demons come to take claim. They can hover around, but they will be met with other beings who visit the church. The more you pray the more they pay. Lemme listen to The Lord. RIP Sister Flint. Keep it 'luya. 

I am grateful for the chance

 It's been a minute since, but I think, like always, I have a meaningful word to say. 

F*** no one, ok. I think having a pause in my mind is the same as giving in to confusion. All these days, I could have been assembling a fortune. 

I went on the internet to find a teaching program. I learned that new skills were the key to my fortune. It's not having a nice car or knowing who works there that is important. It's having the actual skills you need to perform well which make all the difference. 

I had a test to pass and it was hard. I thought I'd ace it. The test I thought I'd ace. Yet, when I got into the actual test, I failed maybe three times. I had to take the test over again. I failed another three times. I did this for about 4 days. I finally passed the test with 87%. 

What this told me was, all the time I've been spending investing in creativity, it's been a rehash of the same old skills I had. It's not that creativity is (Lord may my Sperm impregnate my wife)not good, it's that creativity means you have to have rules and structure too. 

You don't get away from structure because you are creative. In fact, you have to be even more structured, because when you come back to earth from your creative trip, you still have real things to take care of. 

So who am I to say what can and cannot be done? It's a matter of creativity. I know this sounds bizarre, but try to realize I've been having these thoughts shelved for some time. Lord, Thank You for words. I don't see how I could be sane without words. 

The fact is I needed to learn more skills to have the breakthrough. When you have several new skills, you refresh your mind and your potential. You blow the dust off your connections. It's not enough to just have one thing or another going. You have to have the whole thing going right, or else you're going out. 

I think rummaging through your mind will give you a clue on how best to fight the urge to die, or lose or whatever it is. If you've been playing a game where someone else has to lose so you win, then you have a penalty waiting. You know how to think. You know what is best, and what is right. You know all this. Yet, what are you choosing? Are you just waiting for some chance to pull out of respect, to give yourself all the credit you didn't deserve? 

Its like these people here. I'm keeping the names a secret because I don't want your name to pop out nowhere it's not, doesn't belong. So I'm telling or being told something about food brought in. All the time, food on the counter gets looked through. No one has a problem looking through the food, trying to realize what's there. Yet, we have this special day, no one does that. No one goes through the food, no one bothers to check it. Not even me. I don't casually or politely tell the people that there is food to be looked through. I just leave the box there. 

So the next day, the box melts. All the food is thawed, it doesn't look good. It doesn't look bad, but it looks spoiled. It's not, it's actually Ok, most of it. Some of it is spoiled, or too hot to refrigerate safely. Still, I want to keep some of it, and I do. 

The most important fact to remember is, no one checked the box. Not them, not me. Since I brought the box, I was supposed to check it. Normally these people would be nosey, and want to know. This time they were not, and I heard about it. 

During this time, there was a rudeness like you wouldn't realize by yourself sleep. No one in the history of life has ever been this rude at this moment. I help you every single day, and do things to make your life better. The result of all this help, but no, I have to be rude, some strange entitlement, whatever. I haven't a clue as to why. I did what I had to do, and the problem was squashed. 

I really believe they need their ass kicked. I, as a childless parent, think they need a spanking. They've been getting away with fantastic crimes, for years. Embezzlement, you name it. I don't think it's that drastic, but these kids need a time out. 

It shouldn't be in your heart to be rude to other people. It's nothing you're trying to get that's going to justify rudeness. You're not going to rude your way into heaven. You can't be rude and say, "let me in the gate.". That by itself sounds rude, "let me in". Can't you just ask them nicely, instead of thrusting some attitude on them? 

I encourage people to be themselves. Don't play a role, which leads to frustration. You can't keep a role up forever. You can't serve two masters. 

My dear mother also. I see she is lonely and depressed. She's looking for a fight. She's sad. She's depressive. It's convenient to have these feelings because they provide constant attention. You need constant attention because you are not attending to yourself. You are not addressing the needs you truly have. You have to be honest with yourself. You may be living a lie. You need the truth to heal you. I'm not asking for you to change. I'm asking you to realize why change is needed. 

If I lived across the street to the hospital, I'd feel the same way. I'd feel like I had a handle on real problems. I'd be a handler of real problem things. I'd have a great solution to all my needs. Why? Since I lived right next to a hospital, I'd have the resources and the ability to do such things. 

I don't know what the darn needs to happen with my mother but prayer. Prayer can help things. I ain't gonna lie, when I was watching that porn, I was mesmerized. I learned a lot too. I saw that a woman has control over the situation. Women are very smart. I think The Lord Did us a Favour Putting women here. One woman per man is all you need. 

I was hypnotized by bad behaviour. I see this is a recurring theme in my life. To be hypnotized by bad behaviour. I have to clean this up soon, so I can have a good life. No sense in having a bad experience, because you don't want to clean up your act. Clean up your act so you have a good experience. 

I don't want people saying I stole anything from them, or got anything from them. Let them people alone until it's showtime. They have to learn they are not the boss of the facility. They are members of a congregation. Not the leaders of it. You don't weasel your way into church leadership. You want to be a leader fine, but don't proclaim yourself the leader of people who didn't ask for you to do so. 

I think if you're going to be helpful to anyone, you need to be helpful to God. 

What's going on with Neicey Nash? She's so fine, why did she leave her husband? I thought that lady was so fine and pretty, what in the world happened there? 

Let me tell you something - God doesn't like gay behaviour. If you're gay, that's a disease. You are being stressed in some way. You are sick in the head. The whole head is "sick". I know you are not thinking straight when you want another man to come behind you and stick a penis in your behind. You are not well at that hour. 

I think likewise the same for a female too. You want to be loved, that's fine.  Love is necessary. However, you are designed to lay with a man to make more. When you want to make more, then you lay with a man. Still, you are not to be condemned for your behaviour. The thing I'm saying is, spreading it out. Spreading it out to tell other people. That's not necessary. You don't have to spread it out. You can have just a little bit. 

I thought back and realized I had hater way back. I didn't know it then. I was a child, how can a child know? Yet, they were hating on me. Then. Hating a child. Power comes through who The Lord says. My mother ordered me a pizza. That's sweet. The pizza was for control though. To like tell me how far I can go. Or where I can go or whatever. I don't have a desire to be controlled by anyone. 

Why are the people hating on me, Lord? Don't they want me to be happy? No? I gotta want myself to be happy then. I want me to be happy. How about that? Whether you are a low life loser who doesn't want me to be happy, or a kid, or whatever, a dog even, it's all about happiness from God. The Lord can make you happy. You have to get with him and find out how. Still, you can't let other people stop you. That's impossible. Associate yourself with people who care about you. 

When you give yourself the good go for your life trials, just remember I'm only trying to school you right. People are going to get at you for money, fame, cars, weed, whatever. I'm getting at you, on the church. That's the only way. You won't progress without the Church. Jesus Saves. Halellujah. Jesus Saves. Have a nice day please, Thank you. 

Thank You. 

A little bit is still too much.

God Forbid, Lord Forbid, if the flames of hellfire touch thee a little bit, will they not burn?

The premise of a little rudeness, a little meanness, a little tenseness, a little bit of wrong, oh, that's nothing to cry over, why trip about that, this sort of thing, you realize a little adds up.

2 pennies will be a dollar with 98 more pennies. That's 49 more sets of 2 pennies.

1 dollar with 98 more will be one hundred.

So it goes. Happy congrats to my little brother, who is now a high school graduate. He's now getting ready for college. Getting these boys ready for manhood is all it's about.

I don't believe in doing things wrong a little bit. It's not that you are wrong, madam. It's that your intention is not too good for me. Your intention is a little bit biased against me.

I don't think you really mean it all the way like that, but you have to realize I have feelings too. When you are doing things to make it known you are here, or that you are asserting yourself, you have to know that each encounter matters more than you know. You cannot control the encounter with another person.

They speak of deep seated hatred. I don't hate you. I love you. I forgive you. But I do not forget the days before, when you didn't know me all that well, and how you came at me.

One day, in the pulpit, this woman motioned her hand as if she was hitting me with a hammer a stick, something. She was hitting me and I felt it. I'm not saying she hit me for real. I'm saying I felt the intention to challenge me. I don't think she knew I was born near, or that nothing else I've done. I just know she seemed to challenge me in the pulpit. I didn't like that, and I haven't been the same since.

Something was done. I caught the holy ghost and she came near. The next thing I know, I was like mute. I stoppede jumping around, just stopped altogether. It's like someone stole my joy.

I'm not saying it was them, or her, This Minister Brown. I'm saying that's how I felt. Ever since then, it's like I've had a cap on my life. Someone keeps trying to screw the cap on my life.

I don't know what happened there, but I'm not even saying it's them. I'm saying it's an issue. 

I don't know why people seem to bother me. They don't really bother me, but they do things that are wrong. Bothering other people is wrong. If you don't like to be bothered, then why would you bother someone? 

You say a little bit. I'm just playing. But like I said, a little bit can end up a lot later. If you keep doing it. I'm not even saying playing is bad. I'm saying playing is good when you know what your doing and who you're doing it to. 

If you don't really know, then assert yourself right. Only assert the correct. If you know this is correct, then you forthright it. Tell me when you know it's right. Not a second before. 

If you're not sure, or you just want your way, be sure to keep that in mind before you tell someone else about what to do. 

Nebo and Josiah had this issue. Nebo was at battle, and Josiah thought now is the time. I will get, end Nebo now. The Lord Favored Nebo at the time, like Samson. Josiah was just doing what he wanted to do. Nebo warned Josiah not to strike, for it could cost. He knew The Lord Was With him. Josiah couldn't resist, and came forthright on his fault of pride. He lost his life. 

So keep your life. When you know something is right, then you push forward. Until you know it is right, keep it low. Don't be pushy, or don't talk to my butt. Don't try to prick me in the benhind to get my attention. I'm not a soldier, you are not the commander. I do not answer to you. I don't know where you came from or why you are here. I just know you are here, and we are dealing with it. 

Also, always remember who brought you in. When the people turn the lights on, for you to see in the dark, then you respect those people. You might get tired of having to be humbled by this fact, but if you don't like it, leave. Go to where they exalt you and you are high standing. Go where you are the king there. Here, you are a servant of The Lord. That's the highest calling in life. Yet, you must humble yourself, because you do not pay the bills here. 

Don't over step the people who brought you in. I'll stay out of it, but this means not calling me out of tone. When you talk to me, talk to me like someone you respect. After all I've done to help you, you needn't find it hard. 

When you call me like a little kid, or a dog, or a horse, or with a problem on your tongue, I get mad. There's no reason to be like that. Who are you doing that? What makes you feel you could? What have you ever done for anyone where you feel you can do that and it's ok? You have to talk to other adults like other adults. 

You may see me all the time. You may see me in slippers, a nightgown. Naked, whatever. But I'm still ANOTHER adult. I have a mother and father. I am another life you did not make. Therefore, watch your tone, and talk to me right. Don't let me have to tell you again. I apologize for MY tone. I need to respect that you are somebody's Mother too. I love you still.

Lord.