One of the things people forget to do is talk with themselves. Notice I didn't say talk "to" themselves. There is a cold tinge about that, which is lame and doesn't help you at all. It's counterproductive, lazy, and inconsiderately bad. It's stupid, really. And that's just my riff so fuck it.
Just be open with yourself today, man. It's like - if you don't, it's the equivilant of taking the hardest shit imaginable and realizing all too late that there's no paper. Not no toilet paper - no paper period. You are literally shit out of luck.
To stop such atrocity from visiting your unsuspecting ass, simply - like I say in my 7-million plus-ways, BE YOURSELF. Stop crying so hard for a dream when you haven't done a damn thing to get there. Yet.
Not wanting to make a niblet out of this, I want to tell you something great about my thoughts: They exist. That's right. There's a place for them, in the ether of life. All of our thoughts are there, growing into something until they are unthought. See that happening now. I mean really, consider that shit. Don't front on your imagination, now. That's a little backspacey isn't it?
But fuck it. Whatever. You can lose, gracefully or not, or you can win. You can get that meaty, slow loaf bee-otch heart of yours ever encrusted in roasted tissue scarred uncontrollably by failure all around, or you can get that self-humbled, demigodish gigapower resting deep within you to shine diamondly. Just purely being, with the power to create and influence. Now.
So get on it.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
Furthermore, you better keep going
I've seen some sad ass shit go down in my time, but none quite like the shit shoved in the mouth of a quitter. They stink, reek of day old lame, and lure with them those strange ants and are attracted solely to the smell and taste of raw failure.
But this is not for you.
I've been getting back into playing video games again, sort of a rock toss at back-in-the-day life. It seems like I've spent too much time back in the day and not in the present day. Sadly, what I can do about all that is very much nothing. I can't do a damn thing about last night. It's over. That's a hard, hammer to the elbow lesson we all have to digest as early as possible. The present moment, is the future. Therefore, if you're still, you had better have a good reason to be. Flux is a way of life for most.
But then there are some who, just because of their arrangement - prevail. And that's all it takes. Funny thing is, that's all it takes for all of us. Simply to have the proper arrangement with ourselves - in our environments. But I go into shit like that in desk buddha mode, which is not this. This is Guy Mode. Let's be guys and get the fuck out of that. For right now at least.
So here's the thing - you're wack. And you better learn to say more than some pootcloud-ass shit like, "dude, what the hell?!" That type of mess gets people bitterly chewed and coiled between bicuspids. Be yourself congruently and know how to press 'Bold' with it. And italicize it too. Dammit.
That's all for now, but before we get outta here, we gotta get some of this to you:
Have a good one. God Bless.
But this is not for you.
I've been getting back into playing video games again, sort of a rock toss at back-in-the-day life. It seems like I've spent too much time back in the day and not in the present day. Sadly, what I can do about all that is very much nothing. I can't do a damn thing about last night. It's over. That's a hard, hammer to the elbow lesson we all have to digest as early as possible. The present moment, is the future. Therefore, if you're still, you had better have a good reason to be. Flux is a way of life for most.
But then there are some who, just because of their arrangement - prevail. And that's all it takes. Funny thing is, that's all it takes for all of us. Simply to have the proper arrangement with ourselves - in our environments. But I go into shit like that in desk buddha mode, which is not this. This is Guy Mode. Let's be guys and get the fuck out of that. For right now at least.
So here's the thing - you're wack. And you better learn to say more than some pootcloud-ass shit like, "dude, what the hell?!" That type of mess gets people bitterly chewed and coiled between bicuspids. Be yourself congruently and know how to press 'Bold' with it. And italicize it too. Dammit.
That's all for now, but before we get outta here, we gotta get some of this to you:
Have a good one. God Bless.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
You better Be Wise
Don't be in a haste to fall on your ass. Truth is, life ain't tripping about time. We are. So therefore, you've got to go at a pace that you create. If your desire is to keep up with Team B, then so be it. But don't deny the fact that you have your own. You've got your own universe inside of you right now. You. And that's how God intended it to be, so cry not.
I wrote something a long ass time ago and I'm thinking about bringing it out, you know, for old times sake. Suprisingly enough, I think I have the perfect plan to get things started. I know myself, and how to use this equipment - so I'm going to rock out. Rhythm in everything, by the way.
That's right. No abbreviations 'round here. We break the rules in style, and not all the time neither.
Yea.
I'm going to put this out there for anytime I need to clear my head positively. Feel free:
I wrote something a long ass time ago and I'm thinking about bringing it out, you know, for old times sake. Suprisingly enough, I think I have the perfect plan to get things started. I know myself, and how to use this equipment - so I'm going to rock out. Rhythm in everything, by the way.
That's right. No abbreviations 'round here. We break the rules in style, and not all the time neither.
Yea.
I'm going to put this out there for anytime I need to clear my head positively. Feel free:
So now I'm caught up. In the rapture of Love. I'm on some do-it-right for life this time. And if there's another stumble, my feet will not fumble - instead my faith in You will lift me. If not for myself, then for my Lord, for his mercy endureth forever, and that's a lot longer than this problem I'm having is going to last. Lord have mercy and God bless my pursuit, letting me know daily that it is your Will.
In the name of Jesus Christ I pray,
-Amen
So I'm in between thinking rationally and thinking spiritually. I've put my body through a lot of misuse, but ultimately it has been my faith in God and my desire to form that has helped me the most. I can't say it's been anything else. I'm always shedding and talking about it, so this is just another one. But - this one is special because it marks a point of direct and true understanding. A will to do better, to be more. To expand my universe. Now I'm in the lab making beats.
Talk with you later.
Have a good one,
-Julius
Monday, June 23, 2008
Fucking Tired of Struggling Blindly
Who does that shit today, anyway? What? You say just about everybody? Well listen up, because this is my plan to get the fuck away from it.
See what you see and know what you like, and develop, develop, develop those connections. When you see people speaking smaller, acting smaller, doing smaller than you and your consciousness, don't pity, be contemptuous, or oppressive to them. Just ask for blessings between you both, and be on your way, mentally or otherwise. People have to know that thinking small leads to acting small, and that shit comes ultimately from feeling small.
If that's the case, get your mousy ass in the mirror about what you can do, what you're capable of. If you think you got what it takes, then take steps to make that a reality, no matter how small it's going to start.
For me, I'm not for 92% of the bullshit that's shoveled out here in these streets. People wanting so deeply to be themselves, but getting the ass trap of fitting into someone else's mold. I'm not interested in these school for safety types, nor into these free as a bird types either. There's no reason for any of that today. Grab that machete, and go for it. It's such new jungle out there, and for those of you blinded to it, trust it has been for reason. See it before they do and make the gap larger...
What am I talking about, though? Define your own path in life and see. That foundation will be underwater, so it's going to be tough putting it down. But once you have it, nothing can come between you and your destiny, whatever that may be.
Foundations begin with strong, persistent values. If you believe in something, well dammit, make sure that you rep it hard and often. Don't be bitchlike and checker count your steps. Smash the gas on your ideals and see another side of you open up. It's like a locked room you haven't gone into yet, but realize why it's important to open that dusty ass door - These may very well be our last days...do your homework and think about it.
Also, if you aren't eating up some of that sunlight, you need to stop playing. Get riches. Get wealth. Get Understanding. Get Overstanding. Get Yourself Right.
I'm a get up and go type, and it's to my detriment I've been sleep on a number of things daily - and for a while. No matter though, because I'm on a mission to get riches, and in the process, big up those on that path with me and slash up those who are not. Don't do yourself dirty and stay away. Lots of live shit going on right in your area off some powerstarter types and this God blessed blog right here. ;)
Have a good one,
-Julius
See what you see and know what you like, and develop, develop, develop those connections. When you see people speaking smaller, acting smaller, doing smaller than you and your consciousness, don't pity, be contemptuous, or oppressive to them. Just ask for blessings between you both, and be on your way, mentally or otherwise. People have to know that thinking small leads to acting small, and that shit comes ultimately from feeling small.
If that's the case, get your mousy ass in the mirror about what you can do, what you're capable of. If you think you got what it takes, then take steps to make that a reality, no matter how small it's going to start.
For me, I'm not for 92% of the bullshit that's shoveled out here in these streets. People wanting so deeply to be themselves, but getting the ass trap of fitting into someone else's mold. I'm not interested in these school for safety types, nor into these free as a bird types either. There's no reason for any of that today. Grab that machete, and go for it. It's such new jungle out there, and for those of you blinded to it, trust it has been for reason. See it before they do and make the gap larger...
What am I talking about, though? Define your own path in life and see. That foundation will be underwater, so it's going to be tough putting it down. But once you have it, nothing can come between you and your destiny, whatever that may be.
Foundations begin with strong, persistent values. If you believe in something, well dammit, make sure that you rep it hard and often. Don't be bitchlike and checker count your steps. Smash the gas on your ideals and see another side of you open up. It's like a locked room you haven't gone into yet, but realize why it's important to open that dusty ass door - These may very well be our last days...do your homework and think about it.
Also, if you aren't eating up some of that sunlight, you need to stop playing. Get riches. Get wealth. Get Understanding. Get Overstanding. Get Yourself Right.
I'm a get up and go type, and it's to my detriment I've been sleep on a number of things daily - and for a while. No matter though, because I'm on a mission to get riches, and in the process, big up those on that path with me and slash up those who are not. Don't do yourself dirty and stay away. Lots of live shit going on right in your area off some powerstarter types and this God blessed blog right here. ;)
Have a good one,
-Julius
Saturday, May 24, 2008
More Snarl, Gentlemen
It's such a crockpot full of grade A beetlefeed that people don't like to be men. The rule for a man is simple; to thine own self be true. You know you've heard it. You know you've seen it.
I'm just saying,
So really, just try. Just put your feet in the dirt and don't give a damn about it. Give a damn about getting it done right. And getting it right sometimes is going to involve getting dirty. Handle it. Always handle it.
Easier said than done, but that doesn't mean you don't need to do it! Do the damn thing!
Learn what the future holds by planning it, and following the flexible, elastic, savvy plan. Make sure the core values of the plan - the foundation - is kept well managed at all times. That means you, because there is no plan without a proponent. Some one has to get it started. Remember,
And on the real, listen to Hammer on this song, y'all. That shit is hilarious but true. I met Hammer before, and that dude is a real ass Man. That's what's up, Hammer. Staying true and being benevolent. This man worked and handled his!
Alright, One.
I'm just saying,
So really, just try. Just put your feet in the dirt and don't give a damn about it. Give a damn about getting it done right. And getting it right sometimes is going to involve getting dirty. Handle it. Always handle it.
Easier said than done, but that doesn't mean you don't need to do it! Do the damn thing!
Learn what the future holds by planning it, and following the flexible, elastic, savvy plan. Make sure the core values of the plan - the foundation - is kept well managed at all times. That means you, because there is no plan without a proponent. Some one has to get it started. Remember,
And on the real, listen to Hammer on this song, y'all. That shit is hilarious but true. I met Hammer before, and that dude is a real ass Man. That's what's up, Hammer. Staying true and being benevolent. This man worked and handled his!
Alright, One.
Thursday, May 15, 2008
A pierced mind
Who says that life is without promise or premise? Those who have been pierced by those beautiful thorns - obstacles - and found a clever way to bitch about it. That's right. I'm calling out the lot of you bawling cakerake wannabees who want through strategic slackerdom what can only be had through hard work, quiet patience, and that rare burning vigor you used to see on anime magazine covers and in your girl's eyes after a few passionate thrusts of pleasure.
Now I'm not saying this is coming from nowhere straight to your face. This is coming exclusively from having been there, tasted, basked in the lameness, and an now an advocate for responsible awesomeness. If you want to be the best the world has seen, then you had better get used to feeling that way in your drawers laying vulnerable and refreshed in the bed.
Good kudos to he who asks the deep questions and gets his life in working check. In other words, it's quite awesome to push yourself to the limit and enjoy it. It's a shambling shame to do anything less, especially today. Life for many people has been a blind, twisting journey, so if you're not showing them the golden alternative through living a lavish life bereft with the spoils of labour not born of your own hand, they will probably attempt to strike you down. Nothing personal, but misery loves company - and what's new about that?
And too - I see a need. Whether it be real today or not, the seed is in my head, and getting it on canvas is the best when it's fresh. Damn and thank you for not smoking. Unless it's that good, in which case our desire to not smoke is smoldered by Devon's failing face.
-Have a good one.
Now I'm not saying this is coming from nowhere straight to your face. This is coming exclusively from having been there, tasted, basked in the lameness, and an now an advocate for responsible awesomeness. If you want to be the best the world has seen, then you had better get used to feeling that way in your drawers laying vulnerable and refreshed in the bed.
Good kudos to he who asks the deep questions and gets his life in working check. In other words, it's quite awesome to push yourself to the limit and enjoy it. It's a shambling shame to do anything less, especially today. Life for many people has been a blind, twisting journey, so if you're not showing them the golden alternative through living a lavish life bereft with the spoils of labour not born of your own hand, they will probably attempt to strike you down. Nothing personal, but misery loves company - and what's new about that?
And too - I see a need. Whether it be real today or not, the seed is in my head, and getting it on canvas is the best when it's fresh. Damn and thank you for not smoking. Unless it's that good, in which case our desire to not smoke is smoldered by Devon's failing face.
-Have a good one.
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