Sunday, December 22, 2019

Her firstborn son.

Marcus is his name. That's Brenda's son. But now, I must face the consequence, that unless a miracle, All I will ever seeoof them is the pictures from when we were together. I'm sad it's like that, but that's how it is. For the good of the kids.

I wish I had this motivation to get right up. I thought to start a log. When I get up, and every cash out. The pettiness of each task completed, there is a machine algorithm to do that already. You don't have to mimic the machine, do you? No.

Now, you are the solution to a conflict. How does that sound? You like being the solution to a conflict? You like being mean or you like being nice to kids? I think that's healthy for you.

I accused a man of stealing. He may have really stole, but then again, maybe not. I hope he hasn't stolen. Enough about him.

I'm tired of giving up on people, you know? I don't subscribe to the some of us lose mentality. Losing is a virus. It means there is an illness in the stream. There musnt be allowed fault. Why, if you can mock, you can mend. You can fiz, you can please, you can task according to strength. One of the solomn tasks of the instructor is to go over the task instructed. Numerous times.

When the matter is solved, then shall another task be delivered. But not before. You have to take the lesson you are on. Don't try to evade the lesson.

Brenda is a lesson. You are a lesson. What lesson was she? That love and money are married, and apart they are of no mention. It is so, because if you love your job, you do well and earn money.

But if you don't love your job, you may earn money, but you are griding along. you are happy only when you love your job you have to do.

It's like jokes. Eddie Morphy is a comic, and he mentioned me. I am shocked, honored, and upset at the same time. I remember as a kid, seeing people who are now working today. Now they're still working, and I'm still not there. Why? Because I chose the church. Not out of nobility - out of necessity. I love my mother. I love my father. I love them both. I trust myself.

I love The Lord. I like myself. I can do this.

Lord.