Perversions

I will not betray my father. I will not sleep with my stepmother. I will not kill a dog. I will not kill a family membner.

A cookbook is useful for Christmas. I will call all my family for Christmas. I will love my wife. I will be Daddy. Someday. I will be daddy someday. Say it right. I will be Daddy someday. I will have a girl. I will not suck on a pipe to get high. Will find another outlet for success. I will find the way I feel good. Right. There is no other way.

I start searching online for how to make $1000 a week. That's a lot. That's why every dollar, right now, is going to be accounted for. Every tittle shall be accounted for. That's right. Ther'es not going to be a  stone unturned. We're going to find out to the bottom of this sh*t here. This is going to be yours, forever. You will always have money in your family now as it is. You are making $10 as of late. Yet, you have a long way to go. There's nothing else to this. You simply have to do the work.

There is no other way.

I think if you start now, you'll finish soooner. The start is small. Just $10. But add it up with study. Go your way, and study another's way too. Find the other ways to do the same thing. You could go get a job. And be treated unfairly. Be doscriminated against. Be let go, when they get ready. Not when you want. At the most inconvenient time. See other niggaz, capitalize off your progress. While you get none. By the time ig gets to you, there's none left! You're left out in the cold.

But your mind. In your mind. You are good. A woman said she liked you. Said study English in school. Minor in whatever else, but the degree is in English. If I hadda listened to that lady, where would I be today. Where, Lord.

The likelihood of people doing right by him was second to none. My uncle grew up in another time. I am a product of that time. I was there for some of those years. I chose not to listen. I don't know why. I did not choose to listen.

So now, I am starting. But the first $100 would be on food. Forget that. I am getting all the food I want to get.

The second $100 would be on rent. Give all the $100 because there is a need for it.

The third $100 would be on self. Gimme all the weed - I said I'd quit - give me then all the food, cinnamon roll, chili cheese fries, these are a few of my favorite things. I don't want to wait until the food is out to get more. Get more food before you run out. But it's a matter of getting what you want.

If you go today, you can get what you want, and it won't cost you that much. You go cash a little check, then you go back to walmart and pay the three dollars you need to cash the 10. So you have $30. You can get something to eat, and even an electric item. But it is only $30, and you are going far. Is that wise?

No.

Wait until $100 to get mobile. Earn more money, I know it's a drag.