Monday, January 6, 2020

I mean not even showing up

Whar in the world is going on?

Reverend Brown and his wife are not here at The Church. Why? Do I need to know? Do I want to know? No. I really don't want to know why. Instead, I hope they are safe. If they died, may they go to heaven. There was a suffering man indeed.

He came from the era of ganking. 2019 was the last year. There's no more respect for ganking. Its just travesty now. Its an excuse not to be right.

I saw a white woman on the way to church. And a g'd up Mexican also. I thought they were against me, but I find they were not. I ask for their forgiveness Lord. I don't know what happened. I guess "the game" moved them. Sister Flint says The Holy Spirit. We'll see.

I am at a loss for words on that. Its all tbe emotions. All the nights of rudeness, of fighting. The crying, the bickering. When he got in a mood thDr arguing tbe bickering. The throwing his hand up at me. "I'm through with you."

"This is not your home" I said. Its not. Its a Church. This is God's Home.

I am glad to be a servant. I could have neen dead. I am very much alive. Thanks To The Lord. He sent many great people my way.

We want credit, but give The Lord credit first. He Will Give all the credit.

Lord.