Nothing I'm ashamed of.

I recently started writing about the things that happened to me earlier. In life, many things happened. I did a lot of things. Some of them good. Some of them bad. But they all got done. And this is the result.

You think you want to move fast. Live with tthe good people. Do your best work. Retire early. How cute. you want to retire at 35. But what if you did? What if you did retire at 35? What would you do? What would you be odoing, during tha  time you havbe left.  How important is it for you to have money.

What is money? What is enough money? What is $500 dollars a week? That is enough money. That is a little money. That is good money. So lets say you know the way to make $500. You have the tools now.

Take all your videos down no more. Give all your videos up no more. Do all bad things no more. Give all Lord things no more. Give Lord Jesus Christ. All you do, do for Him. He Will Pay you. He has paid me.

Lost his mind now.

I have videos that can be downloaded mp3 and enjoyed again.

I have 32 gigs physical storage, and a workslate of about 40 gigs. Then I have a photolab of about 4 gigs. All in all, I have about 170 gigs to use. 1 gig is a lot.

I grew up with the mp3. I remember when it was tight, new. There were 32s being thrown around. I was into 64, but 128 was my entry.

I got into kilobytes because of Kazaa. Remember Kazaa? I remember that was the first entry into the internet. I was finally like all the other kids. I knew kids had internet. So I had internet. The problem is, I didn't take the class to learn it. I could have taken a class, but I chose not to. Instead, I took tje lazy way out. I insulated into the streets.

I didn't know this, but I was doped out and in the ground. The soil from the bottom of the ocean to here knows about me now. I am eternal with The One, Lord Jesus Christ. God of Men. I am one with the Lord. I wear my crown carefully. It is a knot of the side of my head, like a moon. It is unseen to the untrained eye. The mind who is awarded access is my wife only. There are no others who can see this.

I was walking with Brenda one morning, she didn't want me to go. She wanted to go by herself. She and I walked. We walked toward the sun and she said the sun was pink. I said the sun was blue. I didn't know I was young and able then. I thought it would always be this way then for a moment. I knew we had to grow up. I just didn't know how.

The men around me did. They knew how to grow up now. They grew up.

I didn't grow then. but I did now. I have so far to go. I'm not going to do my brother w