Satisfying tits.

I cashed out with Zap. You have to fight with it.

The title is because I love the big tits. But watching tbem on screen, not our home porn, but actors or stars of another film, those are only marginally satisfying. It's like watching a big woman with a dildo. You dont want to see it. You want to feel it, be there. It just looks nasty. But if that's your wife, you dont need a dildo.

Gosh I love Brenda. I wish I could win her back somehow. Make her mine again. Lord is that possible?

I feel this 15 dollars is in reach. If I reach 201 or so tonight, then tomorrow I can finish and cash out. I feel I will return just in time to hand her the money. Then I'll collect some food and eat.

So I'm getting to some real money now. 25 a day at least.

Zap
Go
SJ
Cat.

Inboxdollars is horrible. I wish they'd give mire than spins. Or a two cent lay out. They pay good but you have to hit it. No hit no sh. You get a rigged spin.

"Love no Limit" is my life theme. It reminds me of growing up in Bellflower. I walked home from school while this was on the radio.

I stood on the corner and a blacktruck playing "For the love of money" drove in front of me. I still remember that years later. Lord Thank You.

Let Brenda know I love her Lord. Kiss her softly this night. Each night. Dress hercarefully. Massage her breasts like a doll. She still has children. My children, clowning.

Lord.

I had

Nana in a dream

Nana was fussing at my mother. The house had many cats. My mother is trying to force something on me. She's just a follower. But she gave birth to a leader. So I will lead. I don't care about overbearing parents. They need to quit trifling matters.

I love in LA. I'm not moving from here. No one is going to force me out.

No one is going to force their will. No one going to make me suffer. No one is going to be slick.

I am going to get my job. Not your job. Not what you want. What I know is right. Have websites that earn money. I'm on 118 now. I found peanut labs gives 2 cents. I'll struggle with that to make the 8.60 I need to cash out.

Then I'll cash out on gl as well. I'll not be defeated. I am so close. I can't give up. I have water. I have food.