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Another round of old spice tight. Right on, right? I have no plays for players. Let me get started.

First of all Thank Lord Jesus Christ. I want to Thank God, but I put the Lord first because many n---- I will not name names hard, they use the Lord in vain. They try to take what they did not make. They steal. But then, some do not.

I saw a young man I've seen before. But this time, he was clean. He was fresh cut. He looked good. He looked presentabble, real. He looked like a young man you could do business with. Not me, but someone. I don't think he was out here for me, but he was looking good. Good for him.

A lady came to the church. She was healthy, and thin, She bent over, and reminded me of a wife giving her body to her husband. She was in a position like, "Here, take what you want Daddy." If she was Mommy, I would have.

But she was cool. The pastor came. He showed up and asked for her to leave. I have to close the church up now. I realize it was for the safety of the building. And also, the safety of all the ppeople who rent here. I don't know anything about the money. I just lodge here.

I am thankful to be alive. Grateful rather. I ate a pork sausage. I feel shortchanged in life. I feel like I keep doing the things I need to do, but I keep getting better results. On my routine, someone gave me $40. I appreciated that, but analyzed it to be eithe the Lord blessing me, or saying what I am doing is getting old.

Think of it, the old woman. Why would she be so old? Is it because Baker is in my family? Is it because I need to help her? Is it because she is vulnerable, and I needn't take advantage of her? She's not my wife, but I do care for her. There was another woman like her, a Brown.

This Brown was very clean. She was a virgin. She was stout, she had big tits. She was nice to look upon. But she was a virgin at 50. She didn't look 50, she was pretty, but the whole aim was to get me to come there and sleep with her.

She didn't say this, I did. I just felt it was not appropriate. I don't fornicate. This is right because, I don't want to burn for a piece of booty I could have left on earth. What about Heaven? Are there titties in Heaven? Do big breasts full of sweet milk give themselves to the men there? I hope to know.

What about Brenda's Titties? Don't you want to suck them? Yes, but only if she wants them sucked by me. I don't know how to go about it. She told me to leave her alone, so I'm not a stalker. I don't want to be attracted to someone who doesn't want me around. That would make me a creep, right? Yes it would.

But still, I love her. I don't mind saying that. I say it all the time.

Sister Ada was fussy all day. I mean the whole time. It was on schedule. So was Sister Flint. They are in the game. They don't care if the game is bad. They are in it. They don't care if people steal off the game. They are in it. They wanted to act bad, so see me suffer. Those Browns, they either know the game well and participate, or they put chips in to make it like that. I don't know whose worse - the kids playing it or the people designing different parts of it. Either way, they gotta pay. God don't like ugly.

The best way I can put it is - I love my Moma. I love my family. All the people who held me down - I love you. I wish to hold you down many more times, if it is right. I can hold you down when you are doing good respectable.

So no mics were stolen, nothing was taken, no problems nothing. I do need to take a bath. I smell like roasted roach. I think that's nasty. Plus I have a pinch of rice in the kitchen.

I meant to go get some money today but did not.  I don't think 30 dollars is the reason to travel. I am outgrowing the 30 dollar limit. There was a time that was a lot of money. Now, that is a drop of money. I need at least $350 to feel good about my pockets. I need at least 350 now. I need to make at least $350 a week.

That's not hard to do with a job. But online, you have to do some gymnastic working hard to get that out. You need to know someone, know something, or know where to get something to even quualify.

I remember getting weed with Markeesh. I was with him and some other guys, all while someone was at Brenda's house wearing her out. It makes me mad to think, that while I was innocent hearted, I was among those who had no heart left. They'd been hurt, and they had no intention of looking back. They were free of emotion about what they were doing in the back of that Chinese restaurant.  I was among them, like a fool. But I didn't know.

People might think I'm gay. I'm not. I'm far from gay, don't like dick, not counting my own. I love woman, her body, her curves. I was just so bad with them before. Growing up, I had no way with women, or girls. But they always found they're way into my lap, my shoulder, my heart. They found their way in. So fellas, don't chase women. Get your career and be a good man. She'll come if you're lucky. If you serve God, serve The Lord, do right, and keep it tight, I'm sure you'll find the right one. The Lord Can Place her near.

I think if I ever love again, I'd be miserable to her. I'd treat her good. We'd  have salad. But deep down, I'd want Brenda. I'd want the first woman to kiss me so to actually follow through. Stay the course. Love the man until death. See what the reward is for honor. For loyalty. Why do I have a headache on my right side? Because of dehydration.

I think the people are out to get me. I think the people are against me. Why are they Lord? Why does it feel so good to be rude to me? Why do people get happy for trying to make my life a percentage harder? What have I done to deserve this? I'm sure I've done something.

I may have missed the point when Sister Ada, I love Carolyn, the whole church too, gave Sister Flint the cookie. Why did she give it away to her and not me? Why did she give her the cookie and not me? Is it something I did.

Finally, Minister Brown said something to Sister Ada, and I found out Sister Ada was gone. Minister Brown also seems to dislike me. She seems to want to insult me. I am tired of this, Lord. Can it be stopped?

My goal: I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35.

In the NAme of The Most Holy Lord Jesus Christ I pray, Amen.

You realize it's just flesh if it ain't love.

I know nothing. This is the teaching I have. Yet, Lord, you realize it's just flesh if you don't love her. I do love her, so it's not just flesh.

I sit in the sanctuary/ Perhaps I should sit somewhere closer to the door, which I have now.

I put the clothes out for the yard sale. We call it Yard activity now. It's called yard activity for some other reason, so I won't get into thaqt here.

Instead, I'm going to ask you, even show a trivia - can you name all 50 stateS?

You don't have to asnswer that, but it's a trivia. Thanks Mexicans. Lord, You Dis a good job with our Black PEople.

What's going to be on the playlist? Where will you use this pencil?

As I walked outside, I saw a pencil. I don't know whose it is, but it's a pencil I plan to use. On what I don't know.

The old lady spit out a donut. It wasn't a donut she liked. I got the impression we would be fast friends. But like anything fast, it doesn't last long.

She has a nice big house full of crap. I don't know how much is in there, but it's a lot. If someone came in there to clean, it'd take about a day. 24 full hours to work. I love Brenda still. Don't worry about that. I really do love her.

But I'm tripping! She said to leave her alone. I'd be a fool not to. I don't want to go to jail.

Jail wipe is tight, but sad. Why do you have to do it? For some people. They won't learn unless you do. I learned this. I sure love Los Angeles.

The bottom line of faith with the good Saturday Morning is this - you got to get along. Get along with life. The Lord Gave You. So live with it. You know you love her. Give her some space to learn. Don't give IN to the game. Just learn to navigate life as you already have.

I like the strides you are making with your meditation. You're doing good with that. Keep up the good work and you will see. There is more to life than meets the eye. Or the ear. Or any sense by itself. IF you are still regarding senses alone, then you are still learning those senses. You are learning to hear. Learning to see. LEarning to feel. You are learning.

Once you have learned, you can touch the gate more accurately. Come to think of it, you need people to excite your prostate. To touch your scrotum. To append your vein. I know you Love Brenda. She loves oyu, ithe Church sanctuary. The organ. The mixer. The seats where the staff sits. All of this is in the Church.

Holding the gate is sacred. You laugh and say, this is just a gate. This is a gate Rev. Threadgill touched. He touched the gate. He was there. This is like reporting.

Pat Harvey is fine. For a reporter. Brenda is fine. For a woman. Ha, I don't know why I laughed. IT's the scenery. I'm here typing in a church. Is this a sin? I hope not, because I want to keep typing.

I remember Jackie, and Dad. Dad was a nMexican man. From Monterrey. I don't know if that's true, but that's what I think about him. If I'm wrong, I apologize. No sense in talking about where someone is from if you don't know.

But this man has a gorgeous wife. And two gorgeous kids. One of thesm is married now, and the other one I don't know. I think by now, someone got to her. She had big tits when I saw her.

But still, Brenda. I don't want to get in trouble. Why and how, Lord. The woman said leave...

"Be with it."

What does that mean, Lord? Does it mean be with the game, with the program.

"With her ways."

Ok, does this mean witchcraft? Things I don't like? Going away from the home to worship, but not Lord Jesus Christ?

"Put them."

So it's a cupboard thing? It's like putting some things in the cabinet. You do this you do that, I love you, I forgive, but I don't agree. You don't have to be forced to Snow White me, but you love Lord, mme enough to show I care. I love you. EI want you. I need you to be here to squeeze in the morning. And put my penis in.

I think all that for a few moments to hang with ladies is fine. It might be more than that, but I love her yet and still. And "it's not witchcraft." Ok. I won't contest you. I love you. Give me a kiss.

I have this pencil from the ground. What do I do with it, Lord. Keep it. and write with it. Do calculations with it. Do tallies with it, like write all you did. Then, store it. Put it somewhere you won't lose it. Put it in the altar somewhere.

I have a feeling the Tates will be using that closet again. I don't want to help myself to the space I didn't earn. I didn't put chocolate bars on the hampers in the early days. I didn't fry chicken to raise money. I didn't eat cheese without fish that one time. I wasn't there.

I was here. I am here now. Awaiting Sister Ada. Is she coming? What happened? Let me find out she's not coming. I'll lock the gate and have the yard sale another time. I'd rather do that than do it myself. Two people at least for the yard sale. I thought alson online. Can you sell the clothes online? Can you, piece by piece, put the items on ebay, or offer up? Can you make money that way? Sell the clothes for little to nothing, and charge shipping. Whatever you don't sell today, do it like that.

But how will you get the clothes out?

Set the store up and call a meeting. Show the people the store and explain you are selling the items online. Use the tablet to demonstrate the site.

Take a screenshot. Make sure they can't touch it. When they look. Then they will see. "Oh, ok." That's how, then you ask who will take the orders to Amazon.

Who will deliver the orders to the post office? You probably. Thank you, streets. Thank You.