I want to, I need to.

On things that need to be done. If you want to eat, you need to eat, then eat. There it is. No room for other thoughts

Ruling over my woman. that's my pleasuring. My joy in life. To rule over you. For you to worship me. I worship The Lord. You're under me in all things.

I feel a great pleasure in thinking this way. It makes my dick hard. It makes me feel good about myself. I don't thing she minds.

A woman is 1000 times more sensitive than man. She can feel and see things you cannot. If you are a male, you are in for a delightful treat. Life as you know it, will be better as you get better.

You have to get better. You need to get better. Remember what I said about writing out your goals. All this, "I'll type" ish is not the business. You need to instead do better than just typing your goals out. Type out the things you wrote by hand.

I'd like you to consider the playlist. All the songs, did you buy them? No, right? You aren't angry at yourself are you? Don't be mad. Just make sure Lanicia is in your nut.

Brenda is supposed to be the nut. Lanicia is supposed to be in the nut. That's for your health.

The rest of people have their slaves. I have mine. Those two are my slaves. Slaves to my love. Always and forever. And so I love them.

I don't know anyone else who'd put up with this. I love her. I have no shame in saying this. I love Brenda.

Mayra came later on. I can't give her the crown. But she gets one. Mayra gets a crown for holding me down.

There however, is Brenda. I'm not a pull the wet dick out and stick it in another female guy. I'm a stay in the same hole kind of person.

You know, they all have a smell. You'll smell your woman and be delighted. When she's yours, even if she's not smelling accurate, she'll be acceptable. You know where it's been. You know where she's been. She's been under you, around you. She has been innocent. She has been faithful. She deserves your love.

Being a good man means taking out the trash. When it's time to get the garbage can, the real man does.

When you consider your performance, you read from the paper. How could you do that and travel all the way out there? That's like getting to the knighting engagement and not bringing a suit. You're in a track suit by South Pole, and you're getting knighted. There's no way.

So you have to prepare. Get those clothes washed. When you have clean clothes, you have a clean peace of mind. I recomment spraying the clothes with lysol. Spray them in the the bag, before you leave here.

When you wash, take the clothes out of the bag. But wash the bag too. The bag has soap on it.

You'll feel like a new man with clean clothes. It's not summer anymore. You need to dress the part.

If you wear thermos, make sure you have shirt over them. No straight thermos. I was working, and I wore boots. I wore a thermo. And I was glad to get off at 3. I didn't want to be there are night and all the day.

I am grateful. I can attest that. But I was thankful to leave. I'm glad there's another way to make money. The job I have, I like it. I help people, I help me.
I'm a person. I'm a peaople. I exist to be helped and to help.

I used to be shy about my ugliness. I used to think I was ugly. I wasn't ready. I wasn't going to borrow from another man to win. I have my own manhood. Doesn't that deserve growth? Yes, my own manhood does.

I think when you're getting your dick succked, you need to be in love. Just let her suck. Suck her bottle. A little bit, before you put it on her forehead. Put your dick on your woman's forehead. Let her know she belongs to you.

Now, the problem is, if you're not marrtied, and you do this, there could be another man. The female likes this. She likes being protected by dick. She likes this fundamentally.

But if you're not married, it's not your forehead. You know what I'm saying? Youre claiming some shared property. She belongs to the game of life. She needs The Lord. You can be sure she has Him through marriage.

Then, when you care enough to get her forehead, she will know she is yours.

After that, it's smooth sailing. Just keep your dick in her body at least twice a week and you are good.

I'm not a fan of every day sexual encounters. I'd like for them to be spaced out. Let me nut and rest. "Uhh" and sleep. You don't get nothing. I feel so good treating my woman bad. I give her all the love, and some of the dick. I don't share it, now. I don't go around cheating. I stay with her, and every 7 says, she gets 3 nuts. That's enough to restrict her. To contain her. To tame her. She's mine. She's looking forward to the nut.

Put it down when you nut. Realize it's a treasure. Nut gracefully. All the way. Put all the nut inside her. Make a sound when you are finished. Don't curse at her. Just make a sound. Hold her. Pet her. Grab her forehead. Kiss her. Love her. And go to sleep.

She might grab on you for more. Just suck on her titties and go back to bed. Don't give her any more nut.

The next day, she'll be looking for more nut. She'll get some the following day. One day freak, the next day neat. That's how it ought to go.

Then, you have a pair. You have one who can use nut anytime, and one who gives nut out 3 times a week. When you give nut out occasionally, you feel better about yourself.

I love Brenda. I don't want to lose her. But you lost her. She told you to move on.

I go over this. I need to get it in my mind what she said. So I'm not tripping. So I'm not wondering why. That's where I want to put my nut. And get a baby.

But these are dreams. The woman is old. She told me. I'll have to reprogram my mind.

One time she was in Long beach and got dropped off. She was going somewhere and I was in the car. I felt so bad how she was dropped off. Like she was nobody. Like a dog. Here, get out, and she did and kept walking to where she needed to be as we drove off. I felt so bad. I cried about this.

I couldn't protect her, as her man. I couldn't see her to the front door of where she was going. I left her in the streets by herself. That hurt my heart.

I'm tearing up now.

There's another time I drove her somewhere and let her out the car all mad. I was mad at her. I don't know why.

There was another time I was so mad I thought I was going to explode in the street. I sat on the sidewalk with Felipe. I I did lots of crazy things with her. Behind her.

I took Marcus for a run around his neighborhood. I was trying to teach him a lesson. He wanted to stop, but I said, no don't stop. Keep going. I hope he learned that lesson.

I love her, man. I love Brenda. I want her to be mine. I love you too. I love You Brenda. I want you to know that.

In other news, I busted a nut. I think every 7 days is good. Tell the truth, it feels good. But it's coming out to a cold world, not a warm hot vagina. Stop wasting the nut.

I'll have to do that. I'll have to save the nut until it's needed. Then I nut.

Nutting with another woman not your wife is NOT needed. No getting your dick sucked and getting paid. The reason, that's not your wife. That's someone's mother. That's another woman with a mind to serve. She'll serve you if you stay. If you leave, you letft a mark on her. And if you're just a leaver, then you're a loser.

There' got to be a good reason to leave.

Stay, and be a good man. Marry her. I wish I could marry Brenda and live in Lynwood. That would be tight. I live there and stay down. Nut every week.

I'd like to do that. Lord, Make it So, please. You're more than a Genie, Lord. That's how great you are. I can ask for something in your name, and get it. Wow.

Colette, my cousin, has some big tits. I'm not going to do my cousin though.

Brenda I'd put up with. She was there, I'll put up with her ass. I'll wash her, clean her when she is unable to. I don't care about all this spiritual shit. I want my dick sucked and wet pu---- to enter in 3 times a week. I'll bust all the nut I can. You just be my wife.

That's all. I'll let you play outside. You can go visit your friends and be good all the time. You'll never be nothing if you don't be good and listen to me at all times.

I love you Brenda.

Lord Jesus Christ Is The King.

My goal:

I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."

In The Name of Lord Jeus Christ I pray, Amen.