Anger is medicine

When coupled with diligence. When you are mad, it is because you have not tightened your grip. You are loving, but make certain you love her to the depth. there is nothing you would rather do than love her. But., can you make it that far? Or will you drown.

I'll never drown. youll never e nothing.

Oh,

I rule you. I control you wholly.

I treasure you. I love you eternally. I know I love you. I really do. Lord. I love Brenda So much. I wish I could have her, inside out. I wish she was mine.

Why do I wish? I wish because I want. She doesn't want me. So I wish she did.

I understand I don't always get what I wish for. I wish I did always get what I wish for.

I wish for Brenda, my house in Lynwood, and The Lord Jesus Christ To Control Everything.

I wish for Brenda's Heart. May she love me fully, with no regard. May she kiss her left breast at the thought of me, at the appointed hour so Blessed by God. Lord Jesus Christ, Please Lord send me regard, the path to which I fulfill my desire to have her. I need her.

Why do I need her? She has seen my smallness and regarded it. I am in debt to her. I regret being a fool  and losing her. I guess I never had her if she's gone, huh? Funny, becaue all around me, I see that she is there, and I am afraid. I am afraid for her. I wish she is safe always Lord. I wish she is satisfied with bread each day. I wish she marries me. I wish I have her, Lord. I wish I have Brenda, Lord. I wish I have Brenda because she was there Lord. To see me at small time. To see what humbble regard I am immannered with. To see what stalling legacy I pronounce. To see what clowning I can do. To see what she loves about me, and what she does not. To see how wish she has become. To see how wise she is now. To become great, Lord. To learn more as time goes on. There is no substitute. There is no heaven for me without Brenda. There is nothing but toil. And Children.