I check me

That's essential. I foubd this out today.

I thought it was rude. But it was instruction. It was butt touch, and i dont play that. But i also ought nit play non washed ass. Theres a three day limit on that now.

Since I realized this a several minutes later, I have to apologize to Minister Brown. Brenda you cannot steal you imps. But i thabk you for your advice.

That's how it is. I realise later. How much later depends on discipline. If I am prepared, the counsel will settle softly, and soon. With no discipline, nothing prepared or no working on, then a year may lapse until I realize. Look to me abd Brenda for that one.

instead of lookig for a job, I went to the park. I failes at that ine ub a million chance. I'll never get another one like hwe again. Each day, I kick myaelf newly in rhw ass for that one. Wow, what a failure. But it shant stay so. I win I learn. But I will be lonely forever.

Even another woman cannot replacr the happiness. I coldly deal wirh this daily. I have to get her back. But how Lord? With 51 dollars?

Are you ok looking at your zap accou t and seeing 4.51? As if you've clearwd aome progress? Oh, Ive done a lot. And 4 dollars later. Clear the shit man.  You can do it. I believe in you. The Lord Wouldn't allow such progress withoit reason. Take this as a lesson in self appreciation. Take your lady. She is waiting for you, I hope.

But restraining order is real. It means vack off. So do that. And pray from here. Meditate daily. I don't see why not.

Be sure to clear that book by November. No one can move you. Let the lecherous do their thing. They wabt to burn ler them burn. You make aure you promote peace instead.

Lord.