Wednesday, January 8, 2020

I slipped up.

Lord please forgive me. I juacked off this morning. To some big breasts getting sucked. I love that. Sucking the big tits. That's my hard.

But why? Because it's so much food, that's why. I like to eat. Sharing tits, no. All mine. I don't share tits. That's forbidden. Each nipple is mine. She belongs to me. There is no other she belongs to. "Nobody but you" The best part of the song.

I cannot believe some of the things I said before. I need to be clean. A clean comedian, that would be good. The rush of conflict, no more among the people. I know we can do better than that. Especially with mine on the line. Who convinces you they are better? No one. I can't believe all this time Lord that I fell for it. I fell for people trying to be better than me, out think me. It's actually impossible.

I think the reason Peyton's GIRLFRIEND is there is because I let them. This was a way for Derrick's GIRLFRIEND to get in there also. The family from California. I need to get in his nuts. Why? Because we're not from California. It's not podunk, but it's like, "who are you?"

I can't get mad, though. I don't get mad like I used to. Pharell wearing a dress, I guess he lived up to his name. Like in the Bible clowning. "His name is Nabal". Let it be like his name. What a name, Nabal. Shoenail, that's his name. That's what we'll call our kid. Shoenail.

I am not gay, for the recond. I don't have gay ways, or tendencies. and I'm not against gay people. I'm against people spreading it out. It is a perversion, a virus, and it is wrong. Stop trying to teach toddlers about it.

Giftloop
SJ
Atta
Amazon
Zap
Cat

Those are a cluster I can do continuously for the whole setting, stage. Each day is a stage. I don't think this is the level, because I'm not making more than $50 dollars a day yet. Whatever I feel, it's my body. I can't deny my body, how I feel. The little girl said keep the nut. I kept it that night. Is that counted? I hope so. I don't want to nut on the little girl's back. I thought about it, I'm not gonna lie. I thought about her laying and licking my balls. I did. But I don't think that's going to happen. I love Brenda. I love Big tits. That's the point here. I love sucking the big tits.

If you get $50 a day, then you can call it the level. Right now, it's stage 8. The goal of any stage is to make it to $50. Zap pays $25. You have the gambling, which I am almost ashamed of, but it pays real money. I have one that pays little monies, but you need $40 to cash out. If I do all the 100 you get, maybe I'll get $40. Fourty dollars one time is good. I think that's worth doing. I can knock that out today.

I don't feel bad for deleting the app. I watched, to get that 40, at least 100 ads. It's not like I didn't sit there and watch ads. I did watch. I haven't made the $40 yet, but at least it's a thought.

I saw the guy at Wells Fargo, and I thought that was legitimate. One time, I'll do that. I'll cash out one time.

I think ATMS will take Paypal by the fall. They are missing out on $3.

I saw Abraham in a place like a different shop. It was multi colors. I saw Tony on the sidewalk near the gate of the church. He attacked me or something, so I attacked back. I grabbed his head or something. It was dark. He was dark. It was like a big jelly bean goop. I don't know why it was like that. But Abraham was in some shop, and I was working with him there. It was likehe was still in control, or trying to hold onto control. That's my brother, not my master. The shop master sure, at his shop. But in this dream, it wasn't there, it was somewhere else.

There were women there too. Some of the same women who used to come to the shop. It was like "You're outgrowing this shop experience. You're moving on, you're strong enough now." I appreciate that. He might also be saying, or even Cheree, that I have outgrown the shop altogether and he was trying to gather me again. I suppose had I nutted last night, I'd be back in the same boat again.

But furthermore in the dream, there wasa  tree of collard greens. A whole tree of collards. I knew it was them because of the leaves. I suppose God was telling me what to get to eat.  The tree was in the same position as the other tree of kale. I didn't know it was kale then, but now I realize it was kale.

The whole dream was dark. I was also like boxerish, if that makes sense. I was willing to fight, in this darkness. But it was dark because I didn't have the nutrients to keep it bright. So you need vitamins and nutrients to keep your life bright.

You may always clown. But when you are healthy and clowning, that's healing. When you go on stage, be healthy and clown. Even marijuana has nutrients. Did you know that?

Lord.

May I make $2500 per month online now.

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