There are basics to master.

The reason most people report little things, it's because they don't realize the big things they started.

I am awake now earlier. I went to be around 11pm. I work up at 5 am. I went back to sleep. I awoke again at 6 31. I am up now wide away. Last night, I helped move items. I had a yard activity. I got some rest after the activity and the activity helped.

The only thing is I don't like the floor in the sanctuary. It looks like a dust bowl. I saw dust all over the floor. I hope the people forgive. Even if it was them, still, it's too much dust on the floor for me. I'd rather it be cleaner than a whistle in here. A little bit of what? I'd rather there be cleanliness all the time everywhere.

The people adapt. That's what. The lady stuffed some wipes down the toilet yesterday. She didn't mess anything up. Thank Goodness. I am glad she came. Now the building will be closed during activities. There will be no focus but the activity itself.

When the calm sunny day rises upon the dusk, and calls it to change once again, there will be one tent, some tables, and a series of events which lead to the final subject, the yard activity.

I love Brenda. I wish she was here. I wish I lived in Lynwood. I wish I woke up this morning in my own house. So I could smoke. I'd vape, and then head out to Church after breakfast. Here, the breakfast is pomegranate and water. I have mint leaves also. So there's a fresh breath advantage.

I sleep on a dirty cover. I have to wash. I have all these clothes. They have to go out or to wash. We don't have enough trash cans for all the trash we generate. Is there a way to solve this problem? Yes. Generate less trash. Or have bags stacked against the trash can we have. This was we just stuff the bags in the trash on the day we throw it out. Whatever doesn't make it, those things will have to be restuffed into the container.

If I had a car, where would I go? I'd take my mother places. I remember driving my truck. I was driving down the street past the park. My mother was trying to tell me how to drive. She got mad. I was like "Moma you can't get mad at me in my own car!" I was a mess. But that truck is gone now. That truck was taken by my relative. I have been fortunate.

Does the fortune continue? Yes. You can find fortune in good behaviour. When you do good, the people love you. When you do bad, they love you as long as you don't do it to them. When will we fix this? I don't know.

I have several books to go.

Why feel down, discouraged about your lot? Your condition is not like the flies, they have a buzz but no more. They can't sign a document. But I think all creatures have some way to relate to the world. They all have some way to be able to communicate. They can somehow be happy without having to do all what we do. That's good.

I need to clean up. It looks like the end of a yard sale in this room. Clothes everywhere. If there was a machine that would beep where it was dirty the machine would have blew up. There's no car in the driveway with my license plate. I'm going to change that. The refridgerator looks like a robbery happened. The shelves got robbed of all the food! Will there be more food coming? I hope. I like to cook too. I have fish. I have french fries. I don't have donuts, and cookies. I don't have the trinkets I like. I want to deserve them. Can I, will I be able?

Don't let people even imagine they can threaten you. The moment they have anything to say, Lord Let them know. You have no power to say a word out of line to me. You have only the power to act right. Don't step out of line. We don't have the same problems as before. The problem was, people got comfortable. They kicked feet up and said "hey, I've done it." "The work is over." There is no such day on earth.

Remember Cain, what was said to him. "Listen, you will toil." You're not going to be happy all the time." The ground is cursed for Cain. We don't always see the lush tropics talking because of Cain. It was jealousy that caused him to act bad. So we see Jealousy is bad. But not so. The Lord is Jealous. So there's a measure of Jealousy which is good. Or, Jealousy  of men is bad, but the best of Jealousy, the best intention, reason, is good. So if you are jealous of your wife being looked at, by anyone, that's good. You don't need to be mad at people, but tell your wife you get Jealous.

See, the threats continue. "IF you want to be here, let me abuse you/." I know this is wrong. No one needs to be abused. You can be alright without abusing anyone.

I worked in a rice factory. When I was there, the Mexican staff approached me in the bathroom. He scowled at me, frowned at me through the mirror. He didn't want me to be there. I was shocked. Here we go again. Another jealous Mexican. What can I do, Lord? Is this ok? Is this how it is. They were talking about don't eat on the truck. Isn't the truck getting my money? Why can't I eat if I'm paying them to be able to? What is this shit in America? I couldn't believe it.

A few weeks later the boss told me it was my last day. I wasn't happy there, but I was happy to have a job. I think the same is here. It's something really not right about the Mexicans. They're listening to something not right, I should say. I care, so I'll investigate briefly, at least internally.

I saw on the news a couple who seemed to have lost their mind, and killed one of their own. I don't know why. The guy who did it, he looked possessed. Like something grabbed hold of him. He killed a brother. Why? Why did he do that? What is the reason? There is no one controlling the building. I love you, Mexicans. Don't get it wrong. But you need to stop kicking people out of the job. All it will take is the wrong person, and then you are through. They will say, "Oh, if you let them in, they will kick you out!" So they won't let you in. Fix it, so this doesn't happen.

There has to be punishment for bad behaviour. Otherwise, you don't get stronger. You get weaker. The chaff. You don't want to be a stick blowing in the wind, do you? You don't want to be like someone who doesn't have any worth do you? You don't want to be like someone who doesn't have any sense do you?

I want to be a good member of my church. Who is this lady I am seeing? Why is she there? What is she doing in my mind? I didn't put her there. She just invited herself. And then others! Why is this, Lord? What have I done? The next thing you know, oh there are lots of us, let's kick him out!

Is this who you made, Lord? Is this the group strength? Is this what Mexicans do? They gang up and kick you out? No. I don't think so. I think they fight because of where they came from. Justice from somewhere. The desert. But the Lord has an answer. The mountains. You will see this Scott sh-- coming underway. You needed to keep it real. You didn't need to front. You need to be honest, who you really are. Because once this Scott.net kicks in, you will be in for a rude awakening. It's not going to be business as usual. It's going to be assignment. If you are assigned a certain role, then are powerful enough to hang. If not, then you have to fight for scraps. The heirarchy will set. There will be  a line between the scraps and the treasure. But to get the treasure, you have to fight through the scraps. It's like, "here's the boss of the scraps. Defeat him, or please him, and you can pass" Now you start making more money. But you are always one step away from the scraps.

That's coming. Lots of people will try tricks and problems. "Oh you're not going to tell me." But yes, you are going to get told. Your tricks are found out. you better act right.

IMarcus, I would have liked to call him. I'd like to see how he's doing. But I haven't been there. Yet another man not fit, coming around. Darn. I don't think he needs that. He needs a stable father. Someone who will be there when  he is 35. Someone to see him get married, drive, have insurance. Make a business deal. His first major purchase. I do need to wash. If I go in the morning, I'll have all the clothes ready. If I go right now, I risk coming in on the Mexican's service. I don't think that's appropriate either. The best thing to do is to stay put.

It's sad, but you'll have to wear the clothes you have. Put on the brown suit. Wear the purple shirt. Face whatever you get for wearingn that. But at least you're there, wearing anything.

PEace to all the people who donate clothes. Peace to all the people who care enough to donate grey hoodies I wear. I like grey. Gray blazer, gray everything. Grey hoodie. Gray drawls. Gray all. But one item gray. Not thei whole wardrobe. You'll look like a bullet tip. That's not sexy. Bullets aren't sexy. They're bullets.

More often than not, there's a gun in your mind. I shot a gun before. I'm a good shot. That's why I don't carry one.

I have my Bible turned to Leviticus. I think if it's there, I can see what purity is about. There was a gunshot when I turned that page. It was church service. Suddenly I hear "pow pow pah pow"  and this was the page it was turned to. So I kept it there.

I also saw the soul of a roach. That's right. A bug I killed the little soul came to me. That was tight. And disgusting. I'd never seen such. But I understand the Spirit of Life is in all things. WE trade forms. I eat, and the food turns into fuel. TThe equipment gets the fuel. I get the excitement. Doesn't make sense to me either.

But alas,  I'm digging hard here. I don't have much to write, and that's why I'm broke. I bet you if I had more to write, I'd be rich by October. I'd be a made man in this world by February. If only I had something to write, something to contribulte. If only I was really meaningful in my approach to writing. If I approacched this skill right, I'd have millions of dollars.

There is something on the internet to do. There is some funds for me to recieve for my service. Some task I can do, not life threatening, that will add to my fortune. My account says zero right now. It won't stay at 0, but it has been a while since I've seen that grey 0.00 in my account. I think it's sad to say, in 34 years, I haven't mastered the zero. Let me get the 1 at least. It's one coming now. In 75 more points. 1.28. All mine.

So there it is. Keep stacking the dollars. More and more and more. 6. 10. 12. 20. 40. 80. 120. 160. 280. 540. 720 . 3000. All from 1.28. Keep stacking, and don't give up. Pace yourself. You want to eat, pay the phone bill, the lights, gas, electric. You want a car. Find a way to multiply service. You put out a message people buyy. You put out something people download for $1. Put out something people read the article for. And click the ad. They visit the page. Look around. See if there's anything they need there. They may find this to be so.

I can look go to your website now. Go on there. Go to tightdad.com. Sounds like abad shaving accident. Like three trees got together and collapsed. Now he's tight. Dad is tight about them trees hitting his car.

So now I see a blank page. "Dad," and everybody else. See, The Mexicans don't wan tyou to win. They want to keep you down. For real. I thought it was just me. Tripping. No, it's a fact. They see you making money, coming up, they want to keep you down. Because they have a way it's supposed to go. But they arent the only people in the world! If you want to be the only group, join the Germans! They want to be only group too! Maybe you can fight it out! Or not.

Now, "Everybody else" What is the button to press play for? Sky. Now this helps. f I keep this on all night, then I'll have something good. That's useful. But it looks like crap. Is there a way to dress this up?

See online, dressing up is cool. Off line, its not always necessary. If I'm selling fruit, a picture of some elf holding the pomegranate isn't going to make me buy one. Unless I have kids. Or unless I really want one. So, not the bathroom, here it is. You dress up. Make the site look nice. Make it look good enough to remember.

When people come back, they remember the sky, and press it, push it. The sky activates. Now, they have something they can secretly hold. Now, that's worth. I have sky in my home, it's something tight about my house. When people come, they feel the love, the light. The life. It's better for me with sky. Thank Lord Jesus cor sky.

What else is on there? Something to buy? I'm not going to buy anything. But click the ad? Why not. It's the least I can do. Bathroom wipe. That's sad. There's tricks and traps set up for men. And you honestly want to go to heaven. Where are you going with tricks and traps?

I hope the Mexicans let me get some food. I am hungry. But I love them regardless. They're always trying to find something against me. I don't know why they don't just love me right. I'm here for you. But not just you. You don't want to respect me, you'll pay for that. You don't prosper without respect. You think it's a small thing, and you swell with pride for disrespecting your brother. Then shame will come. Unless you fix it.

There's a guy named Victor. There's a guy who has one arm working. But both men are tight. It doesn't work like that hermano. You can call shots in your own home. This is The Lord's home. You can call a shot, but so can everyone else. If you don't agree with that, then welcome to America. Hissing on the soil? Why be here then?

We get along. I have 9 more minutes. I don't want you to be sad. BE HAPPY. ACTING RIGHT IS THE ONLY WAY. ALL THIS BAD ACTING SH---. IT'LL GET YOU KILLED. OR, IT'LL MAKE YOU SMALL. ROACHES ARE little.

Small Steve, that's a different small. Brenda is my love. You're mocking me after all you did. You can, but remember, it's coming back on you. We will laugh at you soon.

Small Steve is tight. For life. All the people who helped me. For life. You're all welcome. But the people who are rude, or have reasons to b----- out, then you have to learn respect. When you learn to respect, respect will come to you. It's that simple. No showtime, no move, no method, nothing else. No racing. No scheming. Just do what I told you. Respect.

In the end, you'll realize why. When you have kids running around. And someone comes up to you. You will realize the importance of respect. All men can understand it. Not one can understand disrespect for long.

All this said, enjoy yourself. I'll enjoy myself. May The Lord Bless you eternally. But if you don't heed my warning, about Scott and more, you'll be sorry. Won't that suck.

Lord Bless you.

My goal: "I make a net worth of $9 million dollars by 35."

Ok?