You ought not curse here.

I'm at Patti's house now. I brought rice. I brought soy sauce. I think that's enough to eat. But I didn't buy a bowl. that was my one chance to prove I had money. I didn't prove it.

Instead, I simply didn't buy anything. I knew that by buying, I was simply reinforcing the volunteer stereotype. No one can live by giving. You must give and take sometimes. Take what you need to. You will have people trying to take from you, so learn to take what you need.

Take rice. Take money to buy rice. Taking money means you earn money. you earn money online. Go out there and find something to pay you. Finding a talent and skill starts with reading the Bible.

I wish I would let an old white woman twll me anything about life! She hasn't lived a day black! She does have some life in here, which is good. She doesn't need to oversee anything else but what The Lord Says. Otherwise, it's meddling.

You can't get your way in someone elses life. that's not the way. You know. You know you have your own life. Don't get carried away getting excited about yourself.

The lady is tapping around. That's good. Here we go with the theives. How sad. You're all the same with that. Get the black. Hustle these blacks. Yea I tell, you can't get enough of that. They'll work...

Do you know the lady told me she lost a child? Yes, she lost a kid. She had the child, and the child died 12 hours later. That's heartbreaking. Man, I don't feel like the biggest loser, but I sure feel bad for being rude and mad on the lasy. I want a pizza because I wordered one already. But that's 20 dollars. I'm not in the position to pay 20 dollars right now. I don't even want to pay 5, or 2. I want to pay 0 and eat good. But then again, I'll pay 20 to eat really good. But I have to have 100 first. None of this, a few dollars left sh anymore. I've Had it with all that.

Who told these people to act bizzare like this? I don know who'se better for this life, me or them. We can both bge here.

I think Patti is a fine lady to take care of. If I could be here 3 days a week, that would help them out. Then, they can go handle business, and I can get paid. I don't have to be paid the most competitive rate in california. Just 300 or $350. Maybe even $400. We'll see if I get enven $20.